Chapter 180: A path that pushes you into the abyss

Fan Qiyun hung up the phone, her chest still fluctuating with anger.

It wasn't until she calmed down that she saw that the director sent her a message on WeChat, asking her to call back when she was free, so she directly dialed the department director's phone: "Director, what's wrong?" ”

"Why didn't you come today?"

Fan Qiyun patted her head: "Look at me, I forgot to tell you, the dean made me take a forced vacation, I originally wanted to tell you, but I didn't expect to forget because of some things." ”

"What's the matter, what's going on at home?"

"Director, how do you know?" Fan Qiyun's tone was surprised.

Although everyone up and down the hospital knows about their own affairs, the things of the past two days have only been mentioned by the dean Zhang Jiwei in the morning, and others don't know.

At this moment, the director directly mentioned this stubble, which also shocked Fan Qiyun.

"How do I know, your dad has called me, can I not know?" The director said angrily.

"These people ......"

Fan Qiyun was helpless for a while, her parents didn't know when they asked about the phone number of her department director, they hadn't called before, they didn't expect their mobile phones to be turned off, these people were so shameless as to call her department director.

"You better block them, and the landline, it's best to find the office to change it, otherwise you will be annoyed by them in the future."

The director heard the voice: "What, your parents are looking for money again?" ”

"It's not just money, it's my life."

Fan Qiyun had never complained about her family like this before, and this time the resentment was so big, which made Ma Xiaoyi, director of the Department of Respiratory Medicine, a little surprised.

Fan Qiyun, in his opinion, is the kind of particularly bitter role played in some TV series, struggling but not getting what he wants, the more he goes, the more wrong he becomes.

Her original family is not a beautiful thing for Fan Qiyun, but it has become a burden, just like he said when he chatted with the dean before, Fan Qiyun will come to this day, in fact, it is inseparable from her liking this kind of family dependence, for this dependence, Fan Qiyun sacrificed more and more.

What the original family left to Fan Qiyun was not only harm, but also gave a distorted value, that is, only when you pay, can you be recognized by us, and other than that, you are nothing.

It's not as expensive as your son, it's not as expensive as someone else's daughter, it doesn't matter what life or marriage you have, the important thing is that you must pay for this family and save this family.

This kind of suffocating family, Fan Qiyun slowly lost herself, hated her family on the one hand, and loved them deeply on the other, like a quagmire, slowly, slowly, she fell into it.

Sometimes when I see Fan Qiyun and Ma Xiaoyi as leaders, I am distressed and speechless.

Especially when he heard the sentence that Fan Qiyun often said on his lips, "Mom, I don't blame you for being biased", Ma Xiaoyi seemed to feel a thunder explode in his heart, he also told his parents this sentence when he was in high school, and only when he really felt the partiality and unfairness of his parents, could he pretend to be righteous and say this sentence.

But in fact, the protagonist who said this, how desperate Fan Qiyun was in his heart, Ma Xiaoyi could feel it, but with the passage of time, the scars in Ma Xiaoyi's heart had long been healed by the existing family.

But Fan Qiyun didn't, not only did not, but she was also persecuted continuously.

The persecution is endless, and it is intensifying.

The phrase "I don't blame you" is something we often say in our lives, if something you lent to a friend is lost, it doesn't matter I don't blame you.

My lover betrayed, it doesn't matter I don't blame you, I was stabbed in the back by a friend, it doesn't matter I don't blame you.

We just can't say "fuck you" or "fuck your uncle" and blame each other, it always seems that we always want to be light and light, to put it mildly, but often the heart is like a knife.

From Fan Qiyun, Ma Xiaoyi saw his former self.

But Fan Qiyun is more pitiful than him.

While worthy of sympathy, I also feel that Fan Qiyun is actually self-inflicted sometimes, she can obviously choose to live the life she wants, but in the end she chose this path that looks like she will be happy, but in fact it is all muddy, you can't see the end at a glance, and it is still an abyss in the end.

However, Ma Xiaoyi also knew that he was actually not qualified to say how Fan Qiyun was.

He used to be such a person.

It's just that, with the death of my parents, these pains have been forgotten.

However, as a colleague and leader, Ma Xiaoyi still couldn't help but ask with concern: "I can hear you complain, to be honest, I'm very happy for you, at least it's changed." ”

"Director, do you know what they're looking for me today?"

Ma Xiaoyi didn't speak, he was ready to be a loyal listener.

