When I crossed the hill, I found that there was no one waiting.

I slept all afternoon, when I woke up, the room was dark, there was no sound at all, I looked up at the window, it was not completely dark, I touched around, I found the phone next to it, turned on the screen, the screen lit up, the light of the phone was so shaky that I couldn't open my eyes, and I found that there was no message. Suddenly, I felt so lonely in that moment, as if I was the only one left in the world.

Put down your phone and look out the window, it's not completely dark outside.

Walking out of the room, I watched the sunset on the horizon little by little, and occasionally there was a dog barking. Close the door and go back to the house, grab a glass of white water that you poured before going to bed, and drink it in one gulp. Suddenly, the phone came with a prompt tone, and when I opened it, I saw that it was a text message from the weather forecast. Putting down the phone, he lay on the sofa, looking at the ceiling in a daze, and suddenly remembered that he hadn't eaten dinner yet, and he was going to order a takeout to deal with it, but then he thought about it.

Cook a bowl of noodles and pay a bite, right? The noodles are out of the pot, put in a bowl, and eaten in a few bites. When I opened the phone, the screen was still as clean as ever, only time was passing by minute by minute.

After eating, I washed my hair, changed into a pair of clean shoes, dressed myself, and went out to buy a bottle of Coke and came back. Lying in bed, I suddenly thought of what I had experienced recently, and I couldn't sleep for a long time. Then suddenly the corners of my eyes moistened, thinking about how to live like this, and I also understood a sentence: when I grow up, I still live like the one I hated when I was a child.

Sometimes, I suddenly feel lonely. No one understands you, and no one accompanies you. Occasionally, I go crazy and make trouble, as if I don't fit in with the world.

When loneliness becomes a habit, it is no longer a luxury to have someone to accompany you. I am used to eating alone, sleeping alone, watching movies alone, taking the bus alone, shopping alone, and traveling alone.

It's lonely, but I'm used to it.

I gradually discovered that loneliness is actually a kind of realm. It gives me more time to think, to reflect, to organize my thoughts. I learned to be alone, I learned to meditate.

I am less dependent on others and I don't need the company of others so much. I understand that life needs to experience loneliness, and only those who have experienced loneliness can truly grow.

I'm not so afraid of being lonely anymore because I know that loneliness isn't a bad thing. It allows me to understand myself more and see the world more clearly.

I still feel lonely, but I'm not so scared anymore. Because I know that only loneliness can make me stronger and more independent.

I learned to find strength in solitude, to find myself. I began to look for beauty in loneliness, to find the color of life. I began to enjoy the scenery alone and enjoy the time alone.

I understand that loneliness is not the same as loneliness, but a realm, a unique state of life. I learned to find inspiration in solitude, to find the source of my creation. I began to create with thoughts and feelings in loneliness, and to fill loneliness with creation.

I've learned that loneliness is a power that allows me to understand myself and the world more deeply. I learned to find peace in solitude, to find inner peace. I began to calm my emotions with thinking in solitude, and dissolve my anxiety with the tranquility of solitude.

I have learned that loneliness is a kind of wisdom that allows me to face the ups and downs and changes of life more wisely. I still feel lonely, but I'm not so scared anymore. Because I know that only loneliness can make me stronger and more independent.