2023/10/26 Late night "sickness"
Some people follow the step-by-step process, some people love the god of war, some people focus on careers, only me, always fixed my thinking at the age of eighteen, before the age of eighteen I met all the girls who owed me love debts, so after the age of eight, I don't know how to live, I don't know how to choose a career, I don't know how to choose a lover, I don't know what will become in the future. My peers even have three younger sisters who are much younger than me, all of whom have entered the palace of marriage, but I am a little afraid, it may be normal to have a girlfriend and be afraid of marriage, but I am still afraid of marriage without a girlfriend, I seem to have become completely irrelevant to this world.
Life is like this, joys, sorrows and sorrows will always be with me, as if I haven't done anything, life has pushed me to grow up, even if I want to go back to my seventeen and eighteen-year-old youth, it seems that I can't go back.
Love is like a gust of wind, coming and going without a trace, when you seriously talk about a relationship, you will find that many times you will be moved, thinking that you can really let go of everything, but when love leaves, you will find that you are not unable to let go of him, but you can't let go of everything you have paid. Sometimes I wonder if I could have cherished each other more at that time, would we have ended differently now? But there are no ifs in life, only results and consequences. Now we can only try to take the next road, and I believe that no matter what the final result is, it is the best arrangement.
I'm looking for myself, and I'm thinking about whether I want to live a life I don't like. At least in five years, I don't think there will be girls who will really get close to me, a poor boy with no money, no power, no car and no fame, which girl will be blind to me who has achieved nothing? So where should I go, whether to continue to busy my dreams, or to live the rest of my life with the flow, I don't seem to understand, I don't know anything, blank and confused can explain the current situation, so how to break through the shackles? It doesn't seem to be useless, no one helps me Qingyunzhi, and the boy is still chasing his dreams until he dies.
Life is always full of unknowns and possibilities, just like a box of chocolates, you never know what the next one will taste like. In this complex world, we are all trying to find our own place and try to find our own happiness.
Maybe you've had some failures, maybe you've felt lost and helpless, but that doesn't mean you can't be who you want to be. Everyone has their own strengths and potentials, and as long as they are explored and put to good use, they can achieve their dreams.
Don't be afraid to try new things, don't be afraid to fail, because only in failure can we learn how to succeed. Don't forget your original intention and don't give up on your dreams, because this is your life, and only you can decide where it goes. Maybe right now you're at a low point in your life, maybe you're feeling lonely and helpless right now, but be assured that it's all temporary. As long as you stick to your beliefs and keep working hard, there will definitely be good results waiting for you.
Don't forget that there are still many people in this world who care about you and support you. They will lend a hand when you need it; They will give you comfort when you feel lost. They are your companion and help in life, and working with them, you will find that the world is a better place. No matter what situation you find yourself in right now, don't give up on yourself. Believe in yourself, believe in the future, and believe that you can be who you want to be. Because in this world, nothing can stop you from dreaming and pursuing. As long as you have determination and courage, you can achieve your dreams.