"My brother is getting married, my mother actually let me pay the bride price, and the house, I don't have the money to buy a house, so I let me give up the house to my brother to live in, in the case of only a few thousand yuan in deposits, she can say such cold-blooded words, even if it is a stranger, I am afraid that it is warmer than her, I know for the first time, it turns out that in their eyes, I am not a relative, just an ATM."

Speaking of the ATM, Fan Qiyun laughed at herself: "Now that the ATM can't withdraw money, it has become a white-eyed wolf, a cold-blooded animal, and the person they hate the most." ”

"In the past, you always persuaded me to get out of that blood-sucking family as soon as possible, but I was unwilling, but now it seems that I was wrong, and I chose a path that pushed me into the abyss."

Ma Xiaoyi opened his mouth, and suddenly he didn't know what to say.

At that time, although his parents were partial, they at least regarded him as a son, but compared to his younger brother, he obviously had no status at home.

But not so cold-blooded.

Moreover, Fan Qiyun's parents are no longer as simple as being cold-blooded.

Even cold-blooded animals have long been heated.

But obviously, Fan Qiyun's parents not only did not get heated, but became more and more cold-blooded.

The son's wedding bride price and house have to be taken out of the sister's hand, and this sister has only a few thousand yuan in their hands.

Is this the words that came out of the mouth of the deputy chief physician of a tertiary hospital?

In other words, Ma Xiaoyi didn't believe it for 10,000.

The treatment of the deputy chief physician of a tertiary hospital cannot even take out 10,000 yuan, but it can be put on Fan Qiyun, and he believes it.

Over the years, how much blood Fan Qiyun has been sucked by her original family, they are colleagues who know very well.

And that's only part of what they know.

In fact, Fan Qiyun's parents will only know more blood on Fan Qiyun's body than he knows.

Ma Xiaoyi opened his mouth, he didn't want to say anything, but he couldn't help but say at this moment: "Qiyun, this is a matter in your family, I shouldn't have interjected to say anything, but listening to your words, I think your parents are no longer cold-blooded, but they don't treat you as a daughter at all."

You are thirty-seven, you haven't started a family yet, and it doesn't have nothing to do with your parents, and anyone who sees you being sucked by your parents like this doesn't dare to approach at will.

You are so good, you could have had a happy life of your own, but your parents destroyed it.

If you still let your family lie on you and suck blood, I'm afraid your life will really be over, you should continue to stop, you will suffer from it, you should say that I have said it, it is your business to listen or not.

Since the dean let you rest, then you should rest at home. ”

"Hmm."

Fan Qiyun nodded and responded.

In other words, she definitely wanted to refuse, after all, although the salary will still be paid after the vacation, but without these commissions for surgery, the money will be much less, but now, she feels that there is no need to live so tired for others, she can do whatever she wants, just bear the mortgage of her own house, she can still do.

As for her mother's set, Fan Qiyun plans to start cutting off the loan today and let her mother repay it herself.

It doesn't matter if you don't pay it back, at most you will be kicked out by the bank, but the family who is used to living in the city will not give up that house.

Now, Fan Qiyun sees it very thoroughly.

After nearly ten years of struggle, it's time to give yourself a good rest.

In the evening, Fan Qiyun had just cooked for herself, and before she could take off her apron, she suddenly received a call from her father Fan Wei.

Seeing this call, Fan Qiyun thought about it for a long time and still connected the phone.

After all, it's his parents, even if he doesn't want to be sucked by them anymore, can he really do it without getting along with each other? If she really wants to be so cold-blooded, she is not Fan Qiyun anymore.

After all, she is just an ordinary person, and she didn't expect to understand it before.

Now that she figured it out, she didn't mind taking this opportunity to talk about everything.

It's just that as soon as she connected the phone, Fan Qiyun heard her mother's cry:

"Fan Qiyun, now you are happy, your brother was unconscious by your anger and is being sent to the hospital for rescue......"

Hearing this, Fan Qiyun's first reaction was not to believe it, she didn't know what was going on with her younger brother, how could she be angry with herself.

However, it is true that Fan Qi's health is not very good, she has always had emphysema, she has also seen it before, and told Fan Qi to pay attention to her body usually, but she heard the sound of a rushing ambulance in her ears, Fan Qiyun knew that her mother did not lie to herself this time.

His waste brother may really be sick, and now he is being sent to the hospital for rescue.

