The Empress Dowager seemed to be sober at this moment.

She nodded thoughtfully, and sighed again: "It's not easy to be an emperor. ”

Shangguan Kite's smile didn't reach the bottom of her eyes, and she only coaxed her: "Yes, I have to get up early every day to go to the court, and I don't have a day to be free, and I have to approve the folds and see the minister." Some of those courtiers can really chatter......"

"But if you become an emperor, you will definitely be able to do very well." The Empress Dowager's drooping eyes looked at Shangguan Kite gently, but she said such a sentence.

Shangguan Kite was completely stunned, and the Empress Dowager continued: "You have done a good job recently, but it has been too hard, and the mourning family has seen it." ”

"Imperial grandmother......" Shangguan Kite was stunned.

"Is the emperor seriously injured? The mourning family may not have seen him for a long time, and they are about to forget what he looks like. The Empress Dowager laughed and raised her hand to touch Shangguan Kite's face.

"It's hard work for you, whether it's doing the emperor's thing or being an eldest princess, you do it so well."

Her hands were wrinkled, caressing Shangguan Kite's face but it was extremely warm, accompanied by her unhurried words, this warmth went straight to Shangguan Kite's heart.

Shangguan Kite called "Imperial Grandmother" again, and her eyes, which had been sour for a long time, finally moistened.

"Child, do you want to be emperor?" The Empress Dowager asked gently.

It seems that this is not a big rebellion, a perverse, a terrible crime, just a very simple and simple question.

Shangguan Kite burst into tears and nodded slowly.

As if she didn't know what kind of disaster such an admission would bring to herself, she only cried and said, "Imperial grandmother, I think, I want to be the emperor." ”

"Good boy, the imperial grandmother knows that you want to be the emperor, not to fight for power and profit, but because you have the ability and the heart. You want to make Dasheng better, and you can also make Dasheng better. ”

"Then do it, Grandmother Huang's support for you." The Empress Dowager smiled very gently.

Shangguan Kite was completely defeated in these simple words.

She burst into tears, crying like a wronged child, crying while hugging the Queen Mother, choked out of tune: "Can I?" Grandmother Huang, can I really do it? ”

"Of course." The Empress Dowager was surprised by her question, and even more overwhelmed by her tears, patting her on the back while calling her nickname, "Good girl, don't cry, do whatever you want." ”

Shangguan Kite has nothing to ask.

With this sentence, everything is enough.

Crying enough, crying tired, the crying Empress Dowager fell asleep, and Shangguan Kite got up to leave.

When Yuzhen sent her out, her eyes were full of desire to speak.

Shangguan Kite smiled and said, "I know that the imperial grandmother is always not sober...... When she said those things to me at that time, she didn't necessarily know who I was. ”

"Eldest princess......" Yuzhen looked at her with some concern.

Shangguan Kite shook his head, with red and swollen eyelids, but he laughed with complete relief.

Ye Suiyun, who came to pick her up, was immediately very worried when she saw her like this.

But he couldn't ask why, Ye Suiyun frowned and hugged her despite her objections.

He said: "The minister just went to ask an experienced grandmother, as well as a doctor who is good at obstetrics and gynecology, and they all said that you can't cry during pregnancy and childbirth......"

Shangguan Kite was rare to speak well, and said softly: "Don't cry in the future." ”

She lay in the crook of Ye Suiyun's arm, swinging one after another, looking up at the light that had just appeared in the sky, and suddenly said, "I almost forgot why it was in the first place." ”

"Why?" Ye Suiyun asked softly.

"Why do you want to be in power...... Also, the teacher asked me about the sentence. Shangguan Kite laughed a little embarrassedly.

She hugged Ye Suiyun's neck and said with a sigh, "No matter what position it is, which title it is, what I want is just prosperity and peace and security ...... the country."

Ye Suiyun paused, looked down at her, but said, "If the princess wants to be the emperor, the minister has a way." ”

Shangguan Kite tilted his head to look at him.

Ye Suiyun said very seriously: "There are about 10,000 people under the minister's subordinates, and Boss Xu has a lot of silver, and the minister has recently found a place where he can forge weapons...... The princess only needs to wait for another half a year, and the minister and the princess will be able to succeed if they start together. ”

Shangguan Kite really didn't expect him to have such an idea.

And it seems that I have thought about it very seriously and made preparations......

"Why are you ......" Shangguan Kite was surprised, but he wanted to laugh.

She hugged Ye Suiyun's neck tightly, regardless of where she was, and suddenly burst out laughing.

The laughter was full of freedom and ease, as well as complete relief.

There are people who support her wholeheartedly, no matter how ridiculous and crazy she is, there is always someone with her.

This person will probably be on her side forever and ever.

She laughed, suddenly pulled down Ye Suiyun's neck, and kissed him in public.

The man who was still serious and frowned slightly was stunned, and the red color quickly spread to the back of his neck, ears, and cheeks.

He coughed lightly, but his mouth was full of shyness: "Princess, don't be like this." ”

"Yes! Is! Hahaha......"

