Ren Yu looked at him for a long time, and then turned to the boss and asked for a bottle of beer.

She poured herself a glass and drank it all in one gulp.

Then, she said, "Didn't you just ask me what we were doing at the beach?" I can tell you now that at that time...... You proposed to me. ”

Meng Yanzhou had already thought about this scene, but he didn't interrupt Ren Yan's words, just looked at her.

"I still remember the fireworks that night, it was really ...... Pretty. We were ...... at the time is also really happy, if it weren't for Gu Jiaqi, if it wasn't for that incident, we might still be like this today. ”

"Do you know why, to this day, I still can't completely hate you? Because those happiness are real. ”

"I really loved you, too."

"So so many things happened later, I never could let go of this feeling, I hate myself more than I hate you."

"Hate why can't I even hate you, hate ...... I didn't protect my children well. ”

A bottle of beer was drunk by Ren Yu.

Her voice became more and more hoarse, "But Meng Yanzhou, you have forgotten." ”

"Since you've forgotten it, why do you have to keep thinking about it? I thought you forgot, and we could become...... Stranger. ”

"Why not?" Ren Yan clenched the wine glass in his hand, "I just want to live a new life, live a life without you, why do you ...... Do you have to worry about the past? ”

"You know what? Every time I laugh now, I feel like it's a sin, because I feel like I'm unworthy, I shouldn't be happy, and I shouldn't be happy, because I don't have any children anymore, so what can I ...... Worthy of fun? ”

Ren Yan's eyes closed as he spoke.

Tears rolled down her cheeks.

Meng Yanzhou looked at her and wanted to reach out to help her wipe away her tears, but as soon as his hand was stretched out, his movements stopped in place again.

Because of him...... Can't.

"Chang Li once told me."

The barbecue stand is on the side of the road, opposite is the constant traffic and other customers, and the sound is noisy.

Meng Yanzhou's voice was not loud, but it was so clear.

She said that even if there is no memory, those who like it will still like it.

"I know you hate me, and I know it...... I should not forget that the person who should not forget that is me, and I know better that I should be quiet and stop disturbing your life. ”

"But Ren Yan, will you give me a chance to make amends?"

"I'm real...... Love you. ”

……

Later, Ren Yu didn't know how much he had drunk.

As a child, her father taught her to respect and love herself.

Therefore, Ren Yu rarely touches wine.

As an adult, she never touched alcohol, except for some necessary occasions.

But today she wanted to indulge.

Meng Yanzhou didn't stop her, but when she was already thinking about vomiting, he reached out and pressed her wine glass, "Enough." ”

Ren raised his eyes.

I don't know if it's her delusion.

She always felt that Meng Yanzhou's eyes were also red at this time.

Ren Yu tried hard to hold up his eyes and wanted to see clearly.

But the harder she tried, the more blurry her eyes became.

In the end, she lay directly on the table and fell asleep.

In a daze, it was Meng Yanzhou who picked her up.

When he returned to the car, Ren Yan also asked him, "Meng Yanzhou, will you be sad?" ”

Her words made Meng Yanzhou stunned.

Then he replied, "Yes." ”

But when his words fell, Ren Yan smiled directly, "You don't know what I'm talking about." ”

"I know." Meng Yanzhou said, "You mean ours...... Child. ”

After Meng Yanzhou's words were finished, Ren Yan was quiet.

But his eyes were closed a little tighter, and tears fell down his face, soaking Meng Yanzhou's collar.

This night, Ren Yu seemed to have slept for a long time.

When I woke up, it was already dawn outside.

She was the only one in the large room.

She had drunk too much alcohol last night, and her head was throbbing and aching, and it was as if something was choking her throat.

Ren Yu wanted to get up and pour himself a glass of water, but when he turned his head, he found that a thermos cup had been placed next to him.

She couldn't help but be stunned, and then reached out to unscrew the thermos cup.

The scent of honey immediately wafted out.

Flooded into Ren's nostrils, filling the room.

Ren Yan's hand couldn't help but clench.

After a long while, she lowered her head and took a soft sip.

- The temperature is just right.

The gentle honey water nourished her throat, and the foreign body sensation disappeared in an instant.

Ren Yu sat on the bed and drank the bottle of honey water as fast as he could.

At this time, Teacher Zhang also called her, saying that the person who repaired the roof had finished the work and asked her to go back and check it.

"Okay, I'll go back."

Ren Yu responded.

After taking another look at the room, she took the thermos and left the hotel.

In the next few days, Meng Yanzhou did not appear.

But on the weekend, he had a lot of new clothes delivered.

All the children in the orphanage had new coats and scarves.

The person in charge of delivery is Qi Yuan.

When all the children were happily leading the things, he walked up to Ren Yu, "Miss Ren, you...... How are you doing? ”

Ren Yan turned his head to look at him.

She didn't say anything yet, Qi Yuan had already explained, "Don't get me wrong, it's not Mr. Meng who asked me to inquire, it's me...... I want to care for you. ”

After Qi Yuan's words were finished, Ren Yu couldn't help but smile.

Then, she said, "I didn't say anything, you don't have to be nervous." ”

"Honestly, I'm a little nervous." Qi Yuan smiled helplessly, "I'm afraid that because of my words, it will cause you to misunderstand Mr. Meng again." ”

"I ...... It's not sensitive to that level. ”

When Ren Yuan's words fell, Qi Yuan was silent for a while, and then said, "Miss Ren, don't you think you have a deep misunderstanding of Mr. Meng?" ”

"Mr. Meng, he is not as ...... as you think has no feelings, for more than half a year, outsiders have only seen his infinite scenery, but in fact, he has been very miserable and lonely. ”

Qi Yuan's words made Ren Yu's body froze.

After a long while, she said, "His identity is different now, as long as he is willing, there are more people who are willing to accompany him and make him happy." ”

"Yes, but how many of those people are because of Mr. Meng himself? You are the only one who knows his past. ”

"What Mr. Meng wants is only you."

Ren Yu stopped talking.

After a while, she suddenly laughed and looked at Qi Yuan, "So you came here today on purpose to help him speak, right?" ”

Qi Yuan was helpless, "Look, I'll just say that you have a deep misunderstanding of Mr. Meng. ”