To be honest, I didn't expect to be in my twenties so soon, and my friends around me started working and talking about marriage.

Suddenly, I felt that I couldn't keep up with the pace of life.

It seems that time is still stuck in the teenage years, the activities of college students have just ended, and they have entered the society in a blink of an eye, and there is no time to prepare, ready to break away from the identity of a student.

It's October in the blink of an eye, and in less than two months, 2023 is coming to an end.

There are no ups and downs in the plot, it's bland, and every day is pretty much the same.

I find that every year there are a lot of regrets, lie in bed and think about it. Who can you trust and who can you rely on for the rest of your life?

Along the way, my bag was full of ups and downs, I learned to be silent, I got used to loneliness, I got used to healing myself.

This year has passed in a hurry, but when I think about it, there is nothing to be anxious and sad, everyone happens to be in the prime of life.

The anxiety that overwhelms me, and the pain of not being able to sleep late at night, is just that I want a result too much and is too serious.

A person's real strength is not that he can handle all his own things, but that he can not only sit and watch the wind surge, but also laugh and watch the flowers bloom and fall.

Hold it, put it down. In this way, you can bear the ups and downs of fate, life should be a station and a station, there are unexpected encounters, and there are also goodbyes, but this is not a reason for being sad.

Actually, this world is very strange, you obviously want to love it well, but in the end you find that you are still powerless.

Sooner or later, we have to reconcile with life, just like when we take an exam, every time we take an exam, the people outside the exam room don't laugh or smile.

After leaving the examination room, they hurriedly walked and did not talk broadly.

Perhaps, we don't want to talk about these things, maybe our minds have matured, or maybe we have grown up and are not as young and ignorant as we used to be.

I've heard the saying that time has made us older, but it hasn't made me a qualified adult.

I'm not ready yet, I'm already old enough to be sensible.

I feel that I am still young, but the days have flown by, and every moment is worth cherishing, and I am always pushed by time in the process.

Sometimes, I wonder, why am I like this?

Why should I face these things that I don't want? But soon, I will realize that this is life and that it will not change because of my personal will. So, I started to try to accept all of this and started to try to adapt myself to this fast-paced life. I told myself that I couldn't stop, I couldn't be eliminated by this society.

I knew that I couldn't dwell on the regrets of the past all the time, and I needed to look forward. I need to find my direction and find my purpose. I need to learn to accept the imperfections of the world and accept my own imperfections. In the process, I understood many things. I learned that not everything goes smoothly and that not everyone understands me. I need to learn to face difficulties on my own and learn to solve problems on my own.

I began to appreciate each day of my life even more, because I knew that these days were irreproducible. I started working harder because I knew it was the only way for me to achieve my dreams. In the process, I also understood many things. I learned that not all hard work will be rewarded, and not all efforts will be seen. But I still choose to persevere, because I know that only through continuous hard work can I achieve my dreams.

In closing, I would like to say that life does not stop just because you are alone. You need to learn to face it and learn to accept it. You need to learn to be brave in the face of life's difficulties and learn to pursue your dreams with determination.

Life is a long journey, and we need to keep learning and growing to be comfortable in this journey. And I believe that on this road we will meet a better self and a better life.