Chapter Seventy-Five: Preparing to Leave
"Chen Bin, I'll send you back to the palace first, and we'll talk slowly on the way, what's going on? Didn't you say you were going to pick her up in the palace this morning? ”
"Entering the palace, heh, she didn't want to, she didn't think about entering the palace at all, she begged me to let her go, it was fine, but she insisted on kneeling in front of me and forcing me to let go. I was carried away by anger for a while, and I made such an unforgivable mistake, she was so harmed by me that she couldn't have children, I really deserve to die! ”
"Chen Bin, Li Wan only said that she was difficult to conceive, and did not say that she couldn't have children, don't scare yourself, do you hear!"
Chen Bin sat in the carriage with his head in his hands and did not move, Chen Fei sent him to the palace, settled him down and said before leaving: "Don't think about anything, sleep well first." ”
In the past few days that Wen Yi has been recuperating in the General's Mansion, Li Qian has been with her every day, and she can't get rid of it.
"You wander around in front of me every day, I'm afraid you don't want to be lazy, and all the affairs of the General's Mansion and the Prime Minister's Mansion will be left to your mother? You're such an unfilial girl! ”
"Sister Wen, you know, I can't handle those things, it's too annoying and messy, it's better to be here with you." Li Qian said with a big head.
"You, it's Brother Chen Fei who loses, how can others stand you!"
Li Qian listened and deliberately retorted: "What about Brother Chen Bin? It's not that you love you and love to die and live! After finishing speaking, he pretended to be talkative and glanced up at Wen Yi.
"What? Dare to say it, but don't dare to face it? Which side the hell are you from? ”
"Sister Wen, don't you like Brother Chen Bin? He likes you so much, why don't you promise him? ”
"Li Qian, my situation with him and you is still different, silly girl, you can't eat it if you like it, which emperor have you ever seen with only one woman next to him? I don't like to share a husband with others, and now I can't have children, people's hearts are fickle.
Now I can still separate, if I have a name after entering the palace, Li Qian, I will never have the opportunity to leave the palace again in my life. How long does a man's favor last? Every year, a large number of show girls enter the palace, what should I do? When I add another childless and childless daughter, how miserable my life will be need to be said?
Now he just can't accept it for a while, when a newcomer enters the palace, after a long time, he will forget that there is such a person as me, you don't have to worry, it will be fine. ”
"Sister Wen, then you have to tell me wherever you go in the future, and you are not allowed to cut off contact with me."
"Good!"
Chen Bin was busy for a few days, hiding for a few days, and finally mustered up the courage to come over to see her, Wen Yi saw him standing at the door, and said with a smile: "Come in and sit?" ”
"Good!" As soon as Chen Bin opened his mouth, he found that his voice was hoarse, and he suddenly remembered that he hadn't spoken for a long time.
Wen Yi wanted to ask him how he was thinking about it, but seeing that he was so haggard, he couldn't bear to ask as soon as they met, so he sat there quietly waiting for him to speak first.
"How's your recovery? Is there anything else you feel uncomfortable with? ”
"No, I'm fine."
Chen Bin hadn't slept for two days, he knew that his face was not good-looking, but Wen Yi didn't even want to say hello as if he couldn't see it, he tried to blink away the tears in his eyes and said, "That's good!" ”
"What did you think about what I said earlier? I know you're busy, otherwise it's the same if you hand it over to Brother Chen Feige, I didn't mean to urge you, but it's not good to live in the General's Mansion all the time. ”
"Wenyi, you, where are you going to go in the future?" Chen Bin actually wanted to ask: Do you have to leave? Isn't it okay to stay in Lingcheng? But the damage had been done, and he was no longer in a position to speak.
"I don't know, walk around, and then choose a city to live in for the rest of my life."
Chen Bin clenched his fists hard to restrain his emotions, trying not to embarrass her, and replied: "Okay, I will deal with it as soon as possible, you raise it here first, I have already told Li Qing, you don't have to be burdened." ”
Wen Yi looked up at him suddenly, the last time she wanted to leave, Chen Bin didn't let go, she kept vague, she didn't expect it to be so simple this time, she couldn't help but worry, I don't know what he thought.
Chen Bin looked at her, this was the first time they had looked at each other since they entered the door, and after understanding her worries, he tried to smile and said, "What? Did you think I'd get entangled? I wanted to, too, but I didn't dare, and I didn't qualify.
Wen Yi, when I was very young, I was named the prince's companion, and we discussed government affairs together every day, and I was very happy for a while, but it was not long before I realized that I was a proton used by the emperor to contain my father, and I was no longer happy.
Later, my father took me back to the border pass, and when I went to the battlefield for the first time, my legs were weak, and I didn't dare to tell others, for fear that people would laugh at me for being useless. In order to train myself, I practiced martial arts during the day and read military books at night, thinking that despite the hard work, I might be very happy to fight side by side with my father, but later, my father died in battle, leaving me alone to guard the border.
