Chapter 265: Guilt ≠ Wrong

The eyes flashed with light, and Rika was subconsciously looking forward to it, the person in front of him who seemed to know everything, could he bring something?!

Lu Mingfei frowned slightly, he didn't know the whole picture, he naturally couldn't understand the sudden change of the eyes of the person in front of him, and it was difficult to fully understand the complexities contained in that question.

Red Word can't describe much information other than the crime, everything can only be speculated by Lu Mingfei himself, so he naturally can't understand the specific life of the girl.

He only knows, he only knows, and he only pays attention to everything in his mind.

On the spring mud, the vehicle of a family of three on an outing was melodiously playing music, but it exploded in the next second, and there was not even a scream, only the flames were burning, and the black smoke was extremely pungent.

In the summer cicada, the brother and sister are grabbing watermelons in the courtyard, and the sound of gunfire destroys the peace. The exploding skull spread out a bloody mist, fishy, and scorching.

In autumn, the sisters who step on the ginkgo smile like silver bells. In the next second, the poisoned girl was still smiling, but her face was bruised and lifeless, like a horror doll.

In the winter snow, a family of four who slept together was cut off in their sleep, and indescribable clusters flowed out, and the blood flowed harshly.

Dozens of different bloody images are still flashing in my mind, as if someone has forced all the horror movies in the world into my head.

The vigorous force of the brain almost burst Lu Mingfei's brain, and it was still playing in an uncontrolled loop!

All kinds of negative emotions swelled, like muddy water mixed with foul smell constantly dripping into the clear lake, stirring Lu Mingfei's heart lake desperately to maintain calm.

The irritability that was almost overflowing was tingling in the brain, and the pores on the whole body seemed to be sealed, getting more and more blocked.

And in the face of this source that made him extremely uncomfortable, Lu Ming naturally did not have a good face.

There's nothing to say, he just wants to get to an end now!

"I guess I'm asking you a question, right?"

Lu Mingfei frowned and emphasized again, his hands unconsciously forced, and the two circles of Hao wrist clicked.

The hairpin went a little deeper like a threat, and more blood flowed out,

"Don't talk useless nonsense!"

"Answer me!"

The questioning and reprimand mercilessly froze the glimmer of hope in the eyes of Hayami Riyi into ice, and when the wind blew, it shattered into black ballast, pierced into the frozen heart, and flowed out of dark gray disappointment.

The thin anger mixed with the displeasing words shattered the divinity that she saw in that moment that could bring salvation, and the gods collapsed—a huge gap rose in the bottom of her heart.

In the face of the disgust and malice that could not be hidden in the words, she couldn't help but completely tear apart the identity of the "ninja" that remained in her heart.

It shouldn't be like this, sin, name, age, birthday, a character who knows all of her shouldn't be like this.

He should be more decisive, and after the crime, send her life to hell with a knife, and attach a karmic fire that will never be extinguished!

Or more magnificently, to point out the direction of salvation to the lost, even if the end of the path is also death, even false compassion is enough.

He should not be like this, powerful and useless, with worldly disgust, with his own anger, stabbing a wound that is innocuous and scarred at most.

The precarious inner hourglass, the outer wall was broken, and the sand inside completely flowed out, and Hayami Rika grinned rebelliously in the bottom of her heart for the first time, facing her own unrivaled existence.

"In what capacity are you questioning me?" Rika Hayami actually asked rhetorically, not caring at all whether the sharp weapon on her neck would go deep, "The deceased?" Or the family of the deceased? ”

Seeing Lu Mingfei's slightly stagnant chest, her eyes narrowed slightly,

"Aren't they?"

"So you're law enforcement? Is it an all-knowing and all-powerful god? Or is it a demon who sees unevenness on the road? “

"Or,"

Morning saw Rii murmuring, the voice was a little small,

"An irrelevant passerby?"

Facing a sinner, emotions, responsibility, judgment, punishment. , which identity card he draws out is extremely important.

"What does it have to do with you?" The girl's faintly prickly rhetorical question was uncomfortable, and Lu Ming responded coldly as a matter of course, with a disgusted tone,

"Why should I answer you, an executioner who has at least seventy lives on his hands?"

