2023/10/28 Thank you for being with me
It seems like it's been a long time since I've met someone I really like and really like me, they just know me, feel that the conditions are quite up to their standards, and ask me if I want to be together.
This has nothing to do with love at all, but it has something to do with freshness, and even if I have heard some beautiful words, I have a feeling of going up the knife mountain and going down to the sea of fire.
But such a big hero doesn't even know the little habits of my life.
I've never been able to figure out what it means to like it. It's better to just say, let's have fun, let's try, I think you are honest, people are too impatient now, and I am the same.
Therefore, everyone began to sift love like rice.
This one is too fat, this one is too ugly, that one is too short, and when I meet one, it's not bad, so I'll chase after it, and if I can't catch up, I'll pull it down.
Maybe everyone says that the routine has won people's hearts since ancient times, but true love starts from the moment you let go of the routine.
Just like Fu Seoul once said in Strange Saying, what is love? It is you who have written a lot of criteria on paper, and he must be excellent, self-motivated, erudite, and rich. But suddenly one day you meet someone, and you find that he may not have anything to do with all the words you write, but you are tempted. Love is to spend a lot of time together doing boring things, and it is just wanting to be good to someone wholeheartedly.
Therefore, after going through a lot, I don't easily say that I like it.
I said who I have a good impression of, one is because I don't have the same kind of blood that I used to work hard and have to be you. The second is that after recognizing that everyone is false, there are many people who can make me feel good, and it is not uncommon to have a good impression for a while.
Maybe at this second, I feel that you have a good impression of your gentle response to my boring nonsense, which is like the wind blowing into my heart, which is very comfortable, and then it is blown away lightly.
Feelings, I've been waiting for new or old people, what really makes people continue to be excited and can't let go, it's never just about liking it.
At this age, when I meet someone I like, my first reaction is to be afraid.
Afraid of loving too deeply, afraid of losing, afraid of missing out, I only feel very sorry when I think about it.
It would have been nice to have met a few years earlier, and the warmth, the joy, the youthful frivolity and the unruliness will be given to you, along with the whole world.
But you're too late, I've learned to send away the sunset alone, and wait for the starlight alone.
My love has become calculating and calculating in countless isolated and helpless moments, and it is no longer as pure as it once was. It's not that I don't know how to love, it's not that I don't want to love, it's just that the experience, the details and attitudes that I regard as treasures, have finally become knives pierced in my heart.
And these, only after you have really talked about an exhausted relationship, after going through hard work, no matter where you go is a hopeless ending, will you penetrate your heart.
It is said on the Internet that the saddest thing in love is the sober sinking, which is done knowing that it cannot be done.
In fact, for the love of brave people, the loss is never time, not money, but no longer believe in a person's ability.
Actually, I can be very good alone, but I met you, and I am willing to give you the courage and love I have with all my strength.
Just because it's you, even if the final ending is unsatisfactory, even if it takes me a long time and still haven't let go of you.
Even though, I still keep thinking of you. I still want to believe that you did your best, and you are just afraid of hurting me, after all, you are the person I have loved for so long, and it is this relationship that you have lost, not me and you.
Do you still believe in love, you ask me?
I do not know. But I know that those brave warriors for love are not unwounded, let alone indestructible, but when they meet that person, they will do their best once they are convinced.
Therefore, we are separated from each other, and each of us goes to the next mountain and sea. It's just the next encounter, it's good to be brave for love, and it's all or nothing.
Officially say goodbye, right?
It's really a pity, I don't want to lose, but I can't do anything about it, I really don't like this feeling, the sudden encounter, the unexpected joy, the unexpected goodbye, the merciless end, the unsatisfactory love.
For this relationship, if we really can't go back, then please forget my prickly words.
The tears you shed and the meaningless tirades you have shed, those heart-wrenching words no longer make any sense.
I can't tell you how many times I want to give up, but I can't do it after all, I can't let go of it, I can't let it go, and my love for you will be buried in my heart in the future.
Maybe one day, I still can't help but bother you, please don't mind inadvertently interrupting.
I'm just not used to life without you, please give me a little more time, and I'll let it go slowly. I'm really happy with you, thank you for your company, but I don't know how long it will take to get used to life without you.
I know it's hard, but believe me, I'm going to try to forget about you.