On the way to the station, Sakurakoji Sakura looked in a particularly good mood, bouncing along the way.

"Hey, where are we going now?"

Before Jingu Siyue could reply, she preemptively said, "Are you going to take me to the Love Hotel again?" Well...... High school students must be fine. ”

Jingu Siyue looked at her helplessly, the girl's eyes flowed with undisguised cunning, Jingu Siyue didn't know that she was joking, and immediately sighed lightly and spit out two words.

"Go home."

"Ah, go to your house again?"

"To each his own house."

Sakurakoji Sakura was immediately amused.

"Is it that funny?" Jinguji asked.

"Looking at your taciturn temperament now, can you not be funny when you think of you in the middle and middle years?"

In this regard, Jingu Temple Moon is indeed speechless, it is an extremely black history, no matter who it is.

Sakura Koji Sakura smiled at first, and then showed the appearance of falling into memory.

"Ah~ah~ I'm really stupid, I actually fell into the way so easily, and I lost the first time in a daze.

"What's even more infuriating is that it ended before it officially started, can you understand how I felt at the time? I can't wait to treat that thing of yours as a carrot, and shaved into shredded carrots is enough to relieve hatred. ”

“………”

Maybe it's because of Jingu Siyue's abnormal behavior today, even Sakura Koji Sakura is abnormal, and before that, she never took the initiative to mention the period of their relationship.

So far, they have pretended to be ordinary childhood sweethearts and lived, forgetting that each other was each other's first love.

But because of Jingu Siyue's behavior today, she saw a glimmer of light.

The girl next to him suddenly walked up to him, stopping him from taking a step, and Jingu Teratsuki quietly met her eyes.

Sakura Koji Sakura showed a gentle and calm smile, and he had already forgotten about the other girls in his heart, and he could only see the boy in front of him, whether it was his eyes or the bottom of his heart.

The girls who had been in close contact with him, whoever they were, no matter which, had to be ranked behind her.

When she violently realized this, the gloom and lack of confidence brought to her by another girl these days completely dissipated.

"Hey, will you make it up to me today? Follow-up at that time. She laughs.

On that afternoon three years ago, because I was interrupted by the teenager's sister suddenly coming home, I thought it would be a wonderful first experience, but in the end it had to end hastily, which has to be said to be an embarrassing thing.

Jingu Siyue's heart tightened, and he looked at the pair of amber pupils of his childhood sweetheart, relaxed and serious.

He realized that he couldn't tell if Sakurakoji Sakura was telling the truth or joking.

But no matter what Sakura Koji Sakura's thoughts are, Jingu Terakitsuki will not waver.

"Yarn sila......

"As you can see, I've changed, I've become a hopeless scumbag, and I've lied to so many girls and turned a blind eye to their sincerity.

"Even when I see a weak girl crying in front of me, I can not blink my eyelids, and my heart is as hard as a rock.

However, even so, my mood at the moment seems to be slightly the same as it was back then.

"I want to cherish you more, cherish you as a childhood sweetheart, and cherish you who was my first love.

"We have reached the age where we should admit responsibility for our respective choices, and we can't afford to make mistakes a second time."

Jingu Terakitsuki has never forgotten the events of that year, including after that, because he was possessed by the system, he had to force himself to break up with Sakurakoji Sakura.

It was the first time in Jingu Temple's short life that a girl was hurt so thoroughly.

He thought he was going to be an honest man.

He thought he was going to be a dedicated man.

He thought he would be the man who belonged only to Sakurakoji Sakura.

But he was driven by the system, in order to protect the unique girl in his heart, he had no choice but to watch himself fall step by step and become a scumbag scolded by everyone, and he was speechless.

"Moon, have you always felt that it was a mistake?" Sakura asked.

“………”

The boy looked away.

She took a step closer to Jingu Terakitsuki, and suddenly reached out and grasped Jingu Terakitsuki's hand tightly.

"I never thought it was a mistake.

"Even if it's not a good memory, even if it's hurt all over my body, even if it's a one-sided breakup by you in the end, you haven't even given me a decent reason.