The blade went a little deeper again, and he asked in displeasure, just wanting to get an answer right away and put an end to it all,

"To answer my question, I don't have much time to waste on you!"

It's a waste of time, huh?

The delicate body couldn't help but be shocked.

She suddenly felt that she was cheaper than prostitutes, and at least they would not get any time-wasting evaluation by virtue of their appearance and flattery.

"I see!" Hayami Riyi couldn't find the disappeared hostage "Lu Mingfei" anywhere, and suddenly sneered, "Are you here to save the two kidnapped children?" ”

"So you're law enforcement?" She tilted her head and looked up and down the person in front of her, her eyes drooping slightly, and her voice was indescribably complicated, "Then you should at least treat the captives preferentially, right?" ”

"Would you like to consider putting me down so we can have a good talk?"

Lu Mingfei only felt inexplicable, and couldn't help but ask in a cold voice, "Are you sick?" ”

"Do you have any medicine?" The girl was not afraid at all, pouting sarcastically.

Lu Mingfei's movements froze, but she didn't expect her to give him this set in this situation.

Angry and emphasized, the mask was facing the struggling night god, and Lu Mingfei's tone was slightly tyrannical,

"Don't fix all those who don't have it, answer my question just now, or I can make you more uncomfortable than death!"

"You know his past, too?"

Earlier, Riyi followed Lu Mingfei's movements and turned her neck lightly, and quickly swept back, and she guessed a lot in an instant.

"Yes! Not to kill people directly, but to put on that kind of torture posture. His limbs were broken, and the knife seemed to be poisoned."

"I see, you are punishing him for the sins he committed before? You're not a serious law enforcement person. ”

A flash of realization flashed in her eyes, and she stared at the glimmer of hope on her mask, and the hope in her heart was rekindled.

Once again, there is an unknown change in mood.

Earlier, Riyi's question again was very serious, where was there the slightest look of "little cold girl".

"From what angle are you punishing him? Avenger? ”

"Or stand on the commanding heights of morality and justice? Standing on the side of the judgment on high? ”

"Or," Rika Hayami asked, "just a person venting her anger." ”

A series of questions took effect at this moment, and the blow to the heart of the question completely interrupted Lu Mingfei's thoughts.

Because since receiving the task of "Crime and Punishment", this is also a question he is thinking about, but he has been put aside for the time being, until this moment, it is brought up again.

yes, what angle is he standing at? From what angle?

It seems that there is no angle, he just accidentally relied on Red Word's ability to know the sins of others, and then unconsciously made the most instinctive reaction.

But Lu Mingfei himself knows that even if the law cannot uphold justice, the jealousy and hatred that is almost lynching is essentially only comforting and satisfying himself, and there is no other substantive meaning other than that.

This is also no matter how angry Lu Mingfei is, he refrains himself from taking the last step "Kill!" Because he doesn't think that's the answer.

This topic of crime and punishment, a hundred years ago and a thousand years later, will always be divided into different words, how difficult it is to stand in line, and how can he find the best solution in a short time.

Confusion and irritability are mixed, words are stiffened, and unhappiness and anger surround them, locking up the ability to think.

Lu Mingfei, who couldn't answer, couldn't help but fall into a moment of distraction, but only listened to the girl's words coming one after another like cannons.

"You don't even think you know? Forget it," she murmured to herself, looking at the struggling night god Shuki,

"Now, can I ask you a question else?"

Don't wait for Lu Mingfei to react, Morning Seeing Riyi has been completely immersed in her own world,

"You say, if that criminal over there dies, do you think it was the knife that killed him, or did you set up the mechanism?"

"That's not right! Wrong! That's not what I want to ask, in your eyes he might be damned, the kind that is happy to die. ”

The girl shook her head.

"Then let me put it another way, if an innocent person dies, people will blame the knife that stabbed him to death?"

Earlier, Riyi looked directly at Lu Mingfei, crooked his hair and asked,

"Still a man with a knife."

Naturally, it is a man with a knife.

With the answer in his heart, Lu Mingfei was silent, he vaguely guessed what the person in front of him wanted to say.

"I'm just a knife." Rika Hayami used a declarative tone to express the thoughts that had been instilled since childhood, but there was an imperceptible depression hidden in her voice,

"You ask why a knife is crying, and what answer can you ask?"

"She doesn't even remember herself!"

Ignoring Lu Mingfei, who was silent, the girl continued to speak.

Under the various stimuli brought by Lu Mingfei's silence, the "ninja" has long been completely degraded, so it is inevitable that the words will inevitably carry different emotions.

"Can you go back to that question? Are all beings equal in your organization, or in your eyes? "Persistent doubts!

Lu Mingfei, who has limited information, can't understand it, the words and deeds of the person in front of him from just now are really inexplicable!

One moment questioned him, the next he seemed to be defending himself, and the next he turned to this place.

What kind of stimulation did it take to turn the world upside down like it is now, it's really confusing!

What the hell is she trying to do?!

Claim innocence? Whitewash yourself?

"If it's equal, why did you only save the two people who were tied up today?" I only heard Ri Yi ask in a deep voice.

"Other girls are happy to go to school, worried about whether they can finish their homework on time, and I'm struggling with ninja training and whether I will survive tomorrow.

"Where are you?"

"The other girls were joking and trying on one beautiful dress after another, when I was ordered to kill, bled and broke my bones.

"Where are you?"

"You didn't show up when I was most eager for hope, could it be that you are standing here now and saying 'waste of time' to me?"

The gradually increasing resentment, which was enough to reflect the words of the past, allowed Lu Mingfei to continue the bloody picture in his mind.

Unconsciously speculated, Lu Mingfei was a little aware - she really regarded him as a god or a demon to some extent, and had some inexplicable thoughts.

"If it's not equality, who are you to ask me some inexplicable questions here?!! And what reason do I have to answer you! The sudden aggravated tone may hide unjustified anger, and the girl who calls herself "Knife" speaks sharply!

"You're asking! You're angry! But why are you still holding back your anger? ”

Earlier, Riyi stared straight at the line of rat eyes, her gaze seemed to penetrate the mask, and she confronted Lu Mingfei face to face.

"If you think I'm guilty, just kill me, huh? What else is there to ink on? ”

"Come on!" She leaned forward, the iron hairpin went deeper, and the blood was gushing, "Kill me!" ”

"Do you think," Lu Mingfei pursed his lips slightly, "I don't dare?" ”

The mouth is full of murderous intent, but the cold stab does not score half a point.

"What?" Morning saw Riyi smile wistfully, obviously life is in the hands of others, but she is more like a person who has the initiative.

Straighten your neck lightly and let the hairpin continue to go deeper.

The eyes are full of indescribable brittle light, but the words spit out by the purple lips are not,

"Then you think,"

"Am I still afraid of death?"

How can a person who is not afraid of death really care if others have their lives in their hands?

"I just don't get it."

She shook her head slightly, and the short hair on her shoulders swayed lightly, as if she was no different from the girl who couldn't answer the teacher's questions in class and shook her head in a muffled voice.

"I don't understand why you showed up at this time, and not earlier!"

"I don't understand!" She deservedly looked at Lu Mingfei,

"What are you asking at a knife on a shelf? What are you venting about? ”

The past that can't be chosen, the life that hasn't been saved, the sealed and all emotions stuffed into a box on the verge of shattering, is this such a person?

Lu Mingfei's eyes were enlightened, and he gradually realized the life of the person in front of him.

He understood those tears.

Her emotions, he gradually touched.

But

"To kill someone is to kill someone."

A little after the iron hairpin in his hand, Lu Mingfei explained softly,

"You are more clever than anyone else, you obviously have your own thoughts, but you have to compare yourself to a knife without thoughts?"

"Do you think that by blaming all the faults on other people, you don't have a little sin in yourself?"

"Or do you think I'll let you go out of pity?"

"If you really sell badly because of this, because of this bluff, then you miscalculated in the first place." Lu Mingfei said coldly, "Don't worry, I have no intention of killing you from beginning to end." ”

"Killing you will only dirty my hands." He silently added a sentence, but he didn't know that this sentence completely crushed the frozen heart.

