Zhong Yu didn't have much energy for several days.

The death of Youlai's daughter-in-law had too much impact on her.

She even began to wonder what the meaning of a woman's life really was.

Childbearing is a unique ability given to women, but they cannot select the gender of their children according to their wishes.

Of course, the children she gave birth to are all loved, but the husband's family will treat them differently because of the gender of the children, she doesn't understand what to say?

There are too many women like her mother who revolve around their children all their lives, they are held up to the altar, and they are full of praise of maternal love.

But is this the meaning of women's existence? Who doesn't have one life? Is it only meaningful to give?

The pessimistic and negative Zhong Yu looked a little scary, and everyone subconsciously didn't dare to provoke her when they met her in the hospital.

Even the most active head nurse Zhang didn't dare to come to her, and when she saw her coming, she quickly hid away, if there was any work problem, she would rather run a few more steps to find Director Tang.

Although Tang Jiaren is not an all-round supervisor, he also knows a little about psychological counseling.

He didn't ask around, so he called Zhong Yu directly to the office when he had time.

As soon as Zhong Yu entered the office, she sat lazily in her chair, and the expression on her face had a hint of world-weariness.

When I first arrived at the hospital, I was not very familiar with Director Tang, and I was quite polite and polite when I spoke and did things.

Now I don't see you when I look up every day, I spend more time with my family than I do with my family, and I talk more casually.

Tang Jiaren put his teacup on the table, and asked while unbuttoning the cufflinks:

"Have you taken the wrong medicine lately? How can I see that everyone looks unhappy, the expression on this face is resentful, is there something wrong at home? ”

Zhong Yu changed his comfortable posture and leaned on the back of the chair, playing with his fingers boredly, and said casually:

"I'm alone in my house, what can happen."

Tang Jiaren continued to ask suspiciously: "Then you have a partner?" Is this a bit of an emotional injury? ”

Zhong Yu looked at him with disgust, "In your eyes, I'm just such a big pattern?" ”

Tang Jiaren laughed dryly, he was a little weak by Zhong Yu's gloomy eyes.

"Okay, okay, you can give me a little face as a director, tell me what's going on with you, and do you think it's appropriate to bring this state to work recently?"

Zhong Yu shrugged indifferently, "I didn't make a mistake anyway, and I didn't delay the patient's condition, so I can't have personal emotions at work?" I didn't take my breath out of the patient. ”

Tang Jiaren couldn't put the director's money in front of Zhong Yu, so he had to soften his tone and whisper softly as if coaxing his daughter:

"It's not right for you to think so, first of all, you have to understand your status in the hospital, you are the backbone of our hospital, you have to have higher requirements for yourself, besides, if something happens under my nose, guess what the dean will do to me."

Zhong Yu was pleased by his deliberately exaggerated demeanor, and she held her chin and asked cooperatively:

"What will happen to you?"

Tang Jiaren saw that she still had the heart to cooperate and laugh, so he knew that the problem was not a big problem, and continued to pretend:

"Of course, all the ratings are canceled, and all the bonuses are gone, so it's miserable!"

Zhong Yu rolled his eyes, "Director Tang still lacks that little money?" ”

Tang Jiaren nodded again and again, "What I lack, I still have to save a dowry for my daughter to go to college." ”

Seeing that she was still unmoved, Tang Jiaren had to use a killer move.

"If you don't want to tell me, then I'll have to find the dean, let the old man talk to you, he may not be able to dismiss you, but he will definitely be able to nag you to death."

Zhong Yu was completely broken by his sentence, and compromised with a smile:

"Okay, I'll tell you all, I'm actually in a dead end, and I think it's really boring for women to live."

Tang Jiaren was shocked, and couldn't control the volume and said:

"It's boring to be alive? You are so good and powerful, you live better than most women, and you are even called the elite of the industry, how can you think so negatively? ”

Zhong Yu smiled bitterly, when it came to this, she had nothing to hide, and happily told everything she had encountered.

Tang Jiaren couldn't come back to his senses for a long time after listening to it, and he said in a heavy voice:

"There is such an ignorant old lady, it is no wonder that there is almost no knowledge about obstetrics and gynecology in China, and many women still continue the concept of pregnancy and childbirth of the older generation, and they have more or less various problems left over from childbirth, all because the damage is to the private parts, so it is difficult to speak, and they can only endure it silently."

Probably because of the doctor, Tang Jiaren is more delicate than ordinary men and has a deeper view of problems.

