127. Dango worms also want to become humans.
After half a month, when I returned to school again, I could feel countless pairs of eyes pointing at me as I walked along the slopes in front of the school in the early morning.
The look, the look, the demeanor, all of them were enough reasons for me to turn around and leave, and refuse to go to school from now on.
But I had to come.
I had to meet their gaze, accept their disgust, and pretend to be indifferent and arrogant as fools.
I know in my heart that I don't care, I don't care.
I'm far from being as cold as I seem, and I have a heart.
When an animal carcass fell out of the shoe closet, when someone suddenly splashed water with a bucket while going to the toilet, and when I saw the desk table engraved with "Die", I sighed again and again.
High school student, what a boring creature.
The thought that I was one of these boring creatures and that I could be forgiven for whatever I did, in fact, was only suspended for two weeks before I was able to go to school as if nothing had happened, and continue to be a carefree student.
When I think about it, I can't do anything.
Then I realized that I was fundamentally different from the people around me.
I can't enter their circle anyway, I can't sing the praises of youth like they do, and attribute all the absurd things and wrong things to the word youth.
No matter how ugly, how cruel, how disgusting the behavior, as long as you put on the hat of youth, it can be like distorting all the laws of the world, without paying any price for it.
They are.
Me too.
That's why I'm disgusted with youth.
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"I'm a person who hates dealing with people who aren't smart."
I didn't mean to provoke him or provoke him, but I just thought that I had done nothing so far, and I was stupid.
To this day, I still can't hold up the desire to be friends with them, and I may crave friendship, but I am not the same group of people in front of me.
It's not that they're the worst of the worst people, it's just that I don't want to, it's just that they don't want to, it's a simple truth.
It's like two irreconcilable pigments that only turn into ugly colors when mixed together.
I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm lazy.
I was too lazy to groom, too lazy to go along with it, too lazy to make concessions like in the past, to avoid their edges, unwilling to curl up in the shadows where the sun does not shine, and continue to be the ball worm that does not see the light of day.
I don't know when my lifeless heart came to life, and when I think back to the time I spent in that student council room, it was as if a palm pushed my back and pushed me into the sun.
And the words I blurted out at this moment are the words of my lazy truth.
Can I be called a sincere person in her mouth?
Most of the time, when she found out, she would pat me on the shoulder and tease me with something like a twisted personality.
But I know she must have been smiling when she said that.
"What did you say!"
Iwasaki's expression was furious, and he seemed surprised, surprised that a man like me, who was destined to be reviled for reviling, would dare to challenge his justice.
"I'm just stating the facts, what you've done so far can only make me think that your head is not smart, not just Haya, Yamashita, Ono, Yukawa, I don't think you're smart.
"Do you understand why?
"School is a microcosm of society, people who are good at sports will be friends with people who are good at sports, people who study well will be friends with people who study well, and people who follow people who are not smart all day long should also have the consciousness of being regarded as stupid.
"Jinguji! You bastard......"
"Because that's it, although I don't want to emphasize my identity at this time, but I'm the president of the school's student council, do you still have to organize your colleagues like this after you leave society, and resist your unpleasant boss?
"That's why I said, I hate dealing with people who aren't smart."
Not only Iwasaki, but also the boys next to him threw hostile glances at me.
There was no timidity in my heart, their eyes were full of emptiness and unrest, and I had no reason to be afraid of them.
"Jinguji Temple...... Almost, that's all, don't talk about it. Iwasaki too, a rare school trip ......"
"Shut up! This is a matter between me and Jinguji! β
I looked at a guy on the very edge, who, unlike everyone else, was trying to step up and play a round at such a time, and I really didn't recommend him doing that.
At this time, you should unite to resist me, and you should not succumb to my status as the student council president and make your position clear, so that you will not be unable to mix in the circle in the future, and you will not be regarded as a traitor and then miserably ostracized.
They're going to do it, absolutely, male high school students are such an unreasonable species.
I sighed and shook my head and looked at him.
"Especially you, Yamashita.
"I always thought you were the dumbest guy."
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"Actually, you don't hate me that much at all, or rather, you don't care about me at all, and you just go along with Iwasaki and the other boys because they do it.
"Honestly, this kind of practice is so empty, don't you even have the courage to stand up to your friends?
"Or do you not consider him a friend at all in your heart?"
"Jinguji! Are you kidding! Absolutely can't forgive you! "Iwasaki seems to have been touched by some switch, if it weren't for the other two boys, he would have been scuffling with me at this time.
Having said that, I must not do anything, and from the standpoint of the president of the student union, I must not do anything to discredit the face of my senior sister.
"Iwasaki, forget it, calm down." Yamashita kept persuading Iwasaki while looking at me with a complicated expression.
I think he must be angry.
If it continues to cause a commotion, it will attract the teacher to do this kind of thing on a school trip, and if the senior sister finds out, he will definitely be furious.
She's obviously about to graduate, and at this juncture, I really don't want her to worry.
"At the end of the day...... It's all you, it's not okay! How dare you put on such a posture! If it weren't for you, how would Aoyama-sensei leave! Iwasaki clenched his fists, and if he hadn't been stopped, he would have swung it in my face.
"I haven't denied that, but so what?"
"Huh?!"
"I received a clear punishment, which is a well-known thing."
"That doesn't mean what you've done will disappear! Just because I'll forgive you! β
ββ¦β¦ Forgive, well said, forgive me for whom? β
"What!"
"Forgive me for Mr. Aoyama? Forgive me what? β
Iwasaki stared at me with wide eyes, his throat trembling, but he couldn't say anything.
"I did accept the punishment, but it doesn't mean that I admit my mistake, and if I admit my mistake, it means that your favorite Aoyama teacher is also wrong.
