Chapter Seventy-Three: No Way Back
Soon after, Northwestern University.
Lin Zhiyi leaned on the wooden stick he picked up on the side of the road, and kept shouting Qi Feng's name to the men's dormitory.
This scene quickly attracted the attention of many passing students, and when they saw her injuries and the tear-stained appearance on her face, they couldn't help but think about it.
Some girls have even fantasized about a very excessive image of a scumbag.
Lin Zhiyi shouted downstairs for a long time, but he didn't get a response.
Friends who knew Lin Zhiyi rushed to persuade her to give up and heal her injuries first.
Now she looks like she is covered in injuries, crying and shouting, just looking at it makes people feel distressed.
However, Lin Zhiyi ignored it and kept shouting Qi Feng's name.
"Qi Feng! Qi Feng! ”
"You come out for me, I know you're there!"
“...... Lin Zhiyi? ”
After shouting for a long time, I finally heard a familiar voice.
Looking back, Qi Feng was carrying a large bag of lunch boxes and was walking slowly from the direction of the cafeteria.
"Why are you here?"
Qi Feng was very stunned, and at first thought that he had heard it wrong.
Lin Zhiyi threw away the wooden stick, rushed forward and grabbed Qi Feng's collar, his body was shaky and could only rely on Qi Feng to maintain his balance.
Qi Feng subconsciously reached out to support Lin Zhiyi, causing all the lunch boxes in his hands to spill on the ground.
He glanced at the wasted precious food, frowned slightly, and said, "Lin Zhiyi, you are not in the hospital to recuperate, what are you doing when you suddenly run out?" ”
"Tell me, you, isn't he?"
Lin Zhiyi lowered his head and his voice was hoarse.
"What are you talking about?"
"Don't pretend to be garlic, you know who I'm talking about!"
Lin Zhiyi gritted his teeth, raised his head and looked at Qi Feng with tears in his eyes.
“......”
Qi Feng didn't say a word, and instantly understood what Lin Zhiyi meant.
"Say! You say! ”
"Yes and what, and what is not?"
Qi Feng's voice was cold, and his expression was not wavering.
He knew that Lin Zhiyi ran back to school with an injury, and he must already have the answer.
Qi Feng's words, as well as this expression, the truth smashed into Lin Zhiyi's heart like a boulder.
"Why! Why is this happening! ”
"How can a waste like you be a ......"
Lin Zhiyi was halfway through his words, and was suddenly stunned.
In her imagination, Feng Qi is mature and steady, gentle and considerate, handsome and extraordinary, and knowledgeable......
And the image of all this, gradually coinciding with the Qi Feng in front of him, is so appropriate.
I don't know when Qi Feng has been the most perfect existence in her fantasy.
Bringing back the female Shi Zhentu, it is he who does not ask for anything in return.
When he was killed, he was also the one who descended from heaven.
Even when he was hospitalized, he was by his side.
"Why, it's you ......"
Feng Qi can be anyone, why is it Qi Feng who he looks down on?
Thinking of what he said to Feng Qi and the self-recommendation video he took, Lin Zhiyi wanted to die.
"And who do you think it is?"
"An online stranger you've never met?"
Qi Feng didn't feel pity for this, and still had a cold face.
It's good for Lin Zhiyi to know the truth, at least he won't be immersed in fantasy every day in the future.
"I ......"
Lin Zhiyi was speechless, clutching Qi Feng's collar with both hands.
Yes, if it weren't for Qi Feng, he might not have paid attention to her at all in the first place, let alone given her so much kindness.
He regarded Qi Feng as a waste, but he didn't know that Qi Feng had been looking at her as Feng Qi.
In order not to let her lose her dignity, Qi Feng has been hiding her identity.
And he is still taking care of himself and having beautiful fantasies about Feng Qi, not realizing that Feng Qi is Qi Feng, and treating Qi Feng as garbage that he casually discarded.
Lin Zhiyi collapsed to the ground weakly, crying and laughing as if he had lost his mind.
It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous, I'm so ridiculous.
From the moment she learned that Qi Feng was Feng Qi, the dignity and pride she had always had been shattered.
During this period of infatuation with Feng Qi, how did Qi Feng view her?
Clown? Or an idiot?
Despite this, in the face of Lin Zhiyi, who was full of foreign appearances, Qi Feng did not mock or anything, but tried his best to persuade her, and was still angry that she had injured herself.
After the breakup, Qi Feng did her best, but she still only had a head full of peak prayers.
At this moment, there were banter, doubt, and pity all around.
These onlookers slapped Lin Zhiyi's cheek like a slap, making her feel hot and painful.
Every word of discussion, every word of ridicule, all pierced her heart like a needle prick.
Lin Zhiyi desperately suppressed his emotions, not wanting to make a fool of himself in public.
"Qi Feng, can you ......?"
Looking at Qi Feng's departing back, Lin Zhiyi's lips squirmed as if she had something to say, but at this time, a girl in a wheelchair also arrived.
The movement was so loud that even the autumn evening paintings were attracted to it.
Qiu Xihua was very surprised, looked at Qi Feng and asked, "Teacher Xiaofeng?" What's going on? ”
"Nothing, a little contradiction."
Qi Feng didn't want to make any more trouble, and he didn't want Qiu Xihua to see a joke, so he hurriedly pushed Qiu Xihua and left.
Lin Zhiyi watched the two leave in a daze, and all kinds of words were stuck in his throat.
After a while, she gritted her teeth and lowered her head.
Yes, Qi Feng can't be like before, protecting her in everything and helping her in everything.
Lin Zhiyi could only withstand the severe pain of the wound cracking, and took a taxi back to the hospital.
Back at the hospital, it seemed like everything was as usual.
Lin Zhiyi was lying on his side on the bed, his eyes were blank, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
Twelve o'clock, in the dead of night.
It may be that the wound is still hurting, or it may be during the day, Lin Zhiyi has never been able to sleep.
She lay down in a different direction, and suddenly noticed the mango flesh that Qi Feng had cut earlier.
Lin Zhiyi reached out and grabbed a piece of mango pulp and put it in his mouth, his eyes were sloppy and he chewed instinctively.
Mango is sweet and tasty, it is her favorite fruit.
Unconsciously, Lin Zhiyi remembered the past scenes.
They met at the age of four, knew each other at the age of ten, fell in love at seventeen, and since they were children, they never seemed to have cut fruit for Qi Feng like this.
I don't know what he likes, I don't know what he thinks, I'm just relying on Qi Feng in a daze.
However, now that they have broken up, they are still taking the past for granted, and they have never thought about how much Qi Feng has paid.
"From now on, you are you, I am my ......"
Lin Zhiyi gritted his teeth and didn't let him cry.
The sentence that disgusted her in every way at the beginning, but now that she realizes it, her head is blank that makes her cry.
"No, it's not my fault!"
"I'm just, just ......"
Lin Zhiyi cried and tried to defend herself, but found that she couldn't find an excuse.
No matter how much you think, it's useless.
Everything is long gone.