Chapter 386: A Heroine Among Women
The wind at night was not as hot as in the daytime, and it was blowing slowly, bringing a little coolness, just like Ao Qi's mouth kept muttering.
Fortunately, everyone was screened out, Feng Yun thought.
If Ao Qi said these words in front of so many people, I was afraid that it would not end well.
"Xiao Qi, you raise your head and look at me......"
Ao Qi looked up, tears rolling in his eyes.
Feng Yun smiled slightly, those eyes that have experienced the vicissitudes of life in the two worlds seem to be able to read everything in the world. What is revealed is not the anger of being offended, nor the shyness of being confessed by a man, but the calmness after years of precipitation and ups and downs, as well as the wisdom and understanding that mature women have.
There was silence for a long time, and when Ao Qi stopped crying, she bent down and handed him a handkerchief.
"Are you feeling better?"
She spoke softly, her eyes clear.
It was like a beam of light piercing all the disguises, which made Ao Qi ashamed.
"Girl, don't you hate me, dislike me?"
Feng Yun chuckled: "No." There's nothing wrong with liking someone, I also had the anger and resentment of a girl, and I lost my temper in front of people. At that time, I liked Lang Jun, and I didn't like me, that kind of contradiction and struggle, like a shackle that I couldn't get rid of, the more I liked it, the more humble it became...... I understand, Little Seven. I understand you and will not look down on you, let alone dislike you because of it. ”
Ao Qi slowly raised his chin and looked at her in dismay.
"There's nothing to be ashamed of, and there's no shame in that."
Feng Yun's eyes were a little dazed, and he curled his lips and smiled lightly.
"That year, I was in the mossy alley of Taicheng, just like you, waiting for the third son of Xiao who was sprinkled with moonlight, to return from the horse, without his response, I just wanted to take a second look......"
The dreamlike past, now that I say it, there is no half fluctuation in my heart.
She laughed slowly, "You see, time has passed, I have grown up, and he has long been left behind by me. ”
"It's because he's stupid that he misses you." Ao Qi's throat was tight, and his voice was hoarse.
He shook his head, made himself a little sober, looked at Feng Yun for a moment, and smiled wordlessly bitterly.
"I drank too much......"
"I know." Feng Yun looked at him with a smile, "Are you feeling better now?" ”
Ao Qi nodded heavily, "Thank you." ”
"You're welcome." Feng Yun stretched out his hand and tried to help him up from sitting on the ground, his expression calm, as if nothing had happened.
"Get up, you're tired today, hurry back to the house and get some sleep. Aren't you going to take Your Majesty to catch fish tomorrow? Don't mistake the Sacred Heart. ”
Ao Qi looked at her fixedly, his body was hot.
The warm breeze of summer penetrated through the thin clothes, like ants drilling into the bottom of his heart, and the heat after drinking made him as hot as a copper furnace, and if he didn't do something, the whole person seemed to explode.
"Girl ......"
He let out a low call.
Feng Yun glanced sideways and was about to answer, when a pair of warm big hands suddenly came over and gently circled her.
In a half-squatting position, the young man came over with a faint scent of wood, instantly submerging her.
Feng Yun didn't move, his eyes crashed into a pair of dark eyes, and what he saw was haggard, painful, and dazed loss and helplessness.
"Don't move."
Ao Qi's throat was tight, and his voice was hoarse.
"I just want to hug you. Just hug it. ”
He'd wanted to do that for a long time......
I knew I shouldn't, but I still didn't control myself.
He had the courage to go out, but he did it very lightly.
The girl's delicate body finally entered her arms, and indescribable satisfaction came up, filling the long-standing longing, but he didn't make any other moves, and he couldn't even bear to exert himself.
"You hate me, blame me, I'm shameless."
Feng Yun smiled and gently pushed his arm, like an elder to an ignorant junior.
Tolerant, warm.
"Alright, let's go back to the house......"
Ao Qi looked down at her, his eyes burning like fire.
"I'll be gone the day after tomorrow, I don't know when I'll see you again, I want to talk to you......"
"Little Seven." Feng Yun became serious, "I treat you as a younger brother, so I can tolerate your presumptuousness." You must know that in my heart, you are the same as the Aoyu......"
"I'm not a cub." Ao Qi stared at her, with deep affection in his eyes.
The cub is still with him every day.
What about him?
Ao Qi closed his eyes slightly, shook his head, and hugged her tightly, as if to freeze time at this moment.
It was drunkenness that slowed down his consciousness and stopped him from moving.
He held Feng Yun in his arms, so gentle that he was like hugging a priceless treasure, and muttered so much that he didn't let go when he heard the noise outside and the footsteps getting closer and closer.
"Your uncle is here." Feng Yun said.
