Jiang Rui, in fact, I read the chat records of the two of us before, and I thought a lot.

The original me was not afraid of losing you, because I felt that you loved me very much and would not leave.

The last time we had a fight, you gave me a preset. Actually, you don't want to leave me, but sometimes it does make you unhappy. You left with disappointment, I didn't expect you to really leave this time, it's useless for me to redeem it, you already have prevention.

Maybe you'll be happier away from me for a while than you're now? In fact, what we lack is communication.

When we quarreled, no one let anyone, I didn't mean anything, I just couldn't express it clearly.

I know you're sad too, secretly crying for many nights, why don't I want to be by your side for half a step?

I really can't bear to let you be wronged, I look at the way you look that day and when I haven't seen me for a long time, you will run over and hug me, I am really happy. When you parted, you shed tears again, I can't see you crying, you are a little fierce, but I just like you like this.

We stand from different angles and understand each other differently, so we need to communicate in a timely manner. This quarrel is because I didn't think about it, and let you leave so many tears for me, but I am also obedient, because my world is only you.

I really fantasized about you wearing a wedding dress, I wore a suit to marry this little guy who was not even my shoulders, I felt like I had the whole world. Actually, one day you secretly fell asleep, I kissed your forehead and whispered in your ear that I would marry you in this life. I really want time to pass quickly, we walked through the streets and alleys hand in hand, and walked to the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, I feel that marrying you, my life has won half of it.

It's a pity, fantasy always wakes up, and you won't come back, right?

I hope that my next girlfriend will start with my friend, not deliberately approaching for the sake of falling in love, but just going with the flow and just happening to be friends.

We can start by chatting together, talking about food, listening to music, joking, talking on the phone, and telling stories. Then go with the flow to discover each other's shining points, understand each other's preferences and then be attracted or intrigued. The time to heat up again and again, and finally say that you like it during the day and confess your heart must be after dawn, because you always can't think clearly and are not rational at night.

Confession also needs a sense of ritual of a bouquet of flowers, I thought my friend said that love does not need to be too rational, but I hope that it is not a three-second ripple of hormones, but after a very rational consideration, you have also decided to love me well, maybe the process will be very slow and slow, but love is not the first sight of the good feeling, and then slowly like it?

At the same time, I will choose to be highly self-disciplined, move forward crazily, be fearless, keep learning and invest in myself regardless of the cost.

I never cared about other people's eyes, I would abandon all bad habits, and I would go crazy to plunder all good things, such as figure, thinking, courage, connections, ability, I want these things!

My ambition is clear, let's see you at the top, but if you lie in bed every day, don't exercise or take care of your skin, don't reflect on it, don't study or only earn two dollars, and wait until night to doubt your life because of emotional injury, then your life will be ruined. And this is a virtuous circle, sometimes we do become frustrated and irritable because of a small thing, thus ruining all emotions, but don't forget that we can also make a good decision because of ruthlessness to make the whole life super beautiful. Therefore, I hope that my next girlfriend will not be afraid of change, and has decided to work hard and just do it!

Recently, I saw a poem in the movie "Thirty Thousand Miles of Chang'an", which Li Bai said after experiencing ups and downs: The light boat has crossed the Ten Thousand Mountains.

When I was a child, I felt that forgetting to bring homework was a big deal, when I was in love, I felt that it was a big deal to break up with someone I liked, and when I was in high school, I felt that it was a big deal that I didn't get into my ideal university.

However, looking back now, the mountains that I once found difficult to cross have actually been crossed.

We accept what we think is unacceptable, life is full of options, and regrets are just normal.

People will regret no matter what choice they make, and everyone is always used to beautifying the road that they didn't choose at the beginning, but everyone knows that even if the time can be repeated, with the mind and experience at the time, they will still make the same choice.

I think that life is probably a process of enjoying the process, losing the east, reaping the mulberry.