"Sa...... What are you going to do? β
I looked at Iwasaki like this, watching him tremble all over his body, acting more and more weak, and finally collapsed on the ground, his eyes full of unwillingness.
I glanced around, feeling the cold estrangement between me and them.
I guess I lost the chance to be friends with this group forever, but I didn't care.
This time, I really don't care.
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After leaving my room, I walked out of the hotel and walked through the outer forest paths in the moonlight at night.
Suddenly, I looked behind me.
"Come out."
There was a rustling sound in the grove behind me, and a young woman appeared in front of me with an embarrassed smile.
"What are you doing with me all the time?" I asked.
"Uh...... Feel free to wander around. β
"I believe it."
Shaking my head, I stopped paying attention to her, I thought she would just leave, but she came to me quickly.
"Got a fight with a friend?"
I glanced at her, "Eavesdropping isn't a good habit. β
"It's not eavesdropping, I happened to be cleaning at the door, and it was very noisy inside, so ......"
I was silent for a moment before I whispered, "Not friends, and not quarrels." β
"What's that?"
"Hmm...... Debate, yes, debate, we're having a debate conference. I said firmly.
"Poof! What that's, hahaha. β
Where's the laughing?
"Oh, I said, are you really a high school student?" When she finished laughing, she blinked her eyes, not hiding the curiosity in her eyes.
"Doesn't it look like it?"
"I've never seen a high school student like you, huh...... Should it be described as a small ghost? Yes, this is it. β
"This shows that I am calm enough and not young and naΓ―ve."
"Not necessarily, if all the high school students in the world are like you, they will be all messed up."
"If all the high school students in the world were like me, then all the schools could be closed."
"Why?"
"Because I'm smart enough to get a perfect score on the exam even if I don't go to class."
"Huh? Definitely a lie......"
"Well, it's a lie."
"Damn! I was actually toyed with by a high school student! β
I got the perfect score not because I was smart, but because I had the ability to cheat.
"Aren't you a high school student too, huh...... Spiritual high school student. β
"I'm already a great social person."
"Helping out in the hotel at home can't be regarded as a social person, if you take a reward that is not proportional to the pay, you will be called a NEET, gnawing the old and gnawing the old."
"Goo! Have you always been so vicious? β
"Well......
I walked on my own, and she walked two meters away from me, although she kept the same pace as me.
"Jinguji-kun...... Right, babble...... I was shocked to find out that you were still the president of the student council. β
"I said I'm smart."
"How immodest are all the kids in Tokyo?"
"I'm a special case."
"I guess so."
"So, what do you do with me?"
"It's not that I want to do anything, you see, I'm not going to take you to a picnic tomorrow, I just want to come and have a chat."
"There are so many students from our school in the hotel, why don't you just talk to them."
"If my mom sees me, she should say I'm lazy, and besides, you seem to be more troublesome."
I looked at her more and didn't answer.
I don't know how long I walked, but at a corner in the woods, I met an unexpected girl.
"Huh? Dew...... Month, and, hey, hey!! Aoyama-sensei! β
"What are you doing here?" I asked with a calm face.
"Huh? Not...... It's nothing. Sakura suddenly turned her head away, but her eyes stayed on my ex-girlfriend next to me.
"Anyway, I was called out to confess."
"You, you...... How do you know! β
"Hmph~" I smug my nose out.
"What are you doing! A look of ease! It's infuriating when you see it! β
The childhood sweetheart in front of me is still as usual.,While yelling at me.,Always pay attention to Mr. Aoyama's expression.γ
"Jinguji-kun, this is your classmate?"
"Well......"
"Huh? What do you mean? Sakura blinked blankly, his eyes going back and forth between the two of us.
I was curious to see how the person next to me would interpret Sakura's question, but she bluntly said the same lines as that night.
After she finished explaining, Sakura still looked like she was down, as if she was digesting the information.
"It means that the current Aoyama teacher is no longer the former Aoyama teacher?"
"That's how you can understand it for the time being." I say.
"By the way, why do you call me teacher?" The former teacher next to him asked.
I watched her reaction coldly and didn't object.
"Hmm......" Sakura cast a distressed look at me, thinking that I didn't know what to do.
"Don't worry, it's her mouth fetish."
"Hey~~ There's such a thing, it's so strange for people in Tokyo."
"I believed it!" Sakura's eyes widened, his face full of incredulity.
Then she took small steps, squeezed up to me, pulled my ear, and asked me what was going on.
opened his mouth and closed his mouth to "rekindle the old love" and "tryst in the woods", and finally added a sentence "I want to tell my senior sister".
Their relationship is too good.
With Sakura present, I was able to get out of the conversation without having to cater to them, since they were both female high school students, they should have been more chatty with each other.
From a distance, they should be acquaintances, and I am just a passerby walking away from them.
When I was about to return to the hotel, Sakura suddenly asked why we were walking outside, and I was about to make up an excuse to fool her, but Aoyama-sensei was very quick to tell her what happened.
So, Sakura looked at me in shock and didn't say a word.
"Why ......?"
"No, I just didn't expect you to have such a wild side."
"If you want to laugh at me, just say it."
"Why, I just can't imagine that scene, and when I return to Tokyo, will I be able to reproduce it in private? I'm playing Iwasaki-san, puff puff ......"
This guy is really laughing at me.
When I got back to the hotel, I didn't want to go back to my room, so I sat in the lobby for a long time, silently watching Sakura take the woman who claimed to be a high school student to the courtyard and chat.
As for what they talked about, I don't know.
Thank you for the reward of "Heavenly 22 Scourge".
(End of chapter)