I am a native of the countryside, the place where I live is not remote, there are mountains on all sides, every time I go home, I like to look at the mountain scenery, hey, there is really no place to go at home, almost always stay at home when I go back.

I have been to Singapore, speaking of which, it is really good, in my impression it is still quite good, I went there when I was eighteen years old, when I was introduced by my relatives, I didn't know where Singapore was, so I went there in a daze, and I went there to realize that all this is not so simple, especially when I just walked out of high school.

But what I didn't expect was that the company I just went to couldn't adapt to it at all, and I got into a fight with a Singaporean and was sent back to China. However, my encounter was not terminated, and I returned to Singapore again through the introduction of an intermediary in Singapore, this time for more than three years, and there were bitter and tearful experiences.

I don't know if you have been said to be rubbish, I have been said, just because of the simple reason, that is, to do something wrong, this thing is actually a small thing, the summary of the number miscalculated, hehe, when I heard these two words, I really had a sad feeling, my heart was very resentful, I really wanted to fight with that person, but I endured it, wry smile, but then worked together, and the relationship with him is still good, although he did not apologize, but I still know that this person's heart must be impressed with me, because nothing has happened since then。

And I also wrote an online article back then.,It's my first work.,It's called the Vertical and Horizontal Divine Formula.,It's at the starting point.,It's still searchable now.,But the content in it has been deleted by me.,Because now the work I wrote is the Vertical and Horizontal Divine Formula.,But the name was changed.,Changed to the Divine Wolf Gang.。

But I still keep a distance from him, maybe I'm just a cheap person. Garbage, these two words I will never forget, now I am 25 years old, it has passed, but today I don't know how to write it. It's a kind of emotion, after going through so many things, my mind is much more mature than before, and now I think about it, I smile slightly, and I am really a little embarrassed to remember the scene at that time.

Or to say a little bit.,It was originally sent at the starting point.,But what I didn't expect was that no one reviewed the starting point weekend.,But the starting point didn't remind me.,Just sent it.,I didn't expect it to take five days to pass the review.,It's really annoying to say.,Otherwise, it wouldn't have appeared on other websites.,The website review speed is very fast.,Almost half an hour to pass.,So it's updated there.。

The god wolf has updated more than 300,000 there, but it has not been taken by the editors, and it always says that there is a problem, that there is a problem, and everything that should be changed has been changed, okay, just say that the type is not right, I dizzy myself, and I returned to the starting point in a fit of anger.

I knew that I might not be able to sign a contract at the beginning, so I simply said it boldly.

However, I still miss my colleagues in Singapore very much, I really want to have the opportunity to go to Singapore again in the future, I really want to be a rich man when I go, in the way of vacation, I don't know if this dream can be realized, maybe it is a dream. I have worked as a forklift driver, a salesman, a restaurant waiter, a waiter, a cutter, a hotel, a waiter in a health club, a garment, a customer service, I didn't expect it to be 7 years since I came out of high school, it really makes me speechless, I have done such a job for 7 years.

If I hadn't written the Vertical and Horizontal Formula, maybe my life wouldn't be so miserable now, you may not believe it, some people don't know why they like my works, but they just didn't give me a chance to tell me that writing can make money.

At that time, I had at least 5,000 RMB per month working in Singapore, and I didn't think about making money at all when I wrote it, it was just a pure hobby. Zhu Xian, everyone has heard of it, I just want to write after reading Zhu Xian, when I wrote it, I only held back a few hundred words a day, all written on paper, and now I use a computer, if I don't go to work, I can write more than 10,000 words a day, this is the gap.

The people who have taken a fancy to my work have not contacted me, but they have been paying attention to me, my hometown is now very well built, there are many new buildings, but there is no new building for me, hey, what is this for? Why can't I continue to work in Singapore?

It's the trouble caused by this book.,Will some people say I'm rubbish.,You can keep reading.,When I wrote it, the heroine scolded the male protagonist for being a garbage stupid pervert.,Maybe that's what I said.。 Otherwise, it's just a trivial matter, how can I make a big fuss, but I remember these two words deeply.

The first thing I did when I returned to China was to look for a job, because my company in Singapore was bought by a Taiwanese, and I am not a Singaporean, so I came back, otherwise I might still be in Singapore. It was the book that led me to return to China, but no one told me, and I only learned about it later. Is that book of mine really magical?

Only 60,000 words were taken care of, and now I can only get 1,800 yuan a month, and I have 2,200 yuan after becoming a regular, I don't know if Lu Dao will be driven away in less than a month like before. Before that, I had been staying at home for a year, I couldn't help it, I couldn't find a job outside, I was forced, I was really helpless, what was it for? Otherwise, maybe I already have my own savings, at least 60,000 RMB, and I can borrow some money to build a house in the countryside, and my heart will be more comfortable, at least this is my hard-earned money, my parents are already old, can't my son honor them? Let them live in a better house?

But now I am very weak, I have no savings at all, and sometimes I borrow money from my mother, which is really humiliating and embarrassing. I really want to go back to my old life, to make money diligently in Singapore, to support myself and my family, not to borrow money from others, and to have my own small treasury, how good it would be! I have really lived enough in the past year, I am so tired, I can only work for a few days everywhere and then I am fired, and I can't even support myself.

I now have a bugging device installed in my head and I don't know what kind of instrument the road is, anyway, I can hear the sound and see the picture, and even completely control me, so far they have reduced a lot, but I still hear King's voice every day, and I keep talking in my head, which really makes me very uncomfortable, just because I wrote the Vertical and Horizontal Formula. Ay......

Whether you believe it or not, this is the truth I'm telling, it's not science fiction, now I just hope that I can finish writing, not a eunuch, although the second and third works have been conceived, and even a few months ago I wrote a fairy tale article, writing more than 300,000 words, but it was controlled to burn my memory card, and my manuscript is gone,

With so many emotions, I suddenly felt very tired, why would I be chosen? Why can't I live my normal life? I have to arrange, I shouted loudly in my heart, but it was useless, I didn't know who was playing with me, only my relatives knew Lu Dao, but they didn't tell me, it was really tragic, I came to Shishi to do customer service, I was going to open an online store, but it was a premature death, it was my aunt's words, first do customer service, and then do online store, I hope it can really be as she said, I can open an online store during the New Year.

I need money! I really need money!

-My heart is suddenly much better, hehe, it's good to say it, I haven't found a real friend since I came back from Singapore, and I've lived like this for three years, miserable, but it's full of memories. There are bitterness, tears, and sourness, I am really tired, but I can't help it, but I still insist on hoping that the vertical and horizontal magic trick, that is, the Divine Wolf Gang, can be written, even if I can't sign a contract, I admit it, I just want to start my writing career at the starting point, I hope it can continue forever.

The click-through rate was low, only a few people a day, but I persevered. I hope it's done, it's a promise to myself. Cheap is cheap, sluts are easy to feed. It's okay to despise me, it's okay to comment and scold me, I'll read it, as long as the scolding is reasonable, I admit it, and I'll go straight to the essence. I am Xu Xiaobei. Fish is my nickname!

More than 2,000 words of emotion in half an hour, I really want to hehe twice, but I still can't laugh, if I laugh, it means that I have a nervous disorder, hehe. My nerves are still very well developed. I don't get into the starting point, who gets into the starting point, this is what I wrote when I revised the work back then. I don't go to hell, who goes to hell, hehe, but the starting point is not hell, remember, I didn't put quotation marks.

I'm going to write three million, I don't know if I can finish it, now there are 600,000, and after a few efforts, there will be one million, maybe I can really finish it. I'm going to keep writing, even if I don't have a small readership, and I admit it. Not much to say, I know that this work may never be signed, but I still write my work seriously, even if it is a million, I will stick to it and finish it.

October 4th

Xu (this is my last name)