Chapter 135: What More Do You Want?
Shangguan Kite has to go through many years, constantly reflecting in the time after growing up, and only after being painfully pulled in sobriety and numbness can she have to admit that her biological mother's love for her is conditional.
Empress Dowager Chu said again: "Look at the third princess, you look at yourself...... The mourning family allows you to study, allows you to play like a boy, and allows you to be nineteen years old and has not yet decided on a family affair......"
"Isn't the mourning family good enough for you?"
"What more could you want? What more do you want! ”
Shangguan Kite raised her head and closed her eyes, but her tears still flowed.
yes, yes.
Allowing her to be like a man is already her biological mother's greatest love for her.
If the Empress Dowager Chu loves her a little less, she can completely ignore the feelings of the Empress Dowager Chu, and she does not have to learn to be a qualified sister and sister, and she can live completely according to her own heart.
If the Empress Dowager Chu loves her a little more, she doesn't even have to be partial to her, as long as she is the same as Shangguan Jin'an and Shangguan Jinyang, there is no need for their mother and daughter to have such a confrontation today.
But as a woman, do you have to get married?
Is it really true that all the bitterness and happiness of a hundred years are left to others?
Empress Dowager Chu has worked hard for half her life, how hard and hard she has been during this period, she herself has not tasted it, why does she still persecute her daughter so much in the end?
The cheeks that were slapped by the Empress Dowager Chu were hot and painful, and this was not the first time that Shangguan Kite had been beaten since he was a child.
But every time, every time, it's not her fault.
It's because she didn't let her brother, didn't follow her brother, didn't let herself be too stupid and stupid to set off their mediocrity, it was her fault.
This is the mother.
It's a ...... is already a mother who loves her daughter.
But it brought the most pain to Shangguan Kite.
She didn't want to cry anymore, but she couldn't control her tears.
She didn't want to quarrel anymore, but the more Empress Dowager Chu said, the more reasonable she became, and she asked her what she wanted.
What exactly does she want?
With a self-deprecating smile, Shangguan Kite closed his eyes and said, "I want to ...... The mountains and rivers of Dasheng are eternal, and the country is peaceful and peaceful. ”
Empress Dowager Chu's words stopped suddenly.
Shangguan Yuan opened her eyes lightly, and saw that Empress Dowager Chu was looking at her with an expression of "You are sick".
No surprises.
She smiled: "What does the queen mother think? Do I think I want the power in the hands of the royal brother, or do I want to go against the grain to prove that I am different? ”
"The queen mother can't help but think too much of what I think."
"I was born as the eldest princess of Dasheng, supported by all the people to live as I am today, if I can only fight for power and profit and do something for my own benefit, wouldn't it be too useless?"
"I'm not a kite, Mother, I'm not a paper kite that can only fly with a string in your hands."
"I'm a, a whole person, maybe different from a man, but I'm still a man."
"Or I can be a paper kite or an eagle; I can be the eldest princess, or I can be in charge of politics. ”
"Queen Mother, you are also a woman, even you are smarter and decisive than most men, today you are already the Queen Mother, the highest position in the world!"
"But you still feel that you have to rely on men to survive."
The Empress Dowager Chu couldn't help it anymore: "If your imperial brother is not the emperor, how can the mourning family be the queen mother?" ”
Shangguan Kite paused, looked at Empress Dowager Chu, and showed a mixed smile after a while.
She said: "If I am the emperor, the queen mother can also be the queen mother." ”
……
"Crazy, the eldest princess must be crazy......"
Empress Dowager Chu stumbled when she came out of the dormitory.
She held on to the door frame, and was surrounded by a group of palace people, but her eyes were still full of trance and disbelief.
She muttered, "The eldest princess is crazy, and the kite must be crazy!" ”
"Crazy, all crazy, the eldest princess is crazy!"
She seemed to finally react, "The eldest princess is crazy!" From today onwards, the Eldest Princess's Mansion will block the gate and no one will be allowed to enter or leave again! ”
"Find two more guards! Take good care of the eldest princess, don't let her run out! ”
After the Empress Dowager Chu finished shouting, she thought that someone should move, at least go and seal the door.
But no one did anything.
Everyone stood with their hands down, waiting for the true owner of the mansion to command.
Empress Dowager Chu was stunned for a moment, the door of the dormitory was pushed open again, and Shangguan Yuan walked out expressionlessly.
Everyone bowed their heads and saluted, and not far behind them, Ye Suiyun hurried over with a group of people.
After a pause, he saluted: "Eldest princess." After that, he turned to the Empress Dowager Chu, "The minister sees the Empress Dowager." ”
"Get up." Shangguan Kite said in a deep voice, "Send the Queen Mother back to the palace." ”
"Yes!" Ye Suiyun responded with a fist clench, and with a wave of his hand, a team of guards behind him immediately stepped forward and stood beside the Empress Dowager Chu in a protective posture.
It is said to be protective, but it is more like coercion.
Empress Dowager Chu's eyes widened, and she couldn't look back in disbelief: "Shangguan Kite!" ”
"The queen mother is not in good health, and there are still Xiaoliu to take care of, so let's go back early." Shangguan Kite finished speaking lightly and nodded to everyone, "Leave more people to protect Cining Palace." ”
No matter how surprised the Empress Dowager Chu was, it was useless, it was obvious that everyone in the Princess Mansion, even those guards, only listened to Shangguan Kite.
There were even people who had already raised their hands to ask the Empress Dowager Chu to leave, and she looked at Ye Suiyun in disbelief: "Lord Ye, what do you mean by this?" ”
"Please don't embarrass the queen mother." After Ye Suiyun finished saluting, he quickly made a gesture, and then he didn't care about these anymore, but chased after the Shangguan Kite who left.
Shangguan Kite's mood when she went out just now was very wrong, Ye Suiyun could see it, and she was naturally very worried.
He found someone in the pavilion of the lake in front of him, and at that time, Shangguan Kite had returned to its former state, and was holding fish food to tease the fish in the pond.
"Princess?" Ye Suiyun walked over and stood side by side with Shangguan Kite.
Shangguan Kite let out a "hmm" and did not look up at him, but continued to feed the fish.
After a while, he chuckled: "I'm afraid the queen mother is going to be angry." ”
"The minister was in a hurry to find the princess, and he didn't pay attention to the queen mother." Ye Suiyun said.
Shangguan Kite glanced at him with a smile, and then looked down at the fish in the pool: "I guess I'm very angry." ”
"The minister asked a imperial doctor to go to Cining Palace to guard." Ye Suiyun's words were very upright.
Shangguan Kite laughed again.
The tails of her eyes were slightly raised, and the gesture of smiling was particularly seductive without realizing it.
Ye Suiyun reached out almost uncontrollably to hook her fingers, but was dodged by Shangguan Kite.
She withdrew her gaze and snorted softly, "It's outside." ”
Ye Suiyun had no choice but to bow his head and say yes, but he was really not happy enough in his heart.
People are about like this, they have to think twice, and when they are satisfied, they want more.
He wanted to hold her hand in the sun, in front of everyone's eyes......
"The minister is so greedy." He lowered his eyes and sighed softly, his words whispering and aggrieved.
Shangguan Kite could now guess some of his thoughts, so he glanced at him funny, quickly hooked his fingers, and then continued to feed the fish.
The mood of being messed up by the Empress Dowager Chu was magically soothed at this time.
Shangguan Kite held the fish food in one hand, and reached over with the other hand to grab Ye Suiyun and hold one finger in the palm of his hand.