Chapter 211: It's My Fault
Meng Yanzhou returned to Ren Yan's small rental house.
But as soon as he entered the door, his toes kicked directly on the box in the doorway.
There was also a wooden frame on top of the box, so Meng Yanzhou immediately snorted when he got down.
"Are you alright?"
Ren Yu hurriedly stepped forward.
Meng Yanzhou also turned his head to look at her, gritting his teeth, "Ren Yan, did you do it on purpose?" Put such a trap here and want to murder me? ”
"No, I just ...... I don't know where to put it. ”
Ren Yu turned on the light, "I'll help you take a look......"
"No, you don't." Meng Yanzhou quickly waved his hand, and then frowned at the two boxes, "What is this thing?" Are you moving? ”
"No, it's my father's relic."
After Ren Yan's words were finished, Meng Yanzhou's voice disappeared.
But now Ren Yu has accepted this matter, so his voice is quite calm.
"Take your shoes off and I'll take a look." Ren Yu said again.
"No, you don't."
Saying that, Meng Yanzhou remembered something again, "So you injured your foot before because of this?" ”
"Yes."
"If you put it here to occupy space, why don't you ...... it?"
Halfway through his words, Meng Yanzhou swallowed his voice back.
- Ren Yu has such a small place here, and there is no place for her to move it even if she wants to.
"I'll sort everything out another day." Ren Yu quickly said, "I've been too busy lately, so I haven't had time to take care of it." ”
"Or ...... You move in with me. ”
Meng Yanzhou said suddenly.
But his voice was soft and somewhat muffled.
Ren Yan turned his head to look at him.
Meng Yanzhou was looking at the two boxes with his eyes down, "You can't move your feet here, and my place is close to your company, where can I go...... It's also convenient. ”
He said advice, but his eyes didn't look at Ren Yu.
That's it...... It's like a child who is afraid of rejection.
After looking at him for a while, Ren Yan nodded, "Okay." ”
Her answer made Meng Yanzhou stunned, and he raised his head suddenly!
"It just so happens that I've actually only been renting here for half a year, and it's about to expire." Ren Yu said, "Even if I don't move to you, I plan to change places." ”
"Why change? Isn't it good here? ”
"It's too small to fit anything."
Meng Yanzhou didn't refute it.
Although he also hated this place before, but at this time, Ren Yu suddenly really said that he wanted to move away, and he suddenly became extremely nostalgic.
"Actually, it's pretty good here." He said, "Why don't I rent this place for a long time?" Later...... We were able to come and stay once in a while. ”
His words made Ren Yu stunned, and he didn't understand, "What are you doing here?" ”
Meng Yanzhou couldn't answer.
He suddenly felt that he was really going back to life now - just such a broken place, what is there to be nostalgic for?
But if he really returns, won't he be able to use that key?
Meng Yanzhou was thinking about it, Ren Yan had already opened the wardrobe, "Do you want to take a bath?" But the clothes you left here before are gone. ”
Meng Yanzhou didn't answer, only stepped forward a few steps and hugged her from behind.
Ren Yu paused slightly, but he didn't push him away, just stood there quietly and let him hold him.
After a while, he leaned over to kiss her on the lips.
One touch away, and soon the second one fell.
Ren Yu was not annoyed, only tilted his head and let him kiss him.
But when Meng Yanzhou was about to take the next step, Ren Yan held his hand, "Today...... No way. ”
Meng Yanzhou frowned, "Why?" ”
"Menstruation."
After Ren Yan's words were finished, Meng Yanzhou suddenly couldn't answer.
But his hand still went down a little bit.
Ren Yu originally thought that he didn't believe him, but soon, his palm stopped at her lower abdomen.
The gentle movements made Ren Yu's body tremble.
And when she raised her eyes, she found that Meng Yanzhou was seriously looking at the position of her lower abdomen.
"It's my fault." He said suddenly.
"I failed to protect you, and I failed to protect him." He said, "I shouldn't have been angry with you when you were hurt, and didn't listen to you." ”
"But good, there's something you're wrong about."
"Although in the beginning, I wanted you to get pregnant, and I did want to tie you up with a child."
"But later, I really look forward to him, and my feelings for him will not be much less than yours."
Ren Yu originally thought he had forgotten about it.
- Forget the child she once had, forget the feeling she once had longing, and forget ...... How much pain I was in at that time.
But listening to Meng Yanzhou's words at this time, her eyes couldn't help but turn red again.
Then she told him, "It hurts. ”
"Meng Yanzhou, do you know how much pain I was at that time?"
To this day, Ren still remembers how heavy the snow was that night.
She was barefoot on the snow, and people on the road thought she was crazy, but at that time she didn't care about it, she just wanted to see him.
The cold of that night seemed to be carved into her bones.
When she thought about it again, the soles of her feet were still aching.
Meng Yanzhou only hugged her, "I know, don't worry, I won't let Hua Zhen go." ”
"It won't be long, my dear, will you trust me?"
Ren Yan wiped tears on his clothes and sniffed, "Okay." ”
The night quickly deepened.
Meng Yanzhou returned to the cramped bed again.
Although he had hated this bed countless times before, perhaps because it was the last night they had spent here, he suddenly felt that it was ...... There doesn't seem to be anything bad about it.
On the contrary, because the bed was small, the distance between him and Ren Yu was a little closer, and her face was close to his chest, so that he could clearly feel her presence.
Meng Yanzhou's hand gently rubbed her hair, and suddenly asked, "How did your father die?" ”
Ren Yu paused, and then replied, "Suicide." ”
Her face still didn't move, so her voice was a little muffled, and it seemed to be a little hoarse.
Meng Yanzhou didn't hear it, only frowned, "He? Suicide? ”
"You think it's incredible, don't you?" Ren Yu raised his head to look at him, "People like him...... How is it possible to commit suicide? ”
"What did the police say?"
"The case ended with suicide." Ren Yan pursed the corners of his lips, "Because the scene is ...... It's true that there is nothing suspicious, it's just that I think it's strange, but there is no evidence, and they can't help it. ”
"I'll have someone check it out." Meng Yanzhou pressed her head back again, "You go to sleep." ”
"Okay."
Ren Yu obediently responded, but after only two seconds, she raised her head again, "What about your mother?" Why did she suddenly show up? ”