Chapter 413: Confess Again
Pei Wei hugged Feng Yun and sat in the cabin, the boat was light, there was a canopy on it, a curtain cut off the world, there were lights, tables and chairs inside, and it was very clean.
There is no boatman, no attendants, Pei Zhen has to row by himself.
Feng Yun sat quietly, smiling.
The wind lamp at the stern of the ship swayed slightly, and the ship slowly went ashore.
Feng Yun vaguely saw the boatman standing on the shore, stopped to watch, and said with a smile:
"Does he recognize you?"
Pei Zhen: "I don't know. ”
"Definitely, yes. Otherwise, how can I trust the ship to you? Feng Yun smiled and glanced sideways again, and asked again, "Does the king know how to row?" ”
Pei Yan was silent.
The sound of a tiny oar entering the water slowly enters the ear.
"Where to go?" He asked after a moment.
Feng Yun was staring at the lights on the shore, and raised his head when he heard the sound, "Just take a look, don't make people wait for a long time." ”
Pei Yan was silent.
There was another unbearable silence.
Gradually, the ship moved farther away from the dock.
There were no boats and no people around.
A lone lamp is reflected in the waves, and there is a bright crescent.
Feng Yun lay on the deck and bent down.
As soon as the hand touched the water, the moon shattered.
Pei put down his paddle board, and the boat stopped.
Feng Yun: "Aren't you leaving?" ”
Pei Zhen: "Sit down." ”
The sound of the water is gone.
The water in this river is much shallower than the last time Feng Yun came, she looked at the lower water line along the bank, and just sighed, she heard Pei Yan say:
"It's raining."
Feng Yun realized the raindrops in hindsight.
She looked up, surprise in her eyes.
"It was really raining. Unfortunately, the rain was not much......"
Pei Zhen looked at her.
Her eyes were as bright as the stars and the moon.
He was silent for a moment, and then suddenly spoke: "Men seek fame and fortune for the sake of power and family inheritance...... Why is Yun Niang? ”
Feng Yun was rejoicing in a light rain during the drought year, and listened to his question coldly, stunned, and looked around.
"The king has set up the torture hall in the river?"
Pei Yan said: "Yun Niang has done too much. ”
There were so many that he couldn't see through them.
Feng Yun smiled, his tone flat.
"To survive, to live."
Pei Zhen lowered his eyes and was silent for a while.
By his side, she had an existential crisis.
"And what is the king?" Since it was the moment of confession, Feng Yun refused to suffer, and asked him after answering, "The king doesn't value power, and he doesn't seem to attach much importance to family inheritance, so why seek fame and fortune?" ”
Pei Zhen raised his eyes to look at her.
For a moment, answer slowly.
"For survival. For being alive. ”
Feng Yun was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help laughing.
"Is the king joking?"
Pei Yi was silent for a long time, looked at the crescent moon on the river, and said lightly: "I once had a nightmare, dreaming that the Great Jin Dynasty was destroyed by Xiao Cheng, and I also died tragically at his hands......"
The smile on Feng Yun's face froze.
She stared at Pei Zhen and was silent for a long time.
Pei Yan squinted at her, "Scared? ”
"It's just a nightmare." Feng Yun smiled stiffly, leaned on his shoulder, and pulled the wind on his body, "I will also have some bad dreams." Fortunately, nothing happened in the dream. ”
Pei Yan did not speak.
She asked, "You say, can people go back in time?" ”
Pei Zhen's brows furrowed, "What do you say?" ”
Feng Yun pursed her lips and smiled, "If you can go back to the past, when does the king want to go back?" ”
Pei: "I don't want to go back to the past. ”
He looked at Feng Yun quietly, and said slowly, "Stay in the moment." ”
Feng Yun hooked his lips, "It seems that the king has no regrets in this life." ”
She smiled and said wistfully, "If I could, I would like to go back to when my mother was alive......"
Pei Zhen asked, "Back then, what can you do?" ”
In fact, before today, Feng Yun had thought countless times, if this rebirth was not in Andu, but back to earlier, in Taicheng, before her mother was alive, what should she do?
She said: "Then I will definitely stop talking nonsense, telling people about the war that wiped out the army, I will keep my mouth shut, so as not to embarrass my mother because of me, and more importantly, I will quit the marriage early......"
Pei Zhen's eyes froze.
She looked depressed and sighed: "If I hadn't had a marriage contract with Xiao Sanlang, I wouldn't have been hated by Feng Ying, and I wouldn't have had so much trouble......
Pei Zhen asked, "Are you willing?" ”
"Why not?" Feng Yun raised his eyebrows and showed a secretive smile, "I've been reborn, can I still look down on him Xiao San?" I was reborn, so I naturally had to re-manage myself, give him up to Feng Ying early, and then take my mother and my mother to escape from the Feng family with our books......"
Pei Zhen: "And then? ”
Feng Yun looked at his face and thought for a while before saying, "Then I asked someone to bring you a letter to tell you not to go to Andu, and don't know a girl named Feng Twelve Niang." ”
Pei Zhen raised his eyebrows, "Why is this?" ”
Feng Yun chuckled, stared into his eyes, and said seriously word by word.
"Because once you know her, you're ruined at her hands."
Pei Yan was silent, his eyes burning.
Feng Yun didn't get his reaction, frowned, and snorted dissatisfiedly.
"What is the king doing so seriously? Isn't it funny? ”
"It's not funny." Pei Yan took her hand and held it tightly, "Yun Niang returned to that time, what she should do is to stop the war that wiped out the whole army......"
Feng Yun was stunned and laughed.
"I didn't expect the king to think so highly of me. A yellow-mouthed child, with just one mouth, can change the war? ”
Pei Zhen meant something: "You have a mother, and those books." ”
Feng Yun stared, falling into the whirlpool of memories.
What was my mother like at that time?
A female streamer, what did you stop it?
Feng Yun has actually forgotten a lot of her mother's memory, and all she can remember is some sporadic fragments.
But in her impression, her mother rarely goes out to socialize, and she doesn't have many friends......
"Nope." She shook her head and thought about the situation very seriously, "Even if I didn't know the prophet and knew that the Xie family's army would be wiped out in that war, even if I coaxed my mother to take me to the Xie Mansion and tell them about it, no one would believe it." They will only suspect that I am a demon earlier, and they will kill me and sacrifice to heaven......"
Pei Zhen asked: "So, how did you know at that time that the Xie family's army would be defeated in this battle and would be wiped out?" ”
This question has been asked by many people, but Feng Yun has never answered it positively.
Because she didn't want her mother's tragic death to become a matter of course in other people's mouths.
She's not a demon.
Of course, my mother is not.
But if she tells the truth, saying that she was just sleeping and overheard her mother mention it, and she doesn't know how to explain the logic in the middle......
Because that's going to involve, where did the mother find out?
Was there a conspiracy behind the war, or was someone orchestrated everything so that the grandmother would inadvertently know about it?
Seeing that she was silent, Pei Zhen didn't ask, just looked into her eyes and waited quietly.
After a long moment, Feng Yun spoke up.
"I'm a little vague about how to know that. At that time, I was too young to remember, maybe I heard someone in the house talk about it, or maybe it was my own whimsical and nonsense, which happened to come true? ”
Just right.
How can there be so many coincidences in the world?
Pei Yan saw her flickering gaze and nodded.
"In this way, the matter is in the Feng Mansion. At least, it has to do with the Feng Mansion. ”
Feng Yun frowned, "Why is the king so concerned about that battle?" ”
Pei Shan asked rhetorically: "Yun Niang, have you ever thought that your mother's death was killed by someone?" ”
Feng Yun's heart twitched, and her eyebrows and eyes jumped.
It's not that she didn't think about this possibility, but she never told Pei Zhen that she overheard it from her mother's mouth, but Pei Zhen made guesses and judgments.
"It's the Feng family, right?" Pei Yan suddenly leaned over, gently stroked her face, raised it, and looked at her.
"Was Feng Jingyao planning that conspiracy? It was the Feng clan of Xuzhou who caused all the soldiers of the Xie family army to die tragically on the battlefield, and there was no ...... to survive."
Feng Yun shook his head, "I don't know." ”
What she said was true.
Pei Zhen's eyes showed a hint of coldness.
"If one day, I let the Feng family pay for the blood debt, will Yun Niang hate me?"
Feng Yun looked at him in a daze.
In his eyes, there was a bright moon, and there was also her clear shadow.
At this moment, they looked at each other, only each other.
But in her heart, there was a sense of sadness for no reason.
"What is the relationship between the king and the Xie family?"
Pei Yan did not answer.
That is, he is unwilling to answer.
Feng Yun was running at high speed in his mind, and he thought about the cause and effect of many things thoroughly......
Everyone in the world says that Pei Zhen is murderous and not close to women, before Feng Jingting, it is not that no one offers beauty to please, but his house is clean, and there is not a single concubine.
Why would such a man accept Feng Jingting's "filial piety" when Andu City was broken?
Is it really because she Feng Twelve Niang is famous and has the appearance of a captivating city?
Feng Yun's back was cold for a while.
She didn't want to think about it......
The throbbing brought by Pei Zhen's back from the top of the slope to the dock just now is still there, and she would rather believe that she is unparalleled in charm, so that the God of War General is also willing to bow to her skirt......
I don't want to believe it......
At the beginning, she was actually not favored by Pei Zhen.
Even if Feng Jingting offered not her Feng Twelve Niang that day, but Feng Ying, or some other girl from the Feng family, Pei Zhen would still accept it.
"Cold?" Pernica sensed that her body was tense, hugged her over, and rubbed her shoulders.
"Let's go back."
Feng Yun raised his head, chilled his mind for a moment, and when he lowered his head to carry her into the cabin, she suddenly asked, "In the king's heart, am I still the Feng family?" Is it the one you want to pay with blood? ”
Pei Yan gently wrapped his arms around her and picked her up on the spot.
She was so light that he carried her to a sheltered cabin with little effort.
Pei Yan pulled down the curtain, pulled her awkward face, lowered his head and kissed her lip.
"You pay for it in other ways."
Feng Yun raised his head.
His breath fell on his face, bringing out an unbearable itch.
"Yun Niang, give birth to a child for me, our child."
Good night, good night......
Feng Yun: Today...... Don't say anything?
Pei Zhen: Don't talk about it, let's do it tomorrow......
Feng Yun: ??