"I did lose many firsts in you, but I also gained many firsts and many happy memories.

"Whether you admit it or not, you can't forget me in your life, Sakura Koji Sakura is destined to become the most profound woman in your heart, as long as there is still a trace of tenderness in your heart that belongs to Jingu Temple."

"I don't have that for a long time."

"It's just that Yue doesn't want to look directly at the past."

Jingu Teratsuki thought that he owed Sakura Koji Sakura too much, and no matter what atonement was not enough, she would always be by his side with a vigorous and lively attitude.

Even in order to eliminate his guilt, he signaled that she had already come out of the haze and fabricated a non-existent air boyfriend.

"I'm a weird girl." She said.

"Strange?"

"Isn't it, you treat me like this, you tricked me into bed soon after dating, and then dumped me to be a hated scumbag, but I still can't rest assured of you, until this moment, can you understand what I'm thinking?"

Jingu Teratsuki shook his head.

"You just need to take me to the Love Hotel without saying a word, as you did back then, and I'll do whatever you want."

The boy was dumbfounded, not knowing what to say.

Seeing this, Sakura Koji Sakura sneered with joy.

"So unexpected?"

"It's not an accident, I can't understand your brain circuitry."

"Is it so difficult? I think it's a very simple thing to do. ”

Jingu Terakitsuki showed a puzzled expression.

Sakura Koji Sakura smiled brightly, and a cute blush appeared on her cheeks: "Isn't it natural to want to do something shameful with the boy you like?" ”

The boy was dumb.

After a long time, he reached out and touched Sakura Koji's head, his heart was complicated, and he was full of emotion.

"But you're not going to promise me, and you're not going to take me to the Love Hotel, are you?" She looked up at the boy.

"Well, it won't." Jingu Temple Moon said firmly.

Sakura Koji Sakura showed an unsurprising expression: "Moon, it's really changed." ”

"I'm sorry, I've become such a bad man."

She shook her head and said softly, "Yue has become more like an adult than me, and it seems that only you have passed the stage of youth and become an adult who carries heavy burdens alone.

"I'm still the little girl I was back then, thinking that doing something between adults naively thought that I had become an adult.

"It inevitably made me feel unwilling, as if I was destined to fall behind that man."

"...... that person?" Jingu Temple Moon was stunned.

Sakurakoji Sakura glanced at the boy deeply.

"Hoshino Mori-senpai is more like a steady adult than us, and the more mature you become, the closer you are to her, and the farther away from me."

Jingu Siyue was suddenly speechless.

Sakura Koji Sakura is right, in Jingu Terakitsuki's heart, Hoshino Mori Hoshino is such an image, he was just surprised that Sakura Koji Sakura would have the same opinion as him.

"The silo is special, for me." He said.

Sakura Koji Sakura was unmoved, and calmly asked, "What about the senior sister?" What about Aoyama-sensei? Aren't they special to you? ”

Sakurakoji Sakura deftly captures Jingu Teratsuki's language sickness, and for the boy, these women are the ones who have given him something different at various stages of his life.

You can't tell the high, and you shouldn't be divided.

"I'm not asking you to choose who among us will come out, and it's not an election, the one with the highest vote will be elected, I just want to tell you that we girls all want to be taken care of and treated specially."

It seems that another girl had said something similar to him.

Jingu Terakitsuki took this to heart, and may use it in the future.

"Oh, may I ask a question?" She said.

"Why do you want to date me today, and it's still such a process, I almost thought that you really wanted to do something you didn't do three years ago, and finish it all at once today."

Jingu Temple Moon thought about it for a while.

Maybe the cause came from Hoshino Mori Hoshino's words, but if it was just that, Jingu Terakitsuki didn't think it would be able to drive him.

He has become different from back then, he is no longer an active person, and his communication with others is often based on passive answers, never thinking of attacking or guiding.

And the most important reason why he came up with the idea he has today is probably to change the relationship between him and Sakurakoji Sakura.