However, even so, Fan Qiyun didn't plan to take care of it, this kind of thing is not something she can manage, she has no money now, and even if she goes to the first hospital in the city for rescue, the chief surgeon can't take her turn, and she has to lead Ma Xiaoyi to take action at the very least.

Thinking of this, Fan Qiyun's face sank: "Why are you calling me when he's unconscious?" Angry with me? I haven't said anything yet, Mom, are you embarrassed to say this? ”

"Fan Qiyun, you are still not human, he is your own brother after all!" Mom didn't expect Fan Qiyun to say such a thing, and she was so angry.

"My brother?"

Fan Qiyun sneered: "I treat him as my own brother, does he treat me as my own sister?" In front of him, I'm afraid I'm just an ATM, and now the ATM can't withdraw money, what is the use of it for him? He was angry with me, and I saw him angry at his own incompetence.

And he sent it to the rescue, why did you tell me this? Go talk to the doctor! ”

"You go to the first hospital in the city, your brother is emphysema, you are the deputy director of the Department of Respiratory Medicine, rescue your brother, you have to be there." Fan Wei, who had not spoken, spoke, and his tone was unquestionable.

Fan Qiyun wanted to refuse directly, but even if Fan Qi was not, it was his own brother, and he didn't go, and he didn't know how long he would be complained by his parents in the future, so after thinking about it, he still responded: "You go first, I'll be there immediately." ”

Talking, hanging up the phone, and not having time to eat a mouthful of food, I took my things and went straight to the first courtyard of the city.

Fortunately, the house that Fan Qiyun bought was not far from the first hospital in the city, ten minutes by car, and when she arrived, Fan Qi had just been delivered, and the emergency department was already starting to rescue.

Fan Qiyun, as the deputy director of the Department of Respiratory Medicine, also quickly entered the emergency room after putting on a white coat: "How is the patient?" ”

"Comatose, incontinence, no blood pressure at all, we asked the patient's parents on the way, before the detection of obstructive emphysema and pulmonary heart disease, for a year or two, but it was not serious before, this time I heard that it was a little uncomfortable before, today near the evening when it suddenly broke out, rescued for a few minutes, there is no trace of waking up."

Soon after Fan Qiyun arrived, Ma Xiaoyi, director of the Department of Respiratory Medicine, also hurried over, and after inquiring about the situation, he said: "Use penicillin to control infection, keep oxygen inhalation and airway open, and correct carbon dioxide retention." ”

"No, the symptoms of heart failure have not improved, Lao Ma, we have already used what you said, but it still doesn't work."

"Then use diuretics, vasodilators and cardiotonic agents to improve the symptoms of pulmonary heart disease and heart failure, and now you don't have to worry so much, it is important to save lives."

"Give it to the patient right away."

The nurse quickly found the medicine that Ma Xiaoyi said and injected the patient, and at this time, Ma Xiaoyi looked at Fan Qiyun: "Why are you here too?" Doesn't it give you a good rest at home? ”

Looking at Fan Qi who was lying in the rescue room, Fan Qiyun was helpless for a while: "My brother." ”

"That's your ......"

Ma Xiaoyi wanted to say that this is your blood-sucking waste brother? can think that the other party is still being rescued, and when it comes to his mouth, he forcibly takes it back.

Fan Qiyun said: "Director, you say, it's okay, anyway, this is also a fact, I have seen it through now, if I didn't know that he was rescuing, I wouldn't have come over." ”

The two were chatting, and Zhou Qihua, who was rescuing, suddenly turned his face sank, and turned his head to look at the two: "Old horse...... No, the patient has pulmonary heart disease, heart failure, respiratory failure and cerebral crisis, and can't be saved, let the family sign a critical illness notice, and I can't guarantee that it can be saved in the current situation. ”

To be honest, when he heard Zhou Qihua's words, Ma Xiaoyi wanted to let this guy lying in the rescue room die, and save him from going back and sneering at his subordinates.

However, as a doctor, Ma Xiaoyi really couldn't make this decision, so he gritted his teeth and said: "Qiyun, let your parents sign it, the current situation can only be like this." ”

"I'll sign it." Fan Qiyun couldn't care so much at this time.

"Let your parents sign it." Ma shook her head and motioned for the nurse to go and see the patient's family.

The nurse also knew about Fan Qiyun, and the alliance walked out quickly with the critical illness notice, Fan Qiyun thought about it, and finally went out.

(End of chapter)