Chapter 428: Take the initiative to leave
"Because I've never let go of the past, and I've never let go of you."
Pei Yansi looked at Shen Heyu affectionately, and he took a step towards Shen Heyu, but Shen Heyu took a step back.
Shen Heyu and Pei Yansi kept a safe distance.
Seeing Shen Heyu's thoughts, Pei Yansi stood in place, he smiled bitterly, he never thought that the woman he loved to the bone would want to escape from him so much.
Speaking of which, he may also have to thank the Chen family for getting in the way, if it weren't for the pressure from the Chen family, Shen Heyu didn't get a chance to leave him, maybe Pei Yansi wouldn't have had the opportunity to hear Shen Heyu's true words at all.
In the past three years, Shen Heyu spent three years with Pei Yansi, how sad, how painful, and how depressed he was.
Pei Yan tore his mouth and smiled, the way he laughed was particularly poignant, and he couldn't bear Shen Heyu's hand on his side and slowly clenched his fists.
"I'm sorry, Mr. Pei......"
Seeing Pei Yansi's appearance, Shen Heyu didn't know what kind of idea he had, he actually took the initiative to apologize to Pei Yansi, lowered his gaze, and no longer made eye contact with him.
"Why do you want to apologize? It should be me who apologizes to you, I'm sorry, I haven't seen it in the past three years, you didn't follow me out of will, I never paid attention to the three years you were by my side, and I may not have been happy at all. ”
Originally, Shen Heyu reacted that what she said to Pei Yansi today was a bit excessive, not like her style of acting in the past, she forced herself to bow her head to Pei Yansi, hoping that this matter could be turned a page in his place soon.
But Pei Yansi seemed to take this matter seriously, and he went to his heart.
"Mr. Pei, what I said to you just now was not intentional, and I hope you don't take it to heart."
Shen Heyu looked up at Pei Yansi, but when she saw the tears hidden in Pei Yansi's eyes, she was stunned for that moment, and she didn't dare to widen her pupils confidently.
"You don't have to tell me about this anymore, but that's what you're talking about today, isn't it? You've been doing so well for the past three years that I've been thinking you're happy to stay with me, so I'm locking you up with wishful thinking. ”
"What's wrong with you?" Shen Heyu sensed that something was wrong with Pei Yansi, and she was a little worried about Pei Yansi's emotions.
"You don't have to worry about me being stimulated, my mind has never been clearer than it is now."
"Shen Heyu, since you don't want to stay by my side, why didn't you say it at the beginning." Pei Yansi looked at the woman he had loved for so long in disbelief, he had been wronging her for himself.
Some words, Shen Heyu originally wanted to rot in his stomach, but today Pei Yansi tore this hole. The things that are treasured in my heart are also like rice in a bag, as long as there is a hole, those rice will flow out in an uproar.
Shen Heyu took a deep breath, and she mustered up the courage to raise her head to look at Pei Yansi's eyes.
"If you're not happy staying with me, you can tell me." Pei Yansi said to Shen Heyu in a hoarse voice.
Shen Heyu smiled helplessly.
Originally, she didn't want to quarrel with Pei Yansi anymore, she just wanted to spend the next two days peacefully, and then leave his side and live a peaceful life.
But she didn't expect that so many things had happened on the first day she had just returned to Pei Yansi, and it was impossible for her to continue to live peacefully.
"Pei Yansi, what is the use of even those words I told you before? You touch your conscience and say, even if I say I don't want to stay with you, will you let me go? ”
Shen Heyu's words were really asked, Pei Yansi was silent for a moment, and then slowly showed a smile that suddenly dawned.
"No, it won't."
Hearing this answer, Shen Heyu smiled bitterly.
After three years of getting along, she still knows Pei Yansi, and she knows that in that case, even if she tells Pei Yansi the truth, he will not let her go.
"In that case, what position did you take to ask me why I didn't tell you what was in my heart in the first place?"
No matter whether Shen Heyu said what was in his heart or not, the result would not change, rather than doing this, what would he do with those futile laborers.
"So that's why you're reluctant to open up with me?"
"Sort of." Shen Heyu did not deny it.
"But anyway, you should also fight for yourself, try to talk to me, after all, I'm your bedside, aren't I? I should be the closest and most trusted person to you, but in fact? ”
In fact, I don't know how much of what Shen Heyu said to Pei Yansi in the past, and there is no way to verify it now, but all this is no longer important.
"Mr. Pei, it's getting late today, I don't want to argue with you about the past anymore, I want to go upstairs to rest."
Shen Heyu turned around and turned his back to Pei Yansi, not wanting to look at the look on Pei Yansi's face again.
Because when she saw Pei Yansi still caring about herself, she suddenly noticed that her heart would beat and hurt.
She still has Pei Yansi in her heart.
When she saw Lu Yi who was drunk in the hotel during the day today, Shen Heyu just frowned, but she didn't feel much in her heart.
It shouldn't be like this.
According to Shen Heyu's plan, she should accept Lu Yi, after all, Lu Yi is gentle and considerate, and he pleases Yueyue, he is the most suitable partner for her future.
Originally, everything was going well, but it was ruined by Pei Yansi, and he shouldn't have appeared in his life again, and it was a mistake for them to meet each other this time.
Since it was a mistake, there was no need to make a mistake like this, and Shen Heyu avoided communicating with him.
"Shen Heyu, I still have a few words I want to tell you."
Shen Heyu took a deep breath, and her voice was cold, "Mr. Pei, if you have anything to say, just say it directly." ”
"Shen Heyu, I have always loved you, maybe I used the wrong method in the past three years, but my intentions towards you are really not half false."
"Is there any use in talking about this now?" Shen Heyu interrupted him.
"It may be useless to you, but I still want to tell you that I love you so much. I also realize that I have been wrong about you in the past, so I will take practical actions to prove to you that I have changed. ”
"It's not early today, you're tired, go upstairs and rest."
"Mr. Pei, you rest early." Shen Heyu said goodbye to Pei Yansi and went upstairs.
Shen Heyu didn't sleep all night.
But when she woke up in the morning, her mind was still very clear, she washed up and went downstairs, only to find a surprising thing, Pei Yansi actually left quietly.