Shangguan Kite didn't sleep all night, cried once, hated once, relieved once, and laughed again.

Miraculously, I didn't feel tired.

When she received the official order to supervise the country, Shangguan Kite had no sorrow or joy, and what to do after receiving the holy decree was still as usual.

Gradually, as Shangguan Kite became older, she couldn't hide her pregnancy anymore.

There was an uproar in the government and the opposition, but soon, under the leadership of my heart, many people felt that this was a good thing.

The emperor can no longer have children, and the only prince in Beijing is also weak, if these things are spread, I am afraid that the vassal kings will be ready to move, and Dasheng will no longer have peace.

Shangguan Kite is in charge of the country as a woman, and things are bizarre to say, but she is really the most suitable person for the royal family at present.

And she has not married so far, her child is also the child of the Shangguan family, and she is also the real phoenix grandson.

Only a child in Concubine De's belly is still uneasy, and now there is an extra heir, which is always a good thing.

Subtly, this idea is implanted in everyone's heart.

No one greeted the child with unkind eyes, but they were all full of expectations, and even once the old Shoufu joked, saying that regardless of men and women, the politics of inheriting the eldest princess is the most important thing.

Shangguan Kite is now reconciled with himself, and he doesn't care about this, and he just laughs when he hears it.

But that's just the coincidence.

Eight months later, Shangguan Kite, who was a little later pregnant, actually launched before Concubine De and led Mr. to have a baby boy.

And within a few days, Concubine De gave birth in Cining Palace with difficulty, but she gave birth to a girl.

Shangguan Kite, who heard the news, was stunned for a long time, and finally just laughed.

The world makes people, it has always been like this!

Empress Dowager Chu pinched her nose and made an edict to pass on the child Shangguan Kite to Shangguan Jin'an, but was rejected by Shangguan Kite.

After the confinement was out, she took the child to the court every day, discussed politics, and criticized the folds, and heard about the chickens and dogs in the harem and the various complaints of Cining Palace, and I just thought it was really interesting.

When the child named Shangguan Cheng was three years old, Shangguan Jin'an issued an order to make him the crown prince despite the opposition of the Empress Dowager Chu.

He is now completely ignorant of political affairs, and he plays with a few beautiful palace maids in Changle Palace every day, but his temper has become more and more moody, and corpses are carried out of Changle Palace at every turn.

And in this year, Tang Yuer couldn't stand Shangguan Jin'an's metamorphosis at all, and committed suicide by hanging a beam on a winter night.

After that, Shangguan Jin'an was more like a crazy demon, laughing during the day and crying at night, and the troublesome Empress Dowager Chu finally gave up her mind of persuading him to go to court.

Concubine De took the eldest princess back to her palace, and soon the queen mother was in charge and crowned the queen.

Shangguan Yuan looked coldly at Empress Dowager Chu's entanglement.

The princess who came out and belongs to Shangguan Jin'an, but she, the princess's grandson, should choose which one to be the prince?

The Empress Dowager Chu was entangled for sixteen years, and Shangguan Kite was also in charge of the country for sixteen years.

She did not hang the curtain to listen to the government, but wore the dress of the eldest princess every day, sat on the chair under the dragon chair generously, sat in the front position of the ministers, and was in charge of Dasheng for nearly 20 years as a princess.

Historical records: Dasheng has the eldest princess kite, who has been in charge of the country for 18 years, and has created a prosperous era of Wenjing; He never married in his life, and gave birth to Emperor Wenxuan. Later generations called him the uncrowned emperor.

Wild history records: Dasheng eldest princess Shangguan Kite, face like a yaksha, sound like a bell, even if he holds power, no man dares to marry, only at that time the great eunuch Ye Suiyun heartily followed a person, everyone in Beijing knows, the relationship between the two is unusual, and even guessed that Shangguan Cheng's biological father is the fake eunuch Ye Suiyun.

If Shangguan Kite saw this, he would probably only laugh out loud, and then do what he had to do.

She has hated pain, been confused, and even doubted life.

But she eventually reconciled with herself.

She accepted the fact that her mother didn't love her enough, accepted that she was a woman, and accepted that it was difficult for a woman to be emperor, but in the end she finally did what she originally wanted.

The country and the people are safe, the people are at ease, God blesses the prosperity, and it is thriving.

Have a clear conscience and let future generations comment.

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(Postscript: In today's TV dramas or literary works, patriarchy is a constant topic.) Some are too tragic, some are too biased, but I think that the easiest to be ignored and the most common is that the mother says she loves you, but she is partial.

This kind of partiality may not even be noticed by the mother herself, and when she says "girls are good", "I didn't expect my daughter to be so good in mathematics", and "I am the same to you as I am to your brother", she never felt that this was a kind of partiality.

As a woman, it takes a long, long time to realize this, and then to accept it, and then reconcile with yourself, and admit that I am a woman, and I am different from men, so what?

Those restrictions and rules are imposed on us by society and history, but they do not have to exist, and I wish all readers to reconcile with themselves, be happy, and be happy.

Love you guys. ）