It is said that Mr. Jiangnan thought about it for many years before he came up with the scene where Susie and Chu Zihang met.

And I've met you since the third grade of elementary school. If I hadn't been too cold at the beginning and turned a blind eye to your liking, I might have been able to spend a few more days with you.

Rabbit, I regret it, I regret not meeting you sooner, maybe you will say, "Fourteen years, isn't that enough?" ”

But I don't think it's enough, we still have decades to go.

When I was a teenager, I was really ignorant and made you worry about me so many times. I really want to thank you for coming all the way. Therefore, I intend to write a book for you, recording the bits and pieces of these years, without asking many people to read it, this is my precious gift to you, and I will only publish one copy exclusively for you (I will publish it for you at my own expense).

Although, I will give you a gift in the future, but this gift is my young love for you. After that, what I will send you is the rest of your life, I dare to use the domineering and gentleness of my domineering president, and I only love you. Then do you dare to take your intellect and gentleness to take care of your family and accompany me on a love road that will not be divorced before the age of 99?

I was so good in society that in order not to worry you anymore, I lowered my head and went to work steadfastly. Many of the brothers who drank and drank with me didn't understand why I became an ordinary migrant worker because of you, not just to be worthy of you?

You're not afraid of others pointing fingers at you, saying that your object is a stinky novelist, but I'm afraid that you will be wronged because of me, my woman must not be pointed at by others, I have never been the only one to point fingers at others, and others are not qualified to say that you are not at all.

In order to make me better, and for the two of us to go out in the future, others saw us holding hands and hugging to say, "This girl really has vision, and she actually fell in love with him", so I am using my wolf social law and domineering survival method to spell out a literary "blood road" for you.

When we were young, we didn't understand love, and we began to understand love in Xu Zhimo's poems. In that era of strict etiquette, he said a word, and I was particularly impressed. I will find my only soul mate in the vast sea of people, and I am fortunate to have it; No, my life.

After several experiences, I also learned the meaning of true love in life. All our lives, we are looking for a soul mate in the red dust, looking forward to meeting the right person. But what is the right person, I am afraid that we are looking for it, and we don't know if we miss fate. The right person appears with a signal, and if you can feel these signals about true love, you must grasp the love.

I don't know how much I love you, I never thought of quarreling with you, even if you went to the United States without saying a word, without my knowledge, I just asked my friends to look for you in the whole Shandong Province, Sichuan Province, Liaoning Province and all the places in Yunnan Province where you stayed, and never blamed you.

On the night you came back from the National Day, I just took you to see Li Cha's aunt once. I used to have a bad temper, but after I met you, I could only be gentle. I have a bad impression in the eyes of others, and I know that my friends care about me and never tell me what they hear about me from others. Scumbags, selfish, vitriol, and ruthless, I know all of this. But it's enough for me to be nice to you as a girl, after all, you are the only lover in the country who deserves my sincere treatment. Although I still can't contact you, I can actually know some things about you from other friends.

I remember that the first novel I read was "Dragon Family" by Mr. Jiangnan. From the first book to the fifth book, it took six years to finish it. made me officially like novels and try to publish my own works, but it was because of the "Douluo" trilogy of Tang Sanshao, from Tang San to Huo Yuhao, and then to Tang Wulin. I was moved by every detail, and it was really sadistic. From Xiao Wu's sacrifice, Wang Qiu'er's sacrifice and Tang Wutong's departure, and finally to Gu Yue and Tang Wulin's separation and integration. I admit that I can't do such a brilliant writing as they are, but I will work hard and strive to become the platinum god of the new generation of China Literature.

There is never a traditional concept in my work, the world is changing, so my work will follow the trend, but the final theme will not change. When I was young, I didn't understand feelings, which led to missing out on so many good girls who liked me, so I didn't know much about feelings. There will be less love in each of my works, it's not that I don't want to write, but the girls who can get into my eyes, I can count them on one hand, and there's really nothing to write about. I don't expect all the book friends to be girls, this is the world I created myself, I just hope that the book friends who come in and read it are friends whose souls can make deep friends. The road has its ups and downs, and when there is a desert in front of it, it is destined to be empty behind. I don't know what to say, life is too hard. It's really too bitter, friends they envy me for being alone and brave to pursue my dreams, but I envy the people they love can be by their side, just after going to work in the morning, my stomach suddenly hurts terribly, diarrhea and prostration, and then I take a taxi to the hospital alone, check out the bacterial infection in the stomach, and take a drip for four hours in the afternoon, this kind of sadness is probably only known to myself, right?

I never like to tell my parents about my suffering, I always report good news and not bad news, for example, today when a customer is interested or the company holds a birthday party, I try to make my parents feel that I am happy. And the pain behind me can only be broken and swallowed by myself. Today's leave is with Sun Meng through the video, but he just talked about the recent situation and missing in front of her. My little bunny must not have eaten well these days, and he is so thin, but he is still so beautiful. How dare I report my illness to my family? It's nothing more than to worry her, she's alone in the United States, and the loneliness we endure is the same. Every time I go through the video, no matter how much grievance I bear at the moment or I get angry because my work is not going well, I will not show it in front of her. I know that it is not easy for her to be more difficult than me, running alone for her studies in a foreign country, and serving foreigners in restaurants with fluent English when she is not in class. Mengmeng, I always owe you a "hard work", it's really hard, for our love and future life, thank you very much. Life is not easy, we all have to work harder, come on to become the best version of ourselves!

When the spring flowers bloom next year, you will definitely go outside alone and listen to the pure sounds of nature. Empty yourself, you need inspiration to create, and you need to empty your work of distractions.

Once you step into society, you don't have time to think about anything else. Those who have experienced it need to be grateful, grateful for their parents' decisions, grateful for the trust of customers, grateful for the cultivation of leaders, and grateful for their lovers' never abandoned. Many people will be trapped by these two questions: "chicken or egg first", "save mother or wife". Actually, today I also asked Sun Meng these two questions. Still, I was satisfied with her answer. How can you have eggs without chickens? Save the mother, and then save her. The next question I said, "Why?" Her answer satisfied me, she said, "Filial piety is a traditional Chinese virtue, I know that girls nowadays want their boyfriends to love themselves more, but a girl doesn't even respect and filial piety to her boyfriend's mother, so as a man, will you still want her?" What's more, we have been in a relationship for so many years, did you know me on the first day? ”

Actually, my answer is different. My answer to the next question was, "Why do you want to go to a reservoir or a river?" How about you two go shopping? Rabbit, you pick out more fashionable clothes and skin care products for my mother, and my mother will help you choose some cosmetics that match your temperament. Money, I'm out! When the time comes, you two will go out and spend it. I accompanied your parents and the old man on a trip, so that the two families are harmonious, I don't believe that kind of situation will occur. ”