Chapter 255: Decadence to the Deepest
(Girls' Literature)
Shuo buried Lian'er. The piece of lotus jade she formed was also buried in the tomb. After three days of keeping watch at her grave. Walked away in a daze.
The people of the Wu clan kept comforting him and said the same thing. Let him take care of himself. said that Lian'er was born. The holy daughter who is destined to defend the Wu clan. So even if it happens, don't worry too much about it.
He ignored it. Thirty jars of spirits were bought from the clan cellar. Then he returned to the thatched hut he had built with Lian'er in the Wu Clan's forest. And he heaped all the jars in the house. After drinking for a while. And he fell to the ground drunk. Until you wake up. He drank again until he fainted drunk.
Such a decadent day. He didn't know how long it had been. Day after day. Sleep. I don't know how many days I've slept in. Eat. It's just a matter of looking for something to eat. He now felt that he was no different from dead. The soul is not there. But there is nothing left of this flesh, but there is suffering.
The reason for this. It's because. He didn't know what he was supposed to do at this point. What else can be done.
His whole being fell into a kind of powerlessness. The only memories swirl in my mind every day. Memories with Lian'er. Memories with Wu Ling. Even his own memories before he ascended the throne of God. Those memories are all good. But how can this be the case now?
Just as he thought. Isn't he good to Wu Ling? He felt like he had given it almost everything. Even. A brother should give all that he should give. A brother shouldn't give it. He also gave it all.
In addition to showing her heart. Marry her back to the palace to be the emperor. What is there left to do?
But. That's to protect her. If only he had done so. I'm afraid that the people of the world will laugh at her at this time. And she will be completely branded on the imprint of history. Become the princess who seduced the royal brother after the princess of the country of disaster three hundred years ago.
Just because ...... From the beginning. They're brothers and sisters. It's a brother and sister.。。 Even if it's not biological. Wu Ling is still a princess in the eyes of the world. If they are in love, if they are a hundred years. It is to do the evil thing that disturbs the code of ethics.
How could he be willing to let her carry such a heavy obstacle?
He regretted it a little. It seems that he should not care about responsibility and the world. took her to the mountains and forests to live this life as I said before. Maybe at this time......
Maybe what's going on. The past is in the past. What is not chosen is not chosen after all. What's the use of regretting?
So many years......
He just didn't expect that Wu Ling would finally stand by the Queen Mother's side. I didn't even think about it. I have been with Wu Ling for ten years. But she was not defeated by the Queen Mother's nurturing grace for only a few years...... Even after he decided to abandon everything...... Make a clean sweep of.
Nurturing grace. Her cultivation of Wu Ling. Shuo has also investigated. That cultivates. It's almost like toying with her. Pile up all the pain and pain on her. Let her explode in silence. To trace the supreme mystical power within her.
Even so. His love and love in the past ten years. Still has not won the pain and punishment of those years.
Wu Ling...... That rigid temperament.。。 The woman who doesn't say or do anything, just silently holds everything in her belly. What can he do?
"Hehehe......" Shuo chuckled quietly. Lift the rich spirit again and pour it into your mouth. Spicy liquor. into the mouth. down the throat. With a burning stinging pain.
For many days, he only drank alcohol and did not think about food. Already wounded his internal organs. But even if it hurts. But it is far from the sting in my heart.
He was right to Wu Ling. I was disappointed.
Can it be ...... and couldn't be ruthless to deal with her.
He was once the Emperor of the Silver Eyes. The previous ruler of the country. If he returns to the palace at this time. Even Rui and the Empress Dowager refused to give up the throne. He was still able to get a group of people who had previously been loyal to him.
Whose world will belong then? Maybe.
But he couldn't bear to go back.
He's a man. In his heart, he has the city and responsibility that a man should have. He couldn't bear to push his younger brother off the throne alive. Feel the embarrassment and pain you feel in your heart. I can't bear to bring distress to Wu Ling.
Shuo leaned against the edge of the kang. Smiled bitterly. It's all in the mouth of a wine-tasting child. I was able to taste the bitterness.
Before. He is the emperor and the lord of this world. Further on. He was a disciple. It is the blood of the emperor's family.
He had never experienced such a state of rebellion. It can even be said that this life is also smooth, and even if there are any difficulties, they are solved with a palm of your hand. So for him. There may not be anything difficult in this world.
This is still ...... For the first time.
It's all because of his whole heart. It was all handed over to the woman he thought he deserved the most in his life.
But even if Wu Ling treated him like this. He still couldn't give up. Completely pulled her out of her heart.
He thought he loved Lian'er very much. There was even the idea of spending a lifetime with her. Now she's trying to protect herself. Protect the Wu clan. Completely gone. Shuo couldn't tell what it was like in his heart. I just think. Except for the bitterness. There was nothing else at all.
What if Wu Ling completely disappeared like Lian'er at this time?
Just think about it. There was a sneer on the end of his nose. Look up. A few more sips of strong liquor were poured down. Causes a convulsive pain.
At this time, he laughed at himself in his heart. How can I be so cheap? Even today, I still miss her in my heart. even compared her to the person he loved.
She doesn't care about herself. If there is. How could he be willing to destroy the entire Wu clan because of him alone. If there is. How could you be ruthless when you went south with yourself to patrol? If there is. How could he obey the name of the Queen Mother. Killed his father, the imperial concubine. If there is. When he was about to ascend the throne. He will not stand in the way. Kill the Chancellor. Harm loyalty......
He always thought he was a gentle and open-minded person. In fact. He also had moments of powerlessness. I just don't want to show it.
Wu Ling to him. I can't tell you what kind of mood it is. Wu Ling has a stubborn personality. He was right to Wu Ling. In fact, in many cases, it is distressing. I feel sorry for her stubborn nature. I feel sorry for everything she has endured.
Thinking about it, thinking about it, I don't think about it anymore. It's useless to think about it now. I want more. I can't suppress the anger in my heart. Let yourself become more and more like a trapped beast. Even roaring won't help.
He also believes. Lian'er won't just die like this. Aren't Lian'er and Wu Ling the same? It's all the kind of alien who is like a god...... Has the appearance of a human being. There is another kind of power in the body.
He felt like his whole heart was in a mess. He didn't know what was going on with him. So I can't just think about it. It can only be like this every day. Use alcohol to numb yourself. Trying to forget everything. You can even forget who you are.
In fact. The reason for this. Let's start with the Queen Mother.
She encouraged Rui. Yao Rui launched a stalking offensive against Wu Ling. And teach Rui how to do it step by step. How to get to grips with it.
Rui's attitude towards her is also suspicious. But. In some cases. What the Queen Mother said also poked Rui's heart. He gradually felt that there might be some truth in what she said. Seems so. Use at your discretion.
You are in half a month. The number of times Rui went to see Wu Ling greatly increased.
Wu Ling seems to be deliberately avoiding him. Don't go back to Weiyang Palace at all. but the day is in the hall of the stars.
"She doesn't come back. You ordered her to come back. Trap her in the palace. In the palm of your hand. ”
This is the Queen Mother's advice to Rui. Think twice. Agreed.
Wu Ling was recalled to Weiyang Palace by this order. But although Rui is under house arrest, she doesn't come forward much.
He has his own ideas. He felt that with his understanding of Wu Ling, Wu Ling would definitely not like this. So he decided. Or take Wu Ling and slow down again. After some time, I will follow the instructions of the Queen Mother to do those things that the Queen Mother said.
Besides, this stalker is indeed not Rui's character. He would rather keep Wu Ling by his side. Obey all her wishes. Even if it's just looking at her from afar. He's enough.
It's not that he's weak in heart. It's just that he feels that there is always such a wall between him and Wu Ling. You can't cross it. Everything that is said and done now. It's too early.
The same. Since the Queen Mother can perceive it. Naturally, Rui will not be unaware. When Wu Ling came back this time, it was as if she had changed as a person. He had many doubts in his heart. But those things didn't make sense to him.
He thinks. No matter what happens. It's none of his business. In other words. Even if he had suspected that Shuo was still alive. It still doesn't affect him. If only he were alive. He returned. and took the throne in his place. I am also happy to be idle.
But the mistake is the mistake. He trusted the Queen Mother too much. Trusting his mother too much. She was never even investigated. Although Rui once suspected that there was some connection between Wu Ling and the Queen Mother. But after all, he shook his head. I rejected this idea in my heart.
One is the person he misses deeply. One was his mother. He felt that he shouldn't have doubted so much. That's it. And I don't care about the boring things anymore. It's just that. Every day doing what the emperor 'should do'.
It happened half a month later. On that day, the Queen Mother sent someone to summon Wu Ling in the Weiyang Palace. Say. Something to say to her.
The reason why Wu Ling didn't return to the palace for so long is. I felt a little embarrassed to meet the Queen Mother. It will even be difficult to phrase.
She didn't know what to say to the Queen Mother. Although it was once said that it was easy to explain. Those nurturing graces or something. It was long after Wu Ling had done the last thing, and it had vanished.
But that being said. Dowager. is still the one who raised Wu Ling. This kindness is cut off no matter what.
Thereupon. Think twice. Wu Ling still went to Changle Palace.
But this time I went to Changle Palace. But Wu Ling didn't expect it until he died. This passage of the Queen Mother. It even affected the national fortunes of Yunguo in the future. and her with Shuo. With Rui. The fate of the next millennium......