I withstood the pressure, tried my best every time I went to the battlefield, and the methods became more and more ruthless, because I knew that if I was defeated, my mother and Chen Ping would no longer have anything to rely on. Just as I was getting better, the emperor issued an urgent edict, and I was exiled from my house.
Wen Yi, look, is this God deliberately trying to embarrass me? It always gives me a heavy blow when I'm satisfied, and I can't get up.
I met you in Weimo, I know you don't like me, you can always stay out of things when you're with me, I think it's okay, didn't you say it before? A man must eat a peck of salt with his friend before he knows him!
Later, there were more and more things, and the relationship between me and you became better and better, until we had sex with each other, my heart was much more steady, my mother said that women regard chastity as life, and I thought that since you are willing to give me your most precious things, you love me, but I forgot that you are not from here, and chastity may not be so important to you.
Do you know? Every day with you, I am afraid, I am afraid that God will take away my last warmth, Li Wan's words that day made me suddenly understand, it turned out that the trial waiting for me was at that moment, this is my fate, I can't escape, I can't hide.
It's just that I've suffered you, and I'm hurt so much, it's not good for me, I can't see clearly and don't accept my fate, I'm sorry to hurt others.
I will arrange for you to die of illness, so that you can live a good life without worries, if you need it in the future, just go to Chen Fei, he will try his best to help you, don't support yourself in everything. ”
Wen Yi had already burst into tears, raised his hand to wipe his eyes, and said with a smile: "Okay, I'm a timid person, and I'm going to trouble Brother Chen Fei when the time comes." Chen Bin, pick a good girl to live well, time is the medicine that heals everything.
You are now the emperor, and the heavens will descend on the people, and you must first suffer their minds, strain their muscles and bones, starve their bodies and skins, empty their bodies, and act chaotically.
God has given you the best! ”
Chen Bin shook his head and said, "Wen Yi, you don't understand, it's not like this." ”
"When you think about it later, you will understand now, Chen Bin, you want to be a Mingjun."
"Good! Wen Yi, can you give me your dagger? I declare you dead with it for burial. ”
"Isn't it okay to use something else?" Wen Yi really didn't want to waste that dagger, it was a good thing that couldn't be made in this era.
Chen Bin shook his head and said, "But it's the only thing that belongs to you, isn't it?" ”
Wen Yi understood, what he wanted was an item from another world, gritted his teeth, handed it over and said, "Now, here you go!" "Money is something outside of the body, so give it to him if he wants.
Chen Bin remembered that she didn't like her touch, so he carefully avoided her fingertips and said, "Then you will be so self-reliant, and you will leave on your own after you die of illness as the queen, what do you see?" ”
"The Queen?"
"Well, that's not okay either?"
"No, won't your future wife and children be affected by their position?"
"No problem!" Chen Bin turned to leave, his future? What will he have in the future?
Wen Yi looked at Chen Bin's slowly departing back, and silently thought in his heart: I'm sorry, forgive me for being cowardly, I don't dare to bet.
She looked at Chen Bin's tired face but couldn't care more, and looked at him with hope in her eyes but could only turn a blind eye. Chen Bin, do you know that I like you, I like you very much, but I don't dare, I'm sorry.
The old lady and Chen Ping arrived half a month after Chen Bin ascended the throne, and the palace specially set up a banquet to celebrate them.
In the afternoon, Li Qian came to Wen Yi and said, "There is a banquet in the palace tonight, will you go with me to play?" ”
"No, there are a lot of people in the palace who know me, don't make any extraneous branches at this time, it's better for me to stay in the General's Mansion, you can go."
"You're not afraid of being bored? Sister Wen, you haven't been out to play for a long time, go, with Brother Chen Bin here, who dares to talk nonsense? ”
"You, he is now the emperor, and his every move is much concerned, how can he speak and do whatever he wants? It's okay for me, there are still a few days left or right, the Queen Mother has returned to the palace, it is estimated that the emperor will arrange my affairs soon, and when the time comes, just play wantonly, not in a hurry. ”
At the dinner, Chen Bin sat there without sorrow or joy, the Queen Mother looked distressed, and she also knew that Wen Yi had not entered the palace, and she couldn't help them about their affairs.
The eunuch guarding the door said: "General Li Qing Li of the General's Mansion has arrived!" ”
Chen Bin looked up at them suddenly, and after a careful look, he realized that she didn't come, she was so ruthless that even her mother was gone. Blinked silently from the moisture in his eyes, took a sip of his wine glass with trembling hands.
Seeing him like this, the Queen Mother persuaded: "Your Majesty, the night is heavy and drinking hurts, so it's better to drink less." ”
"What my mother said is that this wine is extremely spicy, and you really have to drink less!"
Chen Fei tasted the incomparably sweet wine in his mouth, looked at the people in the General's Mansion, sighed and thought: Isn't it spicy and exciting, otherwise why would your eyes be red?