Missing is a very mysterious thing, I have thought about not getting married, not having children, and being a proud single aristocrat, but last night my subconscious still wanted to remind me that I should not forget the girl who amazed my whole youth. Sun Meng, after dreaming of you last night, I really don't want to wake up. I really want to sink into my dreams of having you so that I can love you for a long time.

What is love?

When I saw you in my dream last night, it seemed like there was another understanding. As long as you are there, all my negative emotions will disappear. It's because I want to get close to you, but I'm afraid that you'll leave. It's because I want to hide all my bad temper just to accompany you to live a stable life. It's my dandy temperament, and it's completely ineffective with you. It's that I like to see other beauties wearing black silk, but I just want to see you wearing plain clothes. I wanted to give our families a better life, but I couldn't resist the successive setbacks and blows that reality gave me.

Yes, I'm twenty-six this year, and you're twenty-five. If I still don't earn a penny in five years, then I may not have the chance to see you again, and I don't know if you will meet someone in the next five years.

There is a kind of love called me and you, you are beautiful, worldly, introverted and quiet, and not good at words; I am a peerless literary person, outgoing and cheerful, and obsessed with the spiritual world.

I don't know what I'm going to be like in five years, or if you're going to be someone else's wife in five years, but what I know for sure is that every day you appear in my subconscious, the corners of my mouth do smile.

I don't dare to talk about the thread between Yue Lao and the matchmaker, whether it is the girl I like at the moment, because they both seem to be quite confused, and the old man can still understand, after all, the age is already there, but it is not clear whether the matchmaker is a stupid beauty or not. They always pulled me the wrong thread, and I didn't dare to believe that love really existed several times.

I wish it was her, but I didn't want her. Because, I do love her as much as my life, but I am worried that after so many years, she is no longer the white moonlight in my mind.

There are really too many things that I can't say about feelings, including when I write novels, when I write about Sun Meng, there will also be a window period, and I don't know how to write about the emotional entanglements between us.

I'm like this as a Pisces, I like a lot of girls who look good at first sight, and I also think about having some love stories with these girls, and even think about the future. But once I find out that the girl I like has always been indifferent to my active overtures, I will directly give up liking her.

Before, the Scorpio girl who wanted to invite her to my house to eat rice was like this, and she didn't reply to any messages after many overtures, so she wasn't interested in me? In that case, you can only abandon it and look for it again. But I didn't expect that fate couldn't be controlled by me, I just thought about finding a better-looking girl, but subconsciously told me that I didn't need to find other girls, and I had already chosen it. You say, how embarrassing is this? Two days ago, I didn't want to get married and not have children, but Yue Lao and the matchmaker gave me this hint? I don't believe it's really her this time, and if you have the ability, you will curse us never to separate!

Recently, just one incident changed my ordinary life. After that, for a year to two years, I have to be an uncle who always accompanies my children.

Time really didn't give me much opportunity to realize my bigger ambitions, but instead gave me a temporary childcare role, trying to change my mind that I don't get married and don't have children. Alas, time still underestimated me, and no matter how much time passed, I was not willing to sacrifice my freedom to fulfill my parents' desire for me to marry a lady.

If I don't raise children, I don't want to leave my dad behind, so it's up to me to forget it, it's good that he has a niece and daughter under his knees. I don't want my child to be born and face this grandfather who forces him or her to do all kinds of things he or she doesn't like, who is self-righteous, arrogant, and arrogant.

I thought about it, the child is raised by myself or the child's mother, but the old man is an official and has such a wide range of connections, even if I want to take the child to hide from him, it is difficult to ensure that no relatives around me will reveal my whereabouts, or the child and his (her) grandmother and grandfather will reveal photos or videos to the old man. So, in order not to leave him behind, let's stop the source. Again, not getting married is also responsible for other girls. I can't wait to spend 25 hours a day for writing and inspiration, how can I manage the various emotional tempers of other girls? No girl like me would be blind enough to take a fancy to me. Of course, I, who had seen real roses when I was young, should not be sincere to the second female vivid.

I really wish I could end this boring life of being on guard against the old man urging marriage and having children as soon as possible, and I really don't understand why the older generation had to let their children have such a boring experience. Do they feel that their marriage is very happy? Maybe it's because I'm still young and haven't experienced the happiness of marriage, so I see my parents' unhappy marriage for more than 20 years, so I hate marriage so much.

But I'm already completely disappointed in love, how can I be willing to step into marriage? It's good to be single, and I feel happier to stay away from the old man, who likes moral kidnapping and machismo.