Chapter 11: The Melancholy of Xie Sango's Adolescence
With the sound of rain, Lan Zi passed through the eaves where the water droplets were beaded, then covered her head with her hands and ran to the store opposite.
For most men, it must be a very embarrassing thing to run to help girls buy sanitary napkins for the first time, Lan Cui is naturally red-faced, fortunately, there are not many models of sanitary napkins in this year, plus it is a small store, the type to choose from is better, he took a few packs of expensive ones and ran to the counter, and then told the boss about the situation of coral, as the boss's aunt is quite casual: "All use the same, all use the same." Lan Zi bought the most expensive one, held it in his arms and ran back in the rain.
How to use sanitary napkins is not within Lan Zi's consideration, although it is the first time, but it can only be studied slowly by the coral, when Lan Zi went to the snack bar outside to buy food, he suddenly remembered that during the time when he was sick in Yuling because of his superpower to control energy, Coral came to take care of himself every day with food.
Speaking of which, since talking to this little girl, it is true that she has been taking care of herself, becoming almost her only friend at that time, taking care of her own food and housing when she is sick, she often follows her to the garbage dump, and has never shown any contempt for her life, not necessarily taking care of her own self-esteem, and now, she has been thinking about the development of her abilities for herself, and even killed someone for herself.
Back in the room, Coral was wrapped in a quilt and leaned on the side of the bed, his little body became a little weak due to bleeding, his face was pale, and his blood-stained little panties were thrown into the bathroom, the tap water was constantly washing, and there was no blood, but on the white sheets beside Sango, a touch of red was particularly conspicuous. Lan Cui set up the meal, and Coral ate and drank the soup, which seemed extraordinarily quiet... Although she and Lan Zi always talk and make trouble together on weekdays, they suddenly quieted down at this time, and her whole temperament seemed to have become a dignified and demure eldest lady, showing the results of the Xie family's tutoring Just after eating, the two of them looked at the red on the sheets, and they were a little distressed.
"What should I do......... "Coral first started and brought up the topic.
Because the room was booked for two days, and the two of them were in the room at this time, the people in the small hotel would not come in like this to clean up, but it would be embarrassing to be seen when the room was handed over tomorrow... Coral is a twelve-year-old girl, and Lan Cui can almost foresee what the innkeeper's eyes will look like at that time, and he will call the police if he is uneasy. However, compared to his thinking, Sango's statement is obviously much more tactful: "Now they will definitely add a cleaning fee......"
It's going to be a lot of trouble to think about, but when I think about it, the solution is actually simpler, and after a while... Coral went to the bathroom and fetched water from the basin, then pulled the sheets and cleaned the bloodstained area with soap one by one, because the blood was a bit special, the little girl said that she would not let Lan Cui do anything, and after cleaning it, she poured water on the sheets again until the sheets were all soaked.
"Alright."
The task of coral was completed, and then Lan Zi gathered energy with his hands, and ironed the sheets like an iron. That's how it should be.
Coral is weak... In the afternoon, there was no need to go out, and I told her the news that wasabi would come tomorrow... The little girl didn't have any objection while turning on the TV, and the two of them sorted out the things in the box, thinking about what else to buy, and left in a hurry yesterday, in fact, many things were not brought with them, but considering that the mustard would also come over, the two decided to wait for her to come over and think about what to buy.
The same moment... In a villa in Pujiang, Wasabi was sorting out the last necessary luggage with Guo Ying, and then Guo Ying lay on her bed and pursed her lips helplessly.
"I'm really going, I'm out for two months......"
"It's okay, Mom and Dad agreed, just call back the next day." Wasabi smiled happily ......, and Brother Acui used to walk around like this before, so there would be no danger. ”
"I'm not afraid of other dangers,...... Traveling with a boy for two months is the biggest danger. ”
"Brother Zhang's brother is different, not to mention that there is little coral together."
