Chapter 272: About letting go

"How do you want me to let you go," Pei Yansi lay beside her, lit a cigarette, his voice cold, a little reluctant, and angry.

He had done too much to regress, and she had been refusing to look at him.

He obviously wanted to let her go, and even agreed to let her come to Jiangcheng to live alone.

It doesn't matter if she refuses to look at herself, she still has to say that Lu Yi is more important than herself.

It's not that Pei Yansi refuses to let her go, but that she touches his bottom line again and again, and he can't bear it.

He only hopes that she can stay by his side forever, but he has already tried too hard, why does she just refuse to let go of the past.

Shen Heyu didn't know what he was thinking, she only felt that he was obviously asking knowingly, and she couldn't help but say, "You obviously know what I want." ”

"I don't know." Pei Yansi denied it, and even if he knew, he would not admit it.

If you want to let yourself let her go, it will be impossible in the next life.

Shen Heyu gritted his teeth, clearly knowing that he was deliberate, and said, "What's the point of you trapping me around like this." ”

He should have known that she was exhausted by his side now.

Forcibly staying, there will be no good results.

"I don't need any meaning," Pei Yansi said, reaching out to hold Shen Heyu in his arms again, lowering his head, and kissing her forehead despite her resistance.

Shen Heyu dodged to the side, Pei Yansi noticed her evasion, his eyes darkened, and a sneer appeared on the corner of his mouth, he grabbed her shoulders and trapped her in his arms strongly.

"You dare to hide from me?"

The anger that had just subsided was now going up again, Pei Yansi lowered his eyes, staring at her with cold eyes.

She was looked at by him like this, her heart was furious, and her hair stood on end, and she really didn't understand what it took for him to let herself go.

She reddened her eyes, grabbed his wrist, and pleaded in a low voice: "Pei Yansi, let me go, please ......"

Pei Yansi looked at her tears.

For a while, I felt very uncomfortable. He knew she didn't want to be by his side, but he didn't know that she was so resistant.

What was once said, his feelings for him, are they all fake?

Pei Yansi raised her chin and lowered her voice, "Tell me, I'm not good enough for you?" Why do you always want me to let you go, why do you always want to leave me. ”

When he said this, his tone was already full of unwillingness.

"Shen Jiangli is more important than me, Lu Yi is also more important than me, in your heart, I am nothing?"

Shen Heyu looked at his eyes, and from his eyes, she could feel his anger and jealousy.

It's just that she never understands why this man has never had feelings for herself, so why does she treat herself like this. Forced, or stay with him.

She couldn't stand his imprisonment like this.

She wants to be free.

I thought that coming here would be the beginning of freedom. Who knows, it's just a means for Pei Yansi, who has to play with herself to catch mice.

Perhaps, if she provokes the man Pei Yansi, she will never have the day of freedom. Thinking of this, two lines of tears fell uncontrollably from her eyes.

Pei Yansi saw it.

Tears rolled down her face and onto the back of his hand. His hand on her chin shook as if it had been burned by her tears.

His eyes became darker and darker, and he stared at her with burning eyes: "I won't let go, put away your tears." It's useless to me, pack up tomorrow and go back to the Pei family's old house with me, and you will never want to leave me in the future. ”

This time, Pei Yansi completely understood that what Zhao Jin said was clearly false.

What should be the initiative, let her discover her true heart, and give in in front of her, so that she can see herself.

He gave in, but now, the result is that Lu Yi is more important than himself.

He couldn't bear it, there were other men in Shen Heyu's heart who were more important than himself.

When Shen Heyu heard that he was going back, his body trembled uncontrollably.

Pei Yansi noticed that his voice suddenly became a few degrees colder: "Are you afraid of me?" ”

She shook her head and let the tears flow. What's the point of saying more, this man won't let her go.

"Hopefully you won't regret it one day," she said. ”

"Regret what?" Pei Yansi asked.

"Regret what you've done to me today."

When Shen Heyu said this, hatred erupted in his eyes.

Clearly, I hate him. It's like lighting up this round of snowy nights.

Pei Yansi was stabbed fiercely by her eyes.

The position of the heart, as if something is shattering, will never be complete, will not heal.

He looked deeply into her eyes, "You don't want this. ”

His tone suddenly became humble.

and the previous aggressive him.

This change was too fast, Shen Heyu didn't react for a while, she raised her head and looked at him inexplicably.

Seeing him hang his head, he held her in his arms, buried his face in her neck, and his voice was weak and depressed.

In the slight trembling, extremely light and light, not easy to notice.

If he hadn't hugged him tightly, Shen Heyu might not have been able to find out.

She was shocked by his reaction, and before she could speak, she heard him say again: "I will give you whatever you want, don't say this kind of thing that makes me regret it, I will feel that maybe you will leave me in the next second, and it will be the kind forever, okay." ”

Shen Heyu didn't answer.

She just lowered her head and looked at him coldly.

"I just want freedom, you give it to me."

When Pei Yansi heard her words, he trembled again.

Freedom, always to leave him.

"Will you not see me?" He asked.

"I'll meet my daughter."

The implication is that she will not see him, but she will go back to the Pei family's old house to see her daughter. Every time I see my daughter, I will inevitably meet him.

The rest of the time she wouldn't meet him privately.

Even if she knew that this would not stop Pei Yansi's footsteps at all, it was better than being trapped in the Pei family's old mansion by him.

"You give me freedom, don't push me too much, don't push me away."

Shen Heyu said patiently, perhaps sensing that he could listen to a seat, and her freedom was just around the corner, her tone softened, and her attitude was gentle, trying to reason with him.

so that he can listen.

"Would you find someone else?" He asked again.

The tone is all low. It sounded very humble, a tall man, speaking in such a tone, mainly to make Shen Heyu unable to react for a while.

Shen Heyu said: "Legally, I still have a marriage certificate with you, and I can't find anyone else, and I won't find it." ”

"Of course, I'm not looking for you."

The last sentence is more like a turning point between life and death. Pei Yansi raised his head and looked at her fixedly: "Then I'll come to you." ”