Ao Qi was speechless, just so tightly, tightly clasped Feng Yun, and used the boy's stubbornness and strength to the extreme.
Feng Yun couldn't help but sigh helplessly.
Footsteps are getting closer.
Pei Zhen came in alone.
He didn't speak, he looked at Ao Qi deeply, sinking like an abyss.
This glance seemed to crush Ao Qi......
The self-imprisonment brought by betrayal of morality made him powerless to fight in the end.
With a slight pull, Pei Yan let go of his hands, knelt down weakly, and bowed his head in shame.
"Uncle, I'm sorry...... I restrained, I really restrained, and I tried my best...... But I didn't make ......"
Pei Zhen's throat rolled slightly, "Raise your head and look at me." ”
Ao Qi lost his voice and hid his face.
Pei Yan accentuated his tone: "Raise your head!" ”
Ao Qi raised his head and looked at the expressionless face.
Pei Zhen: "Go on." ”
Ao Qi stared at him, and those emotions that had been suppressed for a long time were infinitely magnified in these eyes.
He was negative.
He was in pain.
He was never recovered.
Because the people he hurts are exactly the people he doesn't want to hurt the most.
"I'm guilty." Ao Qi smiled bitterly in a low voice, and dissected the greed and hatred buried in his heart in front of Pei Zhen, "In my heart, the girl is like the stars in the sky, so I can't help but look up, stop and watch, and feel her light, I know...... The stars will not belong to me, but I can't extricate myself......"
He had a drunken voice, low and sad, a pair of red eyes, and a poignant heartbreak under extreme sadness.
He didn't shed a tear.
Even though he wanted to cry bitterly.
But in front of my uncle, I can't cry.
That's weakness, which makes him look down on him, and it also makes the girl look down on it......
He preferred Pei Zhen to pull him up, beat him, beat him hard, and wake him up.
Get one's way.
Pei Yan's arm was slightly forced, and he grabbed his clothes and dragged him up.
No fists fell, only a faint sound in my ears.
"Ye Chuang, Lin Zhuo, send him back."
Ye Chuang and Lin Zhuo were waiting outside the door, and the other guards were even farther away.
The two responded and silently stepped forward to hold Ao Qi.
"Uncle......"
Ao Qi turned his head vigorously.
The indifferent gaze of Shang Pei Zhen.
"If you make any more trouble, throw it in the pond."
Ye Chuang whispered, "Huh." ”
Ao Qi smiled silently and bitterly.
Uncle didn't beat him.
At this moment, the uncle is very much like a father.
He is angry with him, complains that he is not filial, and is reluctant to really teach him and hurt him.
Such a deep love, but he failed again and again.
The corners of Ao Qi's eyes were moist.
Pei Yan didn't look at him again, silently took Feng Yun into his arms, gently tidied up her clothes, and didn't say anything or ask.
Feng Yun only smiled faintly and threw a pair of smiling eyes at him, without explanation or fear.
It's as if what he was holding Feng Yun just now didn't happen, and it wouldn't have any impact on the two of them.
The two of them were so harmonious and so tacit, when he didn't exist, just like when he heard him tell his suppressed emotions heartbreakingly, they just accompanied him silently, and by his sobs, calm as usual.
Ao Qi closed his eyes.
The girl said that one day she would grow up and forget the emotions of her youth.
He hoped that day would come soon.
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"Pei Dog."
Feng Yun looked at Pei Yan and suddenly spoke.
"Take me for a horseback ride?"
That's a terrible name.
The guards outside the door had their eyelids jumping.
Pei Yan was silent, took her hand without saying a word, and strode out of the courtyard.
Ji You took the snow out of the stable, Pei Yun hugged Feng Yun on the horse's back, jumped up again, hugged her waist, clamped the horse's back with his legs, and rode out with a "driving" sound.
At night, on the horizon of the sky, there seems to be a touch of uncontained glow, gray-brown, illuminating the outline of the distant mountains, outlining the strange shape of the golden edge for the gorgeous clouds on the horizon, which is very beautiful.
Feng Yun opened his arms in the wind, raised his chin, closed his eyes, and felt that his chest was open, and he was swept away by the haze brought by Ao Qi.
"Are you angry?" Feng Yun still asked.
Ask when no one is around.
Ask in the warm summer breeze.
Leaning on Pei Yan's chest, listening to his heartbeat asked.
"Hmm."
Pei Zhen's answer was faint, if there was nothing.
"No, you don't." The corners of Feng Yun's mouth rose and he smiled faintly, "That's your favorite nephew, how can you be angry?" If you're angry, how can you let him go? Leave me alone? ”
Pei Yan lowered his head, couldn't see her expression, snorted lowly, grabbed the thin waist and slowed down the horse, his back straightened, and his tall body completely enveloped her, showing more and more strength.
