"This world treats you unfairly, harming your Liu family, why do you have to fight with all your might?!"

"The world is unfair, so we need people to resist."

"But somebody will step up."

"But somebody has to step up."

"I will be defeated, why should I send to death! Can't you see the situation clearly? ”

The war horses galloped, the soldiers were killed and wounded, and the smell of blood filled the sky.

Liu was dying, he was helped off the horse, the armor on his body was removed, the underwear had already been soaked in blood, the flesh and blood were blurred, and the herbs were piled up on his wounds indiscriminately.

Through the eyes that had not yet closed, he saw in a trance that many figures were shuttling in front of him, and the voice of the old man sounded in his ears from time to time, recalling this trembling life, self-denial and etiquette, not daring to have the slightest transgression, not to talk about self-denial and etiquette.

The scene of heavy snow falling in front of me appeared, and the wine jug fell to the ground, full of the smell of wine.

I can't be exempt from vulgarity, but I'm just a villain who takes advantage of others.

No one will know that long before the first emperor gave him a marriage, in Lin Mansion, Liu Hang had already seen Su Xuan, and the girl's family had seen it a few times after swinging in the back mountain.

It is said that she and her husband did not get along well after marriage, and the rumors about her in Beijing never stopped, which should have nothing to do with her, but she couldn't help but know more things related to her.

It snowed heavily that day, she was drunk in the pavilion of Jingyuan, scolded everyone all over the place, cried and wanted to go home, and turned her head and said that she had no home.

It's probably because the palace treats her badly, so life is lonely.

He should have summoned someone to come to the palace to report and ask someone to send her back to the palace, even if he didn't, he shouldn't have stayed with her alone man and widow.

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Su Yan carried the wine jug, leaned against the railing of the pavilion, wiped away the tears on his face, and looked at the man in front of him, "Who are you?" ”

She held the flask in her arms, moved to Liu Hang, and looked at it with wide eyes.

The eyebrows and eyes are picturesque, the temperament is like jade, and it looks much better than Song Qianfan's dog thing, "Who are you Xiaolangjun, born so good-looking." ”

She looked at it seriously, Liu Xuan unconsciously took a step back, and her heart that should have been calm was faintly confused, and her throat rolled, "Madame is drunk." ”

Su Yan frowned, and stepped forward to grab the person who was leaving, "What are you running, it's not good for me, is it so unpleasant?" ”

Hearing this, Liu Hang's footsteps paused, why did she say that, is there someone who doesn't like her?

He pursed his thin lips, and when he saw that the eyes of the person in front of him were a little red, he couldn't help but feel compassion, "Madam is very good." ”

Su Yan grabbed his hand and slowly leaned towards him, his reddish eyes were seductive, and Chu Chu stared pitifully at the prey in front of him, "Then I'm so good, do you want to consider doing three for me?" ”

Liu Hang's body tensed, and his mind was a little confused at the moment, "What does Madame mean by this?" ”

He didn't understand, but his intuition wasn't what to say, but he wanted to ask.

Su Yan let go of his hand, looked up and smiled, his breath touched his throat, and the end was light, "That's it."

As soon as the words fell, she stood on tiptoe, rode the snow wind, bit the cold earlobe of Liu Han, hooked the tip of her tongue twice, and then smiled with her lips, "Kiss me." ”

Sensing Xiao Langjun's shock, Su Yan didn't care, "Anyway, I don't know you, and you don't know me, you're drunk, I'm drunk, and no one will know if you kiss twice." ”

The tight strings in Liu Han's heart suddenly cracked, like thousands of snow-capped mountains collapsing.

Reason told him that he should push the other person away and get out of here immediately.

But today's heavy snow, the chill covered everything, and swallowed up his reason.

The flask fell to the ground, the green silk was entangled, and the breath was short.

Liu Hang couldn't remember what he was thinking in his head at that time, he only remembered the warmth of his palm, the mellow aroma of wine between his lips and teeth, and he was really drunk.

But as the son of the Liu family, in the end, he couldn't support the whole family, once the traitors were corrupted, and the whole family was killed, even though the grievances were revealed, but he was the only one left.

It wasn't that he didn't want to go along.

But if you live in the world for a day, you can't refuse to shirk your responsibility.

When he left Beijing that day, Liu Miaoqing came to see him off.

"You're going. I don't know when I'll see you again. ”

Liu Miaoqing's eyes were sad mixed with a little sadness, her father had entered the palace yesterday and had not returned today. Song Qianfan is afraid that he will not easily bypass the Liu family.

It's just that, it's still different from what Liu Xuan said.

Liu Xuan thought about it, and still said, "Your Liu family is in a difficult situation, you have to be more careful in the future." ”

Liu Miaoqing's eyes were a little sour, and she didn't understand why she was like this, "I understand." ”

She didn't dare to shed tears, and she felt that she couldn't shed them at this time, but in front of her was the only friend who was still alive in the world.

"Take care."

Liu Hang turned over his horse, carried his bags and left with a few friends, he resisted the urge to look back at the imperial city.

It's been wrong once and can't be wrong again.

Liu Miaoqing watched the figures of several people leaving from a distance, and finally couldn't help crying, when they went, they were simply going to die.

But he couldn't do anything, his father was trapped in the palace, and he didn't even have a second choice compared to Liu Hang.

Liu Hang also knew in his heart that he would never return if he went.

People who have something on their backs can still take care of life and death, but what else can they take care of?

can't live in this world openly, and his heart is full of unknown darkness, trapped in that imperial city.

The grievances of the Liu family have long been revealed, and now they can still be unwilling, only this troubled world remains.

The tyrant is alive, he should have picked up the pen, but the world is in chaos, wind and rain in all directions, only this pair of flesh and blood can fight, regardless of life or death, and can barely hold a halberd to defend the people.

It's just that when I really face it, I know that the battle is far more tragic than I imagined, and the victory or defeat is already decided, even if there are a few more people like myself, it is just a moth to the fire, to no avail.

Some people regret it and want to flee the army, and some feel that as long as they don't give up, there will always be a chance of life.

The people who came with him asked him if he regretted it.

I can't say the feeling, about regret, regret that I didn't enter the game earlier, regret that I was indecisive in the past, regret that I didn't enter the temple, and then I realized that only those who are in high positions can really do more for the people of the world

But I don't regret it.

But sometimes I always think that maybe the pot of wine that Jingyuan put on the table that day, before she broke in, she should taste it, so that this life is not too wrong.

Feeling the heat on his body dissipate little by little, everything in front of him gradually blurred, Liu Hang couldn't bear it anymore, and closed his heavy eyes.

"I can see the situation clearly, but there are some things that I can't care about winning or losing, only what should and shouldn't."

If there is an afterlife, I only wish to enter the temple as soon as possible, if I can solve the suffering of the people at dawn, Liu. Everything can be given up. (End of chapter)