The cold and hard emphasis on the upper load, the malicious suspicion fired the firing pin, and the consequential bullet hit the center of the eyebrows, but the blooming blood was so cold that it stiffened the thin chest that was constantly undulating.

He was so attached to her sin that he could not find a solution.

For a long time, silent,

Earlier, Riyi suddenly lowered her head, and watched as the flowing red on the iron hairpin dyed Lu Mingfei's leather gloves black, but she couldn't soak in the slightest temperature.

"I never said I was innocent! I don't need your mercy at all! Eye-hugging seemed to shake the color of red wine, and her voice was cold and angry, "Even if you are really a god in the sky!" It's a demon from hell! ”

"I've killed people! Killed many, many people! ”

She couldn't help but grit her teeth, and her chest rose and fell again, with a greater amplitude than before,

"But if I had a choice, do you think I would choose such a life?"

More precarious than a beggar, cheaper and lower than a prostitute, who would want to?!

"I just want to live!"

Uncontrollable, Riyi's vision gradually dimmed, and the unwillingness of a lifetime erupted in the next question,

"You tell me, what's wrong with wanting to live!"

If you don't pass the training desperately, then 9 out of 10, 99 out of 10, 999 out of 1,000 will be eliminated! That's her!

If she didn't get out of the isolated island, was pierced through the chest by a bone blade, was "counter-killed" in the trap of catching beasts, and was pushed into the deep sea like a piece of meat garbage, she was the one who was her!

If she didn't complete the task, she was strangled to death, strangled to death, and her head was shot by bullets!

"You can live in the light," Morning saw that the light in Liyi's eyes was flickering, and the words were like pearls,

"But don't let that mean,"

"The world is bright!"

Shui Yi accompanied the unclear emotions in her heart, and the eyes of Rika had accumulated the warm rain after many years, she didn't know, that kind of emotion was called grievance!

Along the way, if there is a slight mistake, she will die!

"If you were me, you wouldn't be standing here!"

"I, I." Uncontrollably, she suddenly choked up.

The pinched hands writhed and struggled, but she didn't want to break free, she just wanted to wipe off the dazzling water in her eyes, it was too useless!

"I'm standing here, it's rare too, okay?"

"It's not easy for me to live until now, right?"

"What you said, what you just said! You say I'm seventeen, don't you? I'm only seventeen! Rika Hayami yelled at the dazed Lu Mingfei, "At the beginning, what was the difference between me and the two children who were kidnapped today?" ”

"I want to be a normal girl, too! I want to go to school normally! Normal graduation! Dating! In love! Job! Tie the knot! ”

"I also want to be spoiled by my father for no reason, and I want to be scolded by my mother with a smile!"

"I also want to be called up by my brother who rubs his head and says, 'Let me sleep a little longer.'"

"I also want to be disgusted by my sister who may be in bed and jump on my body! muttered in a low voice, 'Sister is lazy, get up, get up!' ’”

"It's just that little bit of pain, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid"

The voice is getting smaller and smaller, but the longing is getting louder and louder, and the two are staggered and choked,

Choked.

"I also want to go on a spring outing with my parents, I want to eat watermelon with my brother to relieve the heat, I want to accompany my sister to step on the leaves on the ground, and I want the whole family to cover the same quilt and watch the same snow."

"Even if I die tomorrow, I want to celebrate my birthday once."

"But can I? I can't! "I saw that Liyi looked at Lu Mingfei, hoarse,

"My name, my age, the crimes I committed, even my birthday! You know so much, why don't you know that I don't have a choice at all! ”

"Anything to kill me will dirty your hands, why does it seem like I'm wrong!"

She has killed a lot of people, she is a knife, she is an executioner.

She's guilty! It's damned! Deserve to go to hell! Roll the oil pan!

She can confess sin!

But did she really do something wrong?

Lu Ming can be obsessed with seeing Riyi's unresolved sin early.

But even if God is really here, it can't be said that she wants to live, and she is wrong!

She doesn't admit it!

(End of chapter)