Chapter 196: Alone
On the way to Taicheng, in fact, Ren Yu has been holding a little luck in his heart.
Could it be that the neighbor exaggerated the story?
Maybe her father just wanted to kill himself, but he didn't succeed?
After all, Ren Yu knows him, and he is more greedy for life and afraid of death than anyone else.
So...... How could he have committed suicide?
However, he really just died.
It wasn't until the moment Ren Yan really saw his body that she finally confirmed it...... He's really dead.
Ren admitted that in many moments in the past, she complained about her father.
Because of how successful he was in the role of a father, how much he failed later.
Ren Yu even thought that his life was ruined by him.
After all, at that time, if it weren't for him falling into the trap, he wouldn't have been "sold" to Meng Yanzhou at all.
If she hadn't met Meng Yanzhou, her life would ...... It would be very different.
But there is never an if.
Ren Yan originally thought that he would live like this all the time.
But now, he's just ...... He's dead.
The police dug through his drawer some IOUs, as well as a suicide note he had written.
His handwriting on it is still vigorous and powerful, no different from when he was younger.
The suicide note is also very simple, roughly because he didn't resist the temptation and went to the casino again, this time he owed a huge debt and didn't want to be involved anymore.
So, he decided to commit suicide.
The police also checked the surroundings and found no traces of outsiders.
The neighbor also came to check on him after he didn't notice him out for a few days.
If it weren't for the neighbors, they don't know how long it would take him to be discovered.
The medical examiner also examined him, and his body also matched the characteristics of his own hanging.
So...... That's just the way it is.
Ren Yu still didn't believe it.
Because before this, her father had not revealed anything to her.
She also repeatedly said that he was not a person who would break on his own.
Before, she also hated his selfishness.
But now, she felt that he had been selfish...... There's nothing bad about it either.
Even if he is not a qualified father, even if he will drag himself down, but at least ...... He's alive.
As his own father, as his only relative in this world...... Alive.
But this time, he didn't tell himself anything.
Just left this world.
In that suicide note, he only said one sentence to himself, sorry.
"There must be other hidden secrets in this, maybe he was forced? Investigate again, please......"
Ren Yu didn't cry, but her voice was hoarse to the extreme, and her red eyes looking at the police were like a lonely bird helpless.
The police were also a little unbearable, but they were no strangers to this situation, and they could only comfort at this time, "Miss Ren, mourn." ”
Ren Yu wanted to say something, but Xu Yuechong grabbed her from behind.
His hand tapped lightly on her shoulder, "Forget it." ”
Never mind?
Ren Yu didn't understand what he meant.
The dead man was her father, her only relative in this world, how could she ...... Can you forget it?
She wanted to question Xu Yuechong loudly and the people around her, but she quickly remembered that Xu Yuechong was just a friend who accompanied her.
Maybe...... They weren't even friends.
He just pitied her.
His mercy is not a reason for his temper.
Her father...... Dead is dead.
"Ren Yu."
Xu Yuechong looked at Ren Yu's sudden calming appearance, but his brows furrowed slightly.
Ren Yu also pushed his hand away at this time.
"I see."
With that, she also picked up her phone.
She flipped through the address book over and over again, not knowing whose name she was looking for.
Xu Yuechong didn't know.
Until he couldn't help but ask, "Who are you going to call against?" ”
Ren Yu seemed to have finally come back to his senses, and after looking at him, he said softly, "I'm looking for ...... Funeral parlor. ”
"I'll help you."
Xu Yuechong said, helping her take the phone, "You sit down first and take a rest." ”
What to rest?
In fact, Ren Yu didn't think it was ...... How tired.
However, at this time, Xu Yuechong's words fell, and she did not refute, but only sat down slowly with her body propped up.
Xu Yuechong was on the phone next to him, his voice was intermittent, but Ren Yu didn't hear anything clearly.
She just sat there, stunned by the white cloth in front of her.
His eyes were dry, but he couldn't shed a single tear.
After that, things went very fast.
The people at the funeral home had some experience, and even though her father didn't look decent when he hanged himself, and the body was even a little stinky, they still looked very decent after putting him in the coffin.
Countenance and even ...... It's no different from when you were alive.
Before closing the coffin, they also asked Ren Yu to make a final confirmation.
She stepped forward to take a look, then quickly stepped back, her voice numb, "Thank you." ”
People who work in funeral homes are not surprised by her performance.
The next step is also underway.
At this time, there are only a few days left before the Spring Festival.
No one wants to delay the New Year, so Lao Ren's funeral was also held in a hurry.
Once upon a time, he was also a professor that everyone admired.
When Ren Yu was a child, there were countless people who came to visit him during the New Year's holidays.
Ren Yu still remembers that when they came, they would often bring some gadgets or snacks for themselves.
At that time, my father was in high spirits.
While he was chatting, his mother sat quietly next to him and made tea for them.
But now the picture has turned, what...... None of them are gone.
Standing in front of Ren Yu was only her father's cold tombstone.
The funeral scene, even only himself, and Xu Yuechong.
In the past two days, although Xu Yuechong had his back to him, Ren Yu could still hear him secretly calling.
It was his classmates who were contacting him to come to the funeral.
How those people answered Xu Yuechong, Ren Yu didn't know.
But now the result has been directly placed in front of her, and that is...... No one attended.
Also.
He was kicked out of school when he was still teaching, and there may have been some classmates who were affected by him.
How could anyone who was such a disgraced person be willing to attend his funeral?
Ren Yu is very clear about these.
However, Xu Yuechong didn't mention it to her, so she thought she didn't know anything.
The funeral is over, and there is only one day left until Chinese New Year's Eve.
"Thank you these days."
Standing at the gate of the cemetery, Ren Yu said while reaching out to tear off the small white flower in his ear.
Xu Yuechong looked at her, but asked, "What are you going to do next?" ”
Ren Yu was stunned for a moment, then smiled, "What can I do?" Yes, of course...... Stay alive. ”