69. Let me hug
Xu Sui held his breath in his heart.
Stuck there, not up or down, heartbeat fast.
Eno sat on a bench outside the cafeteria next to the Japanese restaurant.
The boy was wearing the winter school uniform of the sixth middle school, and when he was supposed to be in school, he sat in the cold wind, his hair was stroked by the wind, and his delicate eyebrows and eyes were unobstructed.
As if sensing the gaze, he looked up and saw that it was her, and the tear mole under his eyes rose slightly.
When did he come?
Xu Sui thought, probably Lao Chen asked her out of the classroom, and in the corridor, Xu Chengyu stood outside the classroom and said something to Lao Chen, and then she left with him.
Eno got up and walked over.
She couldn't laugh and opened her mouth slightly, wanting to ask him why he came.
The body fell into a warm embrace.
"It's so cold, let me hug it?" Eno said a question.
On the street, there are constantly passing vehicles, passers-by on foot, and even her biological father Xu Chengyu is still in the Japanese restaurant, and he may come out and bump into them at any time.
But, so what?
He hugged her tightly, as hard as if he wanted to rub her into his body.
This powerful embrace does carry strength.
in every sense of the word.
Xu Sui hugged him back as if no one was around, and his voice unconsciously cried, "Aren't you already hugging?" ”
"yes." Eno wrapped her in a jacket that was open without zipping, and lowered his head and kissed her forehead through bangs, "I want to hug my little girlfriend a little longer, okay?" ”
She sniffed, her chest tightened, and her head buried in his, "Okay, big boyfriend." ”
The feeling of being held so hard is actually not pleasant for the body, but it is really too warm, and I draw strength from it.
The first snow came by coincidence, flying all over the sky, spinning and falling, a romantic scene.
In the snow, she heard Eno ask her, "Did Xu Sui skip class?" ”
Xu Sui never felt that he was so crying.
Holding hot coffee in her hand, warming her palms, holding her chest tightness, afraid of getting sick, she used the medicine she carried with her to prevent asthma, and the bitterness in her mouth was mixed with coffee.
They found a nearby coffee shop to sit down and warm up.
Xu Chengyu's words were like a magic sound.
She couldn't help but think.
When Zheng Jingyan is middle-aged, will he ever think about having a child of his own and finding someone to spend the rest of his life with.
His physical condition and economic conditions are good, and it is not difficult for him to find a partner.
When he returned to Yuzhou Town for the Chinese New Year, the aunt and mother-in-law who came to the door to introduce him to the object could break through the threshold, and the grandparents of the Zheng family also asked him what he thought.
The old man also wants to hold his grandson.
Even if Zheng Jingyan promised that he didn't want to start a new family.
Xu Sui's heart is still messed up.
She was too preoccupied to hear the voice in her ears, and she couldn't care about anything.
When he came back to his senses, Xu Sui had been led out of the coffee shop by Eno.
The hot coffee in her hand was cold.
The snow was still falling, and the ground was already covered with snow, not a thin layer. When you step on it, you can hear the sound of snow, leaving shoe prints.
Eno bought a transparent umbrella at a small shop on the side of the road.
As soon as you look up, the flaky snowflakes have a unique shape.
The city is dressed in new clothes, and it is white.
They walked hand in hand in the snow.
Walked far, far away, so far that the footprints in the distance behind him could be covered with fresh snow.
Eno brought her to the amusement park.
On snowy days, amusement park visitors are scarce.
He bought the ticket and took her hand and accompanied her inside.
There aren't many things to do on a snowy day.
Xu Sui sat on the merry-go-round, and when he came down, most of the heavy haze accumulated in his heart dissipated.
He bought her a headband at the amusement park and put it on for her with his own hands.
The rabbit's ears were broken off by him, and he pulled them deafly.
Eno's fingertips tapped the tails of her reddened eyes, "Don't be sad, little rabbit." ”
"Xu Chengyu said he wanted to take me away." Xu Sui's eyelashes moved slightly, no longer holding back.
"Slightly, you can't hit me!"
"It's hit, hahaha!"
"Look at me snowball shooter biubiubiu!"
A few children in a snowball fight chased me past in front of them.
There was a lot of laughter.
Xu Sui looked at it enviously.
Eno asked her, "What about you?" Want to go with him? ”
"I don't want to." She shook her head, "I can't bear my boyfriend, we've only been together for a short time, and there are a lot of things we haven't done. ”
His throat was dry.
Xu Sui said again: "But my biological father's business is quite big, and he has some power. When he divorced my mom, my dad used up almost all of his savings to get my mom to win the lawsuit and get custody of me. ”
"Now that my mom is gone, he wants to go back, and this lawsuit is not necessarily won. My dad didn't have anything, he just had a stable job and opened a hot pot restaurant with almost all his savings. ”
She swallowed, tears welling up in her eyes, "When I opened the store, he said, just study and do your best, even if I don't go to a good university and can't find a good job in the future, I can come to be his small boss." ”
"I'm not his own daughter, he's so good to me, treat me like his own."
"He could have had a new family with biological children, and he stayed single because of me."
"I can't... You can't be a burden...... Drag him down...... Can't let Xu Chengyu ......"
Speaking of the back, she couldn't stop crying.
Zheng Jingyan gave her too much, he appeared in her life, took over the role of father, and let her not lack fatherly love.
Father's love is like a mountain, he pays silently, and cares about her silently.
When she was sick, she took care of her. She came back late, and the lights in his bedroom wouldn't go out until she heard her open the door. When he picked up the dance again, he quietly watched her outside the dance room, afraid that something would happen to her. When there is little to eat, I change the way to open a small stove for her......
He never asks for anything in return.
How could she?
"Does he know what you're thinking?" Eno asked her rhetorically.
Xu Sui burst into tears, she shook her head, "He doesn't know." ”
"He won't feel like you're a burden, he won't feel like you're a drag on him." He took out a tissue from his pocket, carefully wiped her tears, and said gently, "Tell him about it." Leave the affairs of adults to the adults, and children don't have to worry about it, huh? ”
"I'm not a kid anymore." She hung her head, and the ears on her headband were even more lost.
Eno pinched her face, "Go home and tell him, you know?" ”
Xu Sui was silent.
Eno no longer forced her.
They spent the night at the amusement park and had a snowball fight with the kids.
Eno stood aside and watched them play, being hit by a snowball, and occasionally cooperating to smash it back.
When it gets dark, the radio announces that the fireworks show is about to start, and the number of tourists gradually increases.
Find the best place to watch from above, and the sky is lit up as brilliant fireworks explode on the black screen.
In the light, he called her name, "Xu Sui." ”
She looked sideways at him.
Eno stroked the side of her face and leaned closer, mixed with the fresh and good smell of his body.
The fireworks are burning and blooming, and the amusement park area is full of people.
They were kissing.