Zhong Yu smiled bitterly when he heard this, "You are right, but it will take time to popularize knowledge, and the confusion I encountered is that I do not agree that the value of women is realized by having children, and if I can only have one survival with the child during pregnancy, I will choose myself, does this mean that I am not a good woman." ”

Tang Jiaren vetoed without hesitation, "In this era, women can have many choices, you don't need to define yourself with the label of a good woman, besides, you haven't really given birth to a child, how do you know if you will give everything for him?" ”

Zhong Yu shrugged his shoulders and continued with some confusion: "I just think that Sister-in-law Zheng's death is too wretched, too aggrieved, and too unworthy."

Tang Jiaren nodded understandingly, the two of them are both women and resonate, Zhong Yu can't rescue people back, and he blames himself deep in his heart.

It's normal for her to not be able to get out for a while, psychological growth, only experience can advance and enrich, many things can't go out of the short term, and after a long time, she will slowly let go.

Tang Jiaren is there, "Whether you believe in fate or not, everyone is going according to their own predetermined fate, and it is her fate that you can't save her, and it's not your fault." ”

Zhong Yu nodded, and the gloom on his face dissipated a little.

"Thank you Director Tang for your explanation, I feel much more comfortable."

Tang Jiaren waved his hand indifferently, "Our doctors are not immortals, they can't save their lives if they can save their lives, just do your best, according to what you said, not only is it boring for women to live, but there is no meaning in living, and the things you really do prove that you are alive, this is the meaning." ”

Although the words were tongue-twisting, Zhong Yu understood.

She stood up refreshed, raised her wrist and looked at her watch.

"I've got to remove Rarity's stitches today, you rest first, I'll get busy."

Seeing Zhong Yu devoting himself to work again, Tang Jiaren was also relieved.

Zhong Yu came out and went directly to the nurse's station to find Nurse Zhang, she still vividly remembered the cowardice of hiding from herself in the past few days, and if she didn't tease her, she was sorry for her blessed face.

And Zhang Yunfei, who had a blessed face, was gnawing on duck claws with his head down, and his chubby face was red because of the spicy and fragrant taste of duck claws.

Zhong Yu was also narrow, quietly walked to the nurse's station, and then slapped the desk.

The duck claw in Zhang Yunfei's mouth fell directly to the ground, this is the last duck claw, her old woman ran several vegetable markets to buy it in order to make this bite for her.

Seeing that her face was full of posture of wanting to pick up the duck claws and continue to gnaw, Zhong Yu couldn't help laughing.

"What's wrong~ It's just a duck claw, are you so unproductive?"

Zhang Yunfei sniffed, and said without crying:

"Why are you scaring me, a good duck claw is gone before a few bites, this is the last one......"

This little chubby face looks very good with white and red, Zhong Yu still resisted the impulse, and she said seriously:

"What time is it, I'm still eating there, wash my hands and accompany me to remove Rarity's stitches."

Nurse Zhang dared to be angry but didn't dare to speak, why did she have to make a fun of things that she could do by herself?

Whether Zhang Yunfei wants it or not, she was taken away by Zhong Yu, and although the two are a few years apart, they can play together.

When I arrived at Rarity's hospital room, I saw Tan Shijie, who hadn't shown up for a long time, and he looked a little out of energy, with a scruffy beard on his face.

Zhong Yu is an occupational disease, somewhat cleanliness, and can't see people who are too sloppy.

She didn't hide her disgust, and this expression was seen in Song Meiting's eyes.

She hurriedly stepped forward to hold Tan Shijie's arm, and said without the slightest hint of it:

"Ah Yu, our Shijie has been on a mission these days, and if you don't eat or sleep well, you'll be a little sloppy, don't dislike it."

Zhong Yu didn't want to deal with her in his heart, but he had to take care of some face, so he said nonchalantly:

"He's not one of me, I want to dislike it, I can dislike it, I need you to take care of it?"

Song Meiting is choked by her words, and Zhong Yu ignores Tan Shijie and goes straight to Rarity.

She said in a very gentle voice, "Rarity, Aunt Zhong is here to remove the stitches for you, and you can go home after removing the stitches."

Rarity slumps her little head listlessly, looking uninterested.

He whispered, "Aunt Zhong, won't I see you when I go home after I leave the hospital?"

Song Meiting probably wanted to show herself in front of Tan Shijie, and hurriedly said:

"I won't see you, Aunt Zhong is related to our family, and there will be many opportunities to eat together."