It's not that I want to be a lover.,It's just that I feel a trace of doubt about the deformed relationship of this ambiguous childhood sweetheart.。

To put it more bluntly, he can't see Sakura Koji Sakura's unrequited dedication, he wants to respond to her, and he wants to convey that he also cherishes her very much.

And the essence of all this is because Jingu Terakitsuki saw through Sakura Koji Sakura's insecurity and inferiority.

Unconsciously, she compares herself to Hoshino Mori Seino.

Maybe in the eyes of others, anyone who compares with Hoshino Mori Hoshino will be dwarfed, and no matter which girl will be covered by the temperament and light of that person, the original glow will be obscured.

But for Jingu Terakitsuki, Sakurakoji Sakura's position in his heart is unique, even Hoshino Mori Hoshino can't completely squeeze Sakura Sakura and occupy the most special position in his heart.

The dual title of childhood sweetheart and first love is so special.

Perhaps, there really is a beautiful girl in the world who can make everyone obsessed and intoxicated.

What you see for the first time, what you can't go back to, and what you will never forget.

is always superior, so that those who come after are beyond the reach of the dust.

"Because, I don't want you to be secretly sad and secretly leave me." He said.

Sakura Koji Sakura looked at the young man in front of him in a daze, and after a long time, he slowly lowered his head.

"You've kept your distance from me, but you've not allowed me to go farther."

"Hmm."

"Obviously, you've been talking to Hoshino Mori Senpai, so if I follow your example and find other boys......"

"Then I'll go to him every day to trouble, so that every time he sees you, he will be scared and stay away."

"Isn't that a little unreasonable?"

"High school boys are stupid, and so am I."

Sakura Koji Sakura wrinkled her nose, puffed out her cheeks and said, "I can flirt with beautiful girls, but I won't let me go to boys to play, you are really a double standard." ”

"Hmm." Jingu Temple Moon can only admit it.

The girl in front of her continued to take a step forward, tightly wrapped around the young man's waist, and pressed her head against his chest, the corners of her mouth slightly upturned.

"But...... Being occupied by your unreasonable people.,I don't hate it.,How to say it.,There's a feeling of being valued.。 ”

"I really want to cherish you, and I regret what happened back then."

"Forget it, I've already seen it...... Well, I can't see it, there is still mustard, but I'm willing to wait for you until the day when you're willing to tell me everything.

"Because I'm stupid, I'm not a smart girl, and I can't think as much and think about it as you and my senior sister do.

"I can only stupidly believe in my heart that you are still the boy I like, and you have your own hardships.

"There is no conclusive evidence, just blind because I like you, if you deceive me, then I have no means to resist, I can only be a stupid woman who deserves to be deceived.

"But if Yue lies to me, I am also willing to be deceived by you, I only hope that you can lie to me for the rest of your life, and never let me find out, then I must be happy."

After hearing these words, Jingu Terakitsuki raised his hand and hugged her body tightly.

Feeling the boy's response, Sakurakoji Sakura smiled softly.

"I'll give you one last chance, take me to that kind of place now, or your house, and I'll accompany you all."

Jingu Teratsuki shook his head.

"I'm pretty satisfied, so far."

Sakura Koji Sakura heard this and slowly closed her eyes.

"Well, although I'm not satisfied with the status quo, I'm a girl who spoils the boys I like, so I'll listen to you."

"Hmmm......"

"Bah, month."

"How?"

"I like you."

She smiled sweetly.

……

……

Monday, October 5th.

First-year students who have returned from a school trip are back to their daily routines.

There was not even a moment of mourning for the end of the school trip, and it was the midterm exam that immediately rushed to the battlefield.

At this time, in the classroom of Class A of Year 2, the math teacher was explaining the main points, and Jingu Terakitsuki looked at the clouds outside the window as usual, giving people the appearance that he was not listening to the lecture at all.

Because this week is exam week, all clubs have stopped club activities.

But only the student council is an exception, but there are a lot of things to do, so after school, Jingu Terakitsuki picked up his schoolbag and walked straight to the old school building.

And just after Jingu Temple Moon left, in the classroom of Class A in Year 2, something happened that would change the direction of the entire class in the future.

(End of chapter)