One fresh morning, I thought it would be nice if the memories in my head kept coming back to me, so that I could apologize to my friends who missed them.

Unfortunately, I am not a god, I don't have that power, and I don't have the courage to apologize.

If, given those three years, would I be able to say that to her?

Did you really feel it, someone grabbed my hand and said, "Xiaoyi, you see, hard work is still useful." ”

Does the effort work, I don't know. I also don't know if I will become a useful person to society like her in the future, I just know - I have nothing but persistence.

When I was a child, whenever a relative's family got married, I would definitely go to the Xizhu's house to do an action, that is, after taking off my shoes, I would roll on the Xizhu's bed, and the Xizhu's family would give me a small red envelope.

There were more than a dozen or twenty banknotes in it, and I didn't know anything at the time, but I knew that I was very happy to receive red envelopes.

Then, my mother would ask me a question: "Xiaoyi, the bride is very beautiful, do you want to marry a bride who is a thousand times more beautiful than the bride in the future?" ”

I didn't know what it meant to be pretty, I just stupidly responded to my mother's questions.

Think.

Then the adults laughed when they heard me, and I still don't know what they were laughing at.

My life is very boring and not happy. However, there is a girl who is the first light in my unhappy life, because of her, I understand what it is like to feel.

It's just that the time she left in my memories is a little short, three years, which is an upward period of learning for others. But for me, those three years were one of the few times I was happier.

Even after so many years, thinking of this girl still makes my unhappy life look good.

But I don't remember what kind of magic she had done on me to keep me remembering her name after so many years of losing contact with her.

There is no regret medicine in reality, so so many people recall the bits and pieces of the past, and they have also been favored by someone.

Because, these or those things parted ways, since they have come, it is a kind of fate.

The Buddha once said that people who are destined will appear in every fragment of your life, and it is inevitable to leave, and there is no need to ask some people who are reluctant to leave why they left on the way they once came.

Love is mutual, I can't always like someone, let alone love someone all the time, the other person doesn't respond or has already expressed the intention of not wanting to love me, then I have to get used to the lonely time later. Some people may say that what you want now is the freedom to be single, and when you get married, your mind will change.

Oh? Will there be a change? I'm afraid it's hard to correct my relationship with three days of fishing and two days of drying nets. After a long period of calm reflection, I reflected on myself. It's not that I don't want to be single-minded with a certain girl, but in the process of maintaining a relationship, it's hard to maintain a good heat. Once the girl has a sighing tone and movements, I will definitely stay away, the specific reason is because the girl's reaction makes me think she should be disappointed or desperate, since she doesn't plan to go down, it's better to let me be this bad guy and stay away from her.

There are three best relationships to talk about. Sun Meng's first love with a brush, Xu Mingyang's firm choice and Jiang Rui's Aries love. Of my more than 140 love experiences, I don't have a favorite of anyone, except that I have different understandings of feelings at different ages. In the three ages of the two of them, I liked each other in the present, respected each other's past and future, and cherished the time when we could see each other again.

The unfinished story, and I hope to see each other in a better way in the future.