After she finished speaking, she reached out to touch Rarity, but Rarity pouted and avoided Song Meiting's touch with some unhappiness, and he looked at Zhong Yu innocently and pleaded weakly:

"Aunt Zhong, why didn't you marry your father, if you have to have a new mother, I hope that person is you."

He said it sincerely and looked forward to it, but just such a childish remark made Song Meiting's nose crooked.

Tan Shijie also lowered her head in embarrassment, only Zhong Yu was the most calm, and she touched Rarity's hair with loving eyes.

"Because Aunt Zhong doesn't like your father, she can't marry him, and Rarity will understand if she's so smart."

Rarity looks at his dad in disgust, as if she is silently accusing you of uselessness!

Tan Shijie couldn't cry or laugh a little, but he blamed Dr. Zhong for being too fond of children.

The adults present didn't take this sentence too seriously, and Song Meiting put it in her heart, and tacitly accepted that her stepson was unconscious, and she would have to discipline her more in the future.

Zhong Yu calmed Rarity's emotions before starting to remove the stitches for him, she started with the chest, and when the sutures were removed, she found that the scar was somewhat noticeable, but fortunately, it was on the chest, covered by clothes, and it didn't affect anything.

Tan Shijie had also seen the surgical plan, he knew that it was not stitched by Zhong Yu, and after she got her chest right, she turned her head and looked curiously at her son's reconstructed auricle.

Because the hair next to the pinna is shaved, it looks a little eye-catching, and after Zhong Yu removed the thread, Tan Shijie was very surprised.

There is no obvious scar on the reconstructed ear, as if it was his son's own ear.

Without waiting for Zhong Yu to retreat, he couldn't wait to come forward to take a look, and as soon as the dirty head leaned over, he almost didn't smoke Zhong Yu away.

She couldn't help retching, and asked with tears in her eyes:

"Battalion Commander Tan, are all men who are soldiers so big?"

Tan Shijie scratched his head a little embarrassed, "I just want to see the healing of the wound, I was a little excited and didn't care too much, I'm really sorry." ”

Zhong Yu waved her hand generously and pulled her mask up, "If you have time, let's take a shower first." ”

Tan Shijie was not ashamed, he simply nodded, "I'll take a shower when I get home, and Rarity can go back to the hospital with discharge procedures, right?" ”

Zhong Yu nodded, and said while giving them a discharge list:

"After the operation, we should pay more attention to protecting the new auricle and bring him to the second stage of surgery in three months."

Tan Shijie took the list opened by Zhong Yu and said with a smile:

"I know, if I'm not at home for the second stage surgery, his grandparents will bring him over."

Zhong Yu doesn't care who brings Rarity over, as long as someone comes, Tan Shijie goes to the front hall to go through the discharge procedures, and Song Meiting graciously helps Rarity change clothes.

Zhong Yu took the good things and took Zhang Yunfei and was about to leave, when Song Meiting suddenly said:

"I forgot to mention just now, the old man of the Tan family arranged a dinner, saying that it was to set my marriage with Brother Shijie, because Rarity is still there, so it's a simple family celebration, you can't be absent."

Zhong Yu didn't know what she thought, and she didn't know what she wanted to do with this victorious attitude.

She said indifferently: "Since it's your family dinner, then I'd better not go, I'm an outsider after all."

Song Meiting hated her ignorance a little, and said unhappily:

"It's a good sister, what do you think if you don't go to Aunt Qin, besides, Old Man Tan has indicated that he wants to invite you over, wouldn't it be a disappointment for the old man if you don't go."

Does Old Man Tan's disappointment have anything to do with her? Zhong Yu didn't want to swear in front of the child, so he suppressed his temper and said:

"Okay, I'll go, do you have anything else to say?"

Song Meiting can see that Old Man Tan values Zhong Yu even if she is white-eyed, except for Tan Shijie in the Tan family, what she fears most is Old Man Tan, even if he is not as talkative as the old lady, but he can decide all the things in the family.

In order to live a comfortable life in the future, Song Meiting had to bow her head and beg for help.

"If you have time in the future, you can walk around with me more, and grow up together......

Zhong Yu was disgusted when he heard this, and hurriedly waved his hand, "You better stop, we haven't been together for a few years, we don't have such a deep relationship, you forgot me when you bullied me, for the sake of my mother and Congchun, I will help if you have something to help in the future, but don't mention anything to me about sisters, I'm disgusting." ”

After saying this, Zhong Yu left mercilessly, and Song Meiting looked at her back as she left, and her teeth itched.

"The dead girl was so powerful when she was a child, and she was so cunning when she grew up, it's really unlucky!"

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