Chapter 208: He is Him, I Am Me
Obviously, the river water has frozen, but Yang Rongrong didn't feel too much cold.
She knew that this was because Yan Linyuan didn't want to hurt her, even if he was so angry that he went crazy, he still subconsciously wanted to protect her.
Looking at Yan Linyuan's red eyes, Yang Rongrong sighed lightly and said.
"You didn't do anything wrong."
Yan Linyuan asked unwillingly: "Then why do you want to leave me?" β
Yang Rongrong said: "I didn't leave you, even if I got out of the illusion, I still stayed with Linyuan, you and him are one......"
Yan Linyuan interrupted him: "From the moment he decided to seal his memory and completely give up his past self, he and I are no longer alone, he is him, and I am me." β
Yang Rongrong grasped the key point of his words and said, "So he is not amnesia, he took the initiative to seal his memory?" β
Yan Linyuan tugged at the corners of his mouth and sneered: "Yes, he was too embarrassed to dislike his past self, so he stripped the memories of the past from his body and sealed it in the endless abyss." β
This was not what Yang Rong expected to be.
She also thought that Lin Yuan had been sealed for too long, causing him to lose some of his memories.
Now it seems that Lin Yuan deliberately left his memory in the Endless Abyss before leaving the Endless Abyss.
It's no wonder that Yan Linyuan is angry, if she is abandoned and sealed by another self and left alone in the endless abyss, and the other self runs out to be happy, she will also be angry.
Yang Rongrong proposed: "When you get out of the illusion and Lin Yuan recovers his memory, you can return to his body, you are still alone, you will leave the Endless Abyss with us, and no one will leave you again this time." β
Yan Linyuan smiled desolately: "He won't be willing, he finally got rid of his past self, and it is impossible for him to let himself fall into the haze left by the past." β
"Give it a try, maybe he'll be willing."
When Yang Rongrong said this, his gaze fell not far behind Yan Linyuan, and his expression changed slightly.
Yan Linyuan seemed to feel something, and immediately turned his head to look behind him.
He saw that on the bank of the river not far away, Lin Yuan was standing there quietly.
Yan Linyuan couldn't help asking, "When did you come?" β
Lin Yuan still wore that ugly mask on his face, and he walked slowly towards the two of them, and said, "It didn't take long. β
In fact, the next moment Yang Rongrong followed Yan Linyuan out of the inn, Linyuan quietly followed.
He wore a mask, hidden in the surging crowd, quietly watched Yang Rongrong take the petals from the young man's hand, the young man at that time smiled with crooked eyebrows, and his eyes were like summer stars, hiding thousands of stars, dazzling.
At that moment, Lin Yuan couldn't help but think, if all this was true, if he could really meet Yang Rongrong at the age of sixteen, how good it would be!
It's a pity that there are no ifs in this world.
At this time, the river freezes and the flowers wither.
The false faΓ§ade is torn apart, and they are all forced to face the brutal truth.
Lin Yuan pulled Yang Rong Rong and Yan Lin Yuan out of the ice river.
The three of them stood on the frozen surface of the river.
Yan Linyuan seemed to cry and smile on his face: "When you broke into the dungeon of the Yan family to save me, how I hoped that all this was true, how I hoped that when I was forced to a dead end, someone would also fall from the sky like you and say a word of comfort to me." But no, no one came to my rescue, no one was willing to say a word of comfort to me. β
With his words, the ice under his feet appeared like a movie replay.
These are all things that Yan Linyuan has really experienced.
Lin Yuan subconsciously closed his eyes, unwilling to look.
But the sound of the young man's crying voice still got into his ears.
"I'm stuck in this memory, going through the pain over and over again, I can't get out of here, and I can't forget the past like you do. I could only let the memory dig open the wounds in my heart over and over again, and every time I dug it up, it was bloody and painful. I'm going crazy, but I can't go crazy, reason makes me more painful, and I can't end this constant cycle of torture. Until you came, and you helped me alleviate my pain, don't you go? I beg you, don't leave me here alone again. β
What he said didn't match the preface, but his feeling of being on the verge of collapse had clearly reached Lin Yuan's heart.
Lin Yuan and him are one, and the kind of pain he said, Lin Yuan can feel it.
The boy's broken cries saddened him.
He took off the mask from his face, put it over the boy's face, and said in an impatient tone.
"Don't cry."
He paused, then added in a slightly slowed tone.
"As long as you don't cry, this mask will be given to you."
The boy covered his mask with his hands, and his cry gradually lowered.
Yang Rongrong passed through the picture that appeared on the ice, and probably knew what Yan Linyuan had experienced.
In fact, Yinghee's plan was a success.
She lured the young and vigorous Yan Linyuan to kill herself, and it was not long before Yan Linyuan discovered his true background through the clues she deliberately left before her death.
He knew that he had half of the demon blood flowing in his body, and he knew that the female demon he killed with his own hands was actually his mother.
His dream since he was a child was to eliminate demons, but he didn't expect that in the end he would become a demon.
It turns out that he is the same as the ugly demons he killed.
It turned out that his so-called ideal was a joke at all.
What's worse is that Yan Hemei soon learned his true background as well.
He became a disgrace to the Yan family, his name was erased from the Yan family tree, he was imprisoned in a dungeon, scraped off his flesh and skin with a knife, abolished his cultivation, and finally could only die a little by little in despair and pain.
It would be nice if he could really die at that moment, a hundred of them.
But the demon seed in his body woke up.
He came back to life as a demon.
At that time, he was in a daze, and he relied on his instinct to break through the magic circle of the dungeon and kill all the way out of Yanfu.
He just wanted to leave the Yan family, but what he didn't expect was that those demon cultivators who were originally imprisoned in the dungeon seized the opportunity to escape.
They took advantage of the chaos of the Yan family to kill in the Yan Mansion.
That night, the entire Yan family suffered countless casualties.
In the end, Yan Hemei killed all the demon cultivators who were in trouble, but the Yan family members who died could not be resurrected.
Yan Hemei was angry and hateful, and turned white overnight.
After that, Yan Hemei left Shanlan City and never appeared in front of the world again.
No one knows where he went.
But Yan Linyuan knew that Yan Hemei had been looking for him.