2023/9/12 Who do you want to marry?
I saw an old friend today, her name is Wang Cheng, in fact, we are not very familiar, and she met because Duck Neck (Zhai Yabo), who was still in the first year of junior high school, fell in love with her, and then they broke up, I watched them each have a new love, and each of them was removed from my list.
When I was young, I always wanted friends forever, and after seeing more ups and downs in society, I realized that friends need to be driven by interests. Therefore, I don't boast of how many friends I have.
In the past few years, I have had a very difficult time, but I have persevered by my own efforts. I admit that Wang Cheng and I also boasted of our brother-sister relationship, she is indeed not bad, I deleted her not because of Wang Xinyu and Duckneck, but because I know that I am no longer young and can no longer mix in society like before.
Since I can't give Wang Cheng's sister and other "sisters" the sense of security that they have as an older brother, then I can only use my withdrawal to let her and the other "sisters" find the sense of security they want. Actually, after deleting her, this is not the first time I have seen her. After all, I have a home address in the same neighborhood as her, and I still meet her occasionally.
I've met twice this year, and tonight I don't know if I should take the initiative to greet her as I used to, so I pretended not to see her and walked past her. Another reason is that since I have deleted her, I naturally removed her from my circle of friends. So I don't want to touch the memories of the past, the past is the past, I won't ignore the traces of their existence, but I really didn't think about it, when I meet someone I once met, what identity should I use to walk past them, and should I say hello and say "Hello, meet again, how are you doing?" ”
Recently, I've been really fond of the "Beyond the Sky" sung by Interpreter Flower. You can see the emotions he really expresses from the lyrics, and you can also hear the longing for love in the rhythm. At my current age, I really feel that life will be lonely if I don't fall in love.
The good-looking girl doesn't come out to talk to me, so she seems even more lonely, hahaha. I'm still the same person, and I still like to make girls laugh, but life forced me to add a touch of indifference. I've saved all the love tenderness that I haven't given to other girls.,The future one.,I don't know when you'll appear.,I don't know if you're the girl I think.。
Sometimes, I also want to give up continuing to like my current girlfriend and like other beautiful girls.
But then I thought about it, if I like other girls, then I have to re-cultivate feelings with other girls, and I have to experience finding out their strengths and weaknesses, grinding each other's temper edges and corners, caring for each other's small actions, small emotions, preparing for the surprises needed during the holidays and the sense of ritual during meals. Maybe after going through these emotional tribulations, the woman will feel tired of it and break up with me, which is not a comfortable feeling. I hated the feeling of getting to know someone again, so I erased the idea of giving up liking you. Although you are not a perfect girl, I have been attracted to you for a long time! This reason is enough to make me give up liking other girls.
In the future, you should also be a quiet little girl, right? But I know you're not an introvert, you're just slow to heat up. I thought that Wang Xinyu could let me get out of a relationship and forget my first love, but I didn't expect Sun Meng to leave a deep impression in my heart, so on the day Wang Xinyu graduated from Wenfeng Middle School, I saw Wang Xinyu for the last time, and I also asked if my heart would continue to love her.
She really looked like you, so I didn't know until I went to see a psychiatrist.
The psychiatrist only asked me one sentence: "Who do you want to marry?" ”
I know my own answer, it turns out that I have loved you all along. It doesn't matter how many of my predecessors there are, no matter how beautiful they are, how good their bodies are, and how good their personalities are. What I love is what I guess you will be after you leave me. When I figured that out, I figured out what I was supposed to do. Silently working hard to earn money, and strive to meet you in the future, we are all excellent!
Sun Meng, good night. When I met Wang Cheng's sister tonight, I may have been really confused, so I wrote a little too much.
Should I say hello to my old friend?
How embarrassing would it be if she pretended not to see it?
In case, she also greeted me, so what should I say?
Sun Meng, I'm not young anymore, we've reached the age where it's time to talk about marriage. Seriously, I'm not afraid to get married, and I'm not afraid to face friends and family at a hotel ceremony with you, but I really didn't promise you a home if my career was unstable.
I said that I would go to you at the age of 26, and I would get married with you at the age of 27, so I would not break my promise.
In the past ten years, I have promised many girls to give them a stable home, but unfortunately, their names are not Sun Meng, and they do not have your prosperous beauty. Looking back on the past, I found that I have almost experienced the suffering in the relationship, so I want to be good to you all the time, give you all my kindness, let happiness always surround you, and let you be the first princess of China!