"What difference can there be, not all boys are the same, the difference is just whether you are willing or not." Guo Ying rolled her eyes and scoffed, "But then again, being able to wander outside alone really makes me feel a little different about him, and I have to admit that this kind of thing is really romantic,...... You're happy to die now, aren't you? ”
"What do you mean...... Otherwise, your name is Kei Ueda, and we'll go together! ”
"If I really want to play, even if it's to protect you." Guo Ying turned around and hugged her sister, "But now I have more important things, I have already set a special training plan for a whole year, and I don't want to stop from now until I graduate from high school...... I'm going to take the lightness to the extreme and make myself stronger! ”
Saying this, a hint of resoluteness flashed in the girl's eyes, Wasabi thought about it, touched her lightly with her forehead, and said softly: "Don't work too hard, there are still dangerous things not to do!" ”
"I know, we haven't done those things recently, and I'll reiterate to you again, I have nothing to do with Tian Jing!"
"I don't believe it." Mustard is categorical.
"If you don't believe it, you don't believe it, you don't know, what about me...... What about me, what about me, ,......" she said a few words, but she still stopped talking about the topic: "Remind you again, oh, if you make a mess before college, you will be beaten to death, even if you like your brother Zhang, you must know that there are some things that you can't afford now, I don't have a opinion on him, although I think a boy with this character is too honest, but seriously, he is quite good, and if you are really together in the future, you should be very happy, Even if the rest of the family has any opinions, I will support you anyway. You are so good, he must also like you, so the most important thing is that the girl is reserved, and in two months, you must not make anything. ”
On the side, Wasabi listened to her sister's words with a little blush, and then nodded: "Got it." ”
Towards the evening, the rain gradually stopped, some weak little girls sat on the bed holding the guitar, playing in the sound of the children's program while slowly humming the tune of the song, the sunset spilled in from the side of the window, falling on her side face, out of those noisy singing methods, such a quiet humming, the little girl's singing voice is actually quite beautiful.
What Lan Zi didn't know was that although she had been quiet all day long, there were actually earth-shaking changes in the little girl's heart, like a huge wave of Hantian in the heart lake, surging over and over.
I can have a baby, I can have a baby, I can have a baby.........
When it comes to corals with rich physiological knowledge, this is undoubtedly the most intuitive impact, menstruation represents that the girl's fiery system has matured, can have children, can become more mature, and can do things that are shameful. Similar to these thoughts, she thought about them after she determined her "love", and at this time, these thoughts naturally floated again. Pure, objective, detailed theoretical knowledge is enough to dilute the child's perceptual cognition, before this purely to the objective perspective of scientists to understand the physiological system of coral, for everyone in this taboo but there is no deep understanding, in her more than 90% of the cognition, everything is just the same as walking and sleeping, is a physiological behavior process, for this thing will make people feel shy, of course she will be shy, but on the other hand, will also think, why be shy? There is no deep, truly empathetic cognitive process for this.
It can be said that in the process of growing up any boy and girl, they will be interested in the opposite sex or what they have never had, which will produce an extremely sensitive estrangement, and then develop into the attraction of both sexes, but for Sango, it is precisely because she has understood theoretical knowledge before and has a certain purely logical way of thinking, for her, the estrangement caused by awe, but at the beginning, the sense of existence is very weak.
Of course, objectively speaking, some things are still obvious, the little girl thought in her heart: the twelve-year-old body is not yet mature, not suitable for giving birth to a baby, although there were such things in ancient times, but now if you really don't care about anything, you will be beaten to death by your parents when you go back, and the baby will also be forced to have an abortion, she is too young, and the abortion will lead to blood collapse and death. Lan Zi, Mom and Dad will definitely not accept him, maybe they will send a stranger to hunt him down, and in the future, he will announce his personal vendetta, catch him and really dissect it, Dad will use a knife inside, let himself look outside, and then Mom said to himself: "You died of this heart." "I'm just crying and crying desperately outside......... Or give birth to the baby by yourself, and then the parents break up themselves and Lan Zi, forcing themselves to marry someone else, many years later, they tell the baby who his biological father is, which becomes similar to the eight-o'clock romance drama that mom likes to watch.
Thinking about it like this, Coral felt that her mood was very melancholy, which was probably the troubles of a girl's adolescence. That's what the books say.
That night, the quiet little girl fell asleep with such a mess of troubles and bouts of physical pain, sometimes melancholy and sometimes happily.
The next morning, Wasabi with a travel backpack arrived in Xinfeng, and Lan Zi, Coral convergence, they spent a day replenishing the necessary things, in the early morning of July 8, the three of them left Xinfeng, embarked on a journey on foot, all the way to the east, towards the direction of the sea ,............, (to be continued, if you want to know what will happen next, please Deng Alienation)