176 There are always regrets in life
"Oh."
After a while, there was no follow-up on the squad leader's side.
Chen Xuyang was looking forward to it, and thought that she would let herself demonstrate, but he thought about it, so he asked her who the boy she had a crush on was.
As a result, she didn't play her cards at all and didn't seem to be curious at all.
Well, her personality is actually like this, except for studying, she doesn't care much about other idle things. When she was a freshman in high school, it was the class teacher who directly appointed her as the class president, because her score in the high school entrance examination was the best in the class.
During her tenure as a squad leader, she also did her best.
Chen Xuyang remembered some of the past events in high school, and what he missed the most was naturally the days of his first year of high school.
Suddenly, a gust of wind blew.
He shivered from the cold, and before he came, he went back to the dormitory to get a thin coat to put on, but it was useless. I thought it would be cold on the mountain, but I didn't expect it to be so cold.
Forget it, let's go back to the tent, it's better to be noisy to death by Zhuang Shijie's snoring than to be frozen to death here.
Not only is the tent windproof, but there are sleeping bags, which make it warm to sleep in.
He was thinking about it, and couldn't help but look at her, thinking, isn't she cold?
At this moment, the squad leader seemed to hear his snort and asked, "I have hot tea here, do you want it?" β
Tea in the middle of the night?
"Yes."
Chen Xuyang wants to drink hot food now.
I only heard a click, a small flame lit up, the squad leader took a lighter in his hand, lit a small stove, then took a small pot and put it on it, and poured some water from the kettle.
When he saw the fire, he couldn't help but get up, sit next to the stove, that is, next to her, and reach over to keep warm.
The squad leader next to him moved a little uncomfortably, as if he was not used to getting so close.
After a while, the water gurgled open.
She took out a small jar, opened it, took a pinch of tea leaves, put it in the pot, and boiled it for a while before pouring the tea into the cup.
Chen Xuyang took the cup, blew it, and felt the heat hit his face, bringing warmth to his face that was about to freeze.
At this time, he noticed that the squad leader was wearing a blanket, no wonder she was not cold.
Suddenly, a gust of wind blew out the fire of the little furnace and plunged it into darkness again.
An impulse suddenly surged in his heart, and he blurted out, "Thank you." β
"No, you don't."
"That's what I'm talking about, thank you."
After the incident in the Internet cafΓ©, Chen Xuyang was actually very grateful in his heart. However, because of the man's childish self-esteem, he has never officially said thank you to her.
Don't say thank you, for more than a year in high school, he saw the class president walking around the road, and he felt that he didn't have the face to see her.
It's a shame.
Every time he thought about it, his face was feverish.
Now, I finally said this "thank you", and I feel that everyone is a lot more relaxed.
For more than ten seconds, she didn't speak.
Just when Chen Xuyang drank half of the tea, she finally spoke, "You, haven't you been angry with me because of this incident?" β
"Huh?"
Chen Xuyang was stunned for a moment and said, "Of course not, at that time, if I hadn't been dragged back to school, I might have been ruined." I've always been grateful in my heart. β
"You've been avoiding me, I thoughtβ" The squad leader's voice became a little lighter, and there was a sense of relief.
"I just feel embarrassed, it's embarrassing. I don't have the face to see you. β
Chen Xuyang is still a little uncomfortable when he talks about it now, so he changed the topic, "Don't you have to accompany your boyfriend during the New Year's Day holiday, you actually come camping with them." β
"I don't have a boyfriend."
"Huh? But last time Zhang Peiyu said-"
Chen Xuyang suddenly thought that this product has always been unreliable, and what he said was naturally not credible.
The class leader explained, "Last time, I had dinner with a senior and met him, he may have misunderstood. β
"I see."
There was silence again.
The squad leader has never been a man of many words.
Chen Xuyang is not very good at finding topics, and the two are not familiar with each other, so it is normal to be cold.
He drank the last sip of the tea that had been cold, and was about to return to the tent when she spoke again, "Did you really like me before?" β
Can we not mention this?
The person asked like this, which made him a little uncomfortable, if he answered yes, wouldn't that be equivalent to confessing to her?
Before he could speak, she added, "I don't feel it at all. β
He couldn't help but say, "That's not surprising, at that time, you definitely didn't notice me." Well, are you going back to sleep? β
The squad leader did not speak.
He stood up and said, "Well, I'll go back to sleep first, it's too cold." β
As he spoke, he sniffed hard, "You should go back and rest early, don't blow a cold." β
ββ¦β¦ Good. β
β¦β¦
Chen Xuyang returned to the tent and found that Zhuang Shijie's snoring had stopped.
Thank God.
He slipped back into his sleeping bag, shivering a little, feeling as if he had suddenly entered winter.
At this moment, Zhuang Shijie's voice sounded, "The one outside is the squad leader." β
He wondered, "Huh? You didn't sleep? β
"I woke up by kicking and found that you weren't there, and I just went out to pee, and I heard you chatting with the squad leader."
"Oh."
"Yang'er."
"Huh?"
"You know, I've always envied you."
"What do you envy me?"
Zhuang Shijie sighed, "Sometimes, I think you're quite smart. But sometimes, you're patheticly stupid. You still haven't found out, haven't you noticed? β
ββ¦β¦ What exactly are you trying to say? β
"You know, when I was a freshman in high school, I was hooked on an online game and often skipped class to go to an Internet cafΓ© to play games. However, the squad leader never went to the Internet cafΓ© to look for me. β
"It's not just me, but also those guys who often skip class, has the squad leader taken care of it? She never cared about it, only the time you skipped class to go to the Internet, she went to the Internet cafΓ© to pull you back. You don't really think she's doing this to everyone, do you? β
Zhuang Shijie said, sighing again, "Do you know why I want to be friends with you?" When I was a freshman in high school, we often went to Zhang Peiyu's forced rental house. I found a strange thing, when I went alone, I never met the class leader. But as long as I go with you, every time it's so coincidental, when I go to class, she goes out with us. You wouldn't think it was a coincidence, would you? β
In the dark, I don't know why, Chen Xuyang was a little dry-mouthed, "Don't talk nonsense, do you think it's possible?" β
"Let me tell you one more thing, on the night of the third year of high school, after the evening self-study, I overheard Yan Changwen confessing to the class president, and after being rejected, he asked why. The class leader said that she already had someone she liked. Yan Changwen blurted out and asked if that person was you. The squad leader didn't say yes and didn't say no. β
Zhuang Shijie sneered and said, "Even Yan Changwen can see it, but you yourself are still ignorant." β
At this time, a shocked voice sounded, "So, the person the squad leader has a crush on is Chen Xuyang?" β
It was another classmate who had been awake and heard the conversation between the two.
"Impossible."
Chen Xuyang felt that this was too nonsense and far-fetched, "If she really ...... I can't be without a feeling at allββγ β
Halfway through his words, he suddenly remembered the squad leader's words just now and couldn't help but be stunned.
So, I had the opportunity to go both ways with her?
Pity......
Too late.
"I already have a girlfriend."
(End of chapter)