"Then I'll go back and break his leg."
Feng Yun chuckled lowly.
"Okay, so my leg is going to be broken too?"
"Fight, fight together." Pei Zhen's fingers moved, pinching the soft flesh on her waist. Feng Yun couldn't stand the itch, and struggled on horseback with a smile.
Pei Wei stabilized her figure and didn't speak for a long time.
Feng Yun turned his head and looked at him seriously.
"I'm sorry."
"Huh?" Pei Yan responded slowly, his eyes were full of tenderness, "You handle it properly, you don't need to blame yourself." ”
Feng Yun tilted his head, "Do you really think so?" ”
"Hmm."
"Open-minded as you are." Feng Yun blinked, and suddenly laughed: "But I just said I'm sorry, it's just because you are tired of suppressing bandits, and I pulled you out to walk the horse......
Pei Yan swept her with half-squinted eyes, suddenly grabbed the horse rope, hugged her and patted the horse's back hard.
"Drive-"
The horse jumped up, and Feng Yun screamed.
The long wind swept over the straight village road, blowing her hair lightly and tickling on Pei Zhen's face......
Feng Yun adapted to the speed, and soon relaxed, and the whole person was full of pride.
"It's so cool! Hurry, hurry. ”
What a person who is not afraid of death.
Pei Zhen glanced at her and rode forward.
"The lady is heroic, let's go, take you to the review team."
Reviewing the team?
Feng Yun was stunned for a moment, but he didn't hear clearly.
"What did you say?"
Pei Zhen did not answer again.
The war horse drove out of Huaxi Village at a fast speed and ran towards the official road where the unknown direction was going.
It was dark and quiet.
It was pitch black in the wilderness.
When Feng Yun saw a piece of fire again, he found that there seemed to be an army stationed in front of him.
The firelight was dotted under the night sky, people sat on the ground, and the men's hearty voices shook the sky, pushing cups and changing lamps, and laughing heroically.
Feng Yun asked, "Where is this?" ”
The sound of the wind swept over her ears, drowning out her words.
Feng Yun raised his voice and asked, "What did the king bring me here for?" ”
Pei Zhen lowered his head and said in her ear, "Hou Zhun's team is stationed here. I wanted to bring you tomorrow. Now that it's out, let's do it tonight. ”
Shen Tujiong saw Pei Jiong's horses from afar, and laughed loudly:
"The king is here."
"Oh, the princess is here too."
A crowd greeted them.
At this time, Feng Yun had already seen Hou Zhun in the crowd.
She'd seen this person.
At the banquet where Feng Jingting was inaugurated as Andu, this person sat next to Guan Ping, the general of Wanning, and was his deputy.
But other than that, the two have no intersection.
She really couldn't understand why Hou Zhun didn't surrender to the Beiyong army, but he wanted to submit to her?
"Come down."
Pei Wei turned over and dismounted, stretching out his arm towards Feng Yun.
In front of all the soldiers, Feng Yun was much more reserved, smoothing his hair slightly, and then handed his hand to Pei Zhen.
Pei Yan hugged the person down and stood up straight.
Feng Yun immediately returned to his usual dignified appearance, tidied up his clothes, and returned the salute to Shen Tujiong and the others one by one.
There was a round of greetings, and everyone laughed loudly.
"Go in and talk." Pei Yan's voice was very light, and he couldn't hear any emotion, but he was like a mountain tiger in the crowd, and as soon as his voice fell, the surroundings quieted down.
He took Feng Yun's hand and walked inside.
The crowd followed.
This is just a temporary camp after Hou Zhun went down the mountain, because it was summer, and there was no rain, so he casually found a quiet and uninhabited river beach, lit a fire to cook, and prepared to sleep on the ground.
Before they arrived, meat was roasting on the fire, wine was piled up on the river beach, and a group of people who had beaten you to death a few days ago were sitting around and talking about the road to suppressing bandits.
Feng Yun was wearing a splendid dress, but she was not embarrassed by this, and walked over to sit down on a flat stone like all the soldiers.
It's a girl from a family who keeps etiquette and knows the etiquette.
It is the heroic Princess Yonghuai again.
Hou Zhun laughed.
"The king is honest and does not deceive me, the princess is a heroic heroine, and it is worth following us."
Ao Qi: I, I cried in vain, and they ignored me after crying.
Feng Yun: Children, your uncle and I both understand.
Pei Zhen: Oh, go buy a piece of candy to eat, don't make trouble next time.
Ao Qi: Boom, I'm angry!
Chun Yuyan: Heh, don't be dissatisfied, if it were me, I would really break my leg.