Chapter 199: Even if this person is not him

The man opposite sat on the edge of the hospital bed, the striped hospital gown did not hide his handsomeness, Li Zhi found that Lu Xubai's face had changed, and her early intervention in this life protected his mother's life, making him less melancholy in his previous life, and even brighter in his eyes.

But today, when he took a closer look, his eyes coincided with his previous life, and he was a little more sad.

Her heart trembled, and the weight of her heart weighed even heavier.

Lu Xubai saw through the dodge in Li Zhi's eyes, and he kowtowed, "Li Li, you never need to be sorry for me." In this life, you have protected my mother for me in advance, and I am more grateful to you than anyone else. Like you, it's my business, you don't need to have any burden. ”

Ever since he had memories of the past, he has been mentally building himself.

Love should not be selfish.

At least in his heart, he shouldn't force the other party to accept himself for the sake of himself.

Lu Xubai raised a warm smile, "I really hope that you can have a happy marriage in your life." ”

Even if that person is not him.

……

Looking at Lu Xubai in this life, his warm temperament is very different from that of his previous life.

She still remembers Lu Xubai in her previous life, her indifference and calmness in the face of competitors' provocations.

His mother's death hit him so hard that he had been immersed in sad emotions for the rest of his life, and the moment he turned his emotions into motivation in order to get himself out, there were not many things that could arouse his interest.

In those days and nights of hard work, Lu Xubai himself does not remember how many nights he survived alone, even if it was a family reunion Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, he ate alone in the company.

Until he met Li Zhi again.

In the years since, he would rush home on Chinese New Year's Eve to have a reunion dinner with her, which also made him feel the warmth of his long-lost absence.

Since the day he stood on the upper echelons of the Beijing business district, there has never been a shortage of girls' favor and confessions around him.

But he rejected them all.

Except for Li Zhi, there were no other girls around him in those years, and even Li Zhi in his previous life didn't know.

Lu Xubai could see that she had been afraid that he had brought up the things in her previous life, and he didn't want to become her demon.

"Li Li, look at me."

Li Zhi followed his words and looked up, the man clasped her shoulders, not giving her a chance to dodge and escape, "You're afraid of me." ”

Lu Xubai looked at her, "Li Li, don't be afraid of me, everything I said counts, I won't greedily want to continue the things of you and me in the last life, you can be with Tan Jiuzhou with peace of mind, I won't destroy your relationship, and I won't tell him about us." ”

Outside the door, a certain man who came to find Li Zhi had already put his hands on the doorknob, and silently stopped when he heard the conversation of the people inside.

He held his breath and didn't dare to speak.

Li Zhi met his eyes and said softly, "I know. ”

She gently brushed away Lu Xubai's hand on her shoulder, and walked to the window, where the nurse would open the window of the ward every night and close the screen to ensure air circulation in the room.

The wind that was approaching summer with a hint of warmth blew her hair scattered on both sides of her shoulders, and Li Zhi's voice drifted in, with a slight sigh and a faint voice.

"But I'm afraid, I'm afraid that everything now is just a dream of my Nanke, and when I wake up, I'm still lying on the cold bottom of the sea."

"Lu Xubai, I'm so scared, I'm really scared."

There are some things she can't tell others, the death of her grandfather, the fall of the Li family, and the hearts of people she saw through when she was desperate.

"I know that in the places I can't see, many people think that she is a vicious woman who is unwilling to tolerate even her father, even if they know that it was Han Zhengshu who betrayed the family first, but they still blame everything on me, just because I am a girl."

This society has never been tolerant of women, they are always used to analyzing what women do from a male perspective, and it is clear that these things are placed on them and are not even as good as women.

Just because those men's private lives were not clean, and the children scattered outside were too many to count, they felt that Han Zhengshu's behavior was normal, and when they were not sure whether Li Zhi was Han Zhengshu's daughter, they began to spread rumors that her mother cuckolded Han Zhengshu.

"Lu Xubai, you say...... How ridiculous. ”

As long as she thinks of the betrayal she suffered from Han Zhengshu in her previous life, those elders who were smiling in the past tried to stretch out their evil hands against her.

Li Zhi couldn't help but feel nauseous.

So in this life, after she had the rights and capital, she dealt with those people in the previous life for the first time, and killed them all, and didn't give them any room to turn over!

She knew she was bad, but even if it was just a dream, she hoped that the dream would have a good ending for herself.

It's just that what she didn't expect was that Lu Xubai was an exception.

After listening to her innermost thoughts, Lu Xubai frowned slightly, and told Li Zhi categorically, "This is not a dream, everything has been shuffled and started over, Li Li, you are very good in this life, better than anyone else, the past has passed, you can't fall into it." ”

He walked to Li Zhi's side and looked at her glowing skin in the sun, white and translucent, and could clearly see the fluff on it.

"Your grandfather is still alive, nothing happened to the Li family, and my mother is still healthy, everything is fine, you and I ......" His voice was slightly stuttered, and he quickly continued, "You and I are getting better." ”

He promised, "I won't let anyone ruin our lives." ”

Even if he Lu Xubai, he can't do it.

Although the man outside the door didn't understand anything, he couldn't help but knock on the door when he saw the seriousness on Li Zhi and Lu Xubai's expressions.

Li Zhi and Lu Xubai turned back at the same time.

Jin Nanyan, who had just finished filming, heard that Lu Xubai was hospitalized in a car accident, put down his luggage and rushed to the hospital, but he didn't expect to hear such a shocking secret that did not conform to science outside the ward.

He suddenly remembered the first time he saw Li Zhi, and the way she looked at him was a feeling of seeing through everything, and he had asked her why she was so sure that he would be able to repay her investment in him.

To this day, he still remembers the look in Li Zhi's eyes at that time, and the smile on the corner of his mouth, all these mysteries are explained at this moment.

It turned out that she was a person who had lived two lifetimes.

Jin Nanyan was not curious about the situation and results of his previous life, he was very satisfied with his current state of life.

"Why do you think of me like that?" Jin Nanyan faced the eyes of the two people and touched his cheek, "Could it be that I'm handsome again?" ”

Li Zhi and Lu Xubai retracted their eyes at the same time, and the latter patted her shoulder and said, "No matter what, I will always be your family." ”

Jin Nanyan also followed up and said, "Although I don't know what dumb riddle you are talking about......

He patted his chest, "I'll always be there." ”