Chapter 359: Tears flow first

(Girls' Literature)

"What did you say?" Wu Ling was stunned again. What did he mean by that?

Wife...... Sight.......

Don't. He didn't want to look for Lian'er anymore. But...... Do you want Fang Ruonan?

I think of what happened between them before. Wu Ling began to understand. That may be the case.

She had to admit. Fang Ruonan is good. Compared to Lian'er. It's more lively and smart. Not overly gentle. It's not too quiet. Stay with her. It seems like it's always in novelty. She is a woman who does not let men get bored.

And Fang Ruonan treated Chu Yi. It also looks very serious.

Chu Yi is a gentle and generous man. That clear child's heart is even more rare. No matter any woman in the world. With Chu Yi. It will all be happy.

Even if it's Wu Ling herself. This man who once had bloody hands stood beside Chu Yi. You can feel the warmth.

It's like fighting on the battlefield in those years. The lives of tens of millions of sergeants. It was all in her hands. The moment of the dawn can be seen. She can still be indifferent. It seems to have been completely forgotten. You can think about it calmly. Cause and effect loops or something. Let's talk about it in the next life.

But what about Lian'er. Lian'er has also waited so long...... Although it has not yet appeared. But. I shouldn't have given up on her......

Sealed for a thousand years...... The bitterness and loneliness in it. Who can understand better than Wu Ling.

Wu Ling, this thousand years. It's more about self-blame. Blame yourself. Why do things you shouldn't do.

Why don't you listen to your mother? I want to get out of the house. Why do you want to go down the mountain with the queen mother? Why do you have to be so stubborn to obey the words of the queen mother? Why did he hurt the people around him? Why...... Fall in love with him.

This millennium. She stroked the piano over and over again. Over and over again, I played all the people cold and warm. But he couldn't soothe his heart.

He taught her to play the piano. didn't teach her how to sort out the emotions in her heart reasonably.

He taught her tunes. She played it over and over again.

I still remember that I always played to the depths of love. Her strings would break. But the strings are broken. Those three thousand obsessions are still unbroken. It still haunts her body and mind.

Even in the end she can control the strings constantly. I still can't play it. Piano. It's still broken and abrupt. It's like a string collapsing.

That string. Break or not. It's like a wall. Stiffly blocked her heart.

Seal. It's like a deep pool. It's all on your own. And to accompany themselves. There are only memories of the past.

Her Heavenly Fire Illusion. Lian'er's cold ice lotus jade. It's all seals too. The same slowly millennia. How could she not know the sourness in it......

That's what I think about. Wu Ling, who has always had no tears and no hatred. I actually felt that there was something misty in my eyes. Here's why.

For Lian'er. Or for Chu Yi's heart to sway so easily. Even the soul has emotions?

I have been a soul for a thousand years. Wu Ling never cried. Therefore they do not know as a soul. Will you cry or not?

Keep your head up. Wu Ling's puzzled eyes. met Chu Yi's clear black eyes again. in his eyes. Full of seriousness.

"You...... Don't want Lian'er? ”

Wu Ling paused. I thought my tone would be fragmented. It's like the time when I was thrown into the poison pool by the queen mother. But I didn't expect it. The voice is still light. Sure enough, the soul. There will be no feelings.

The mist in his eyes just now...... Is it also an illusion?

Chu Yi opened his mouth. No sound was made. Or maybe I don't know what to say. It seems that I have been thinking about it for a long time. just squeezed out a word.

"Yes."

Wu Ling looked at him. There was a hint of intoxication in his eyes. There's still a hint of ...... Struggle.

What was he drunk on. What are you struggling with?

Don't...... Lian'er has become an invisible gap between him and Fang Ruonan.

Wu Ling was shocked. His eyes widened as if he were drinking.

She suddenly understood. Millennia ago. She made a promise. To help Shuo continue the front of things. It was so arbitrary.

Everyone. There will be an unforgettable marriage in your life. Shuo and Lian'er in the previous life. It is a marriage without marriage. And she. I actually want to marry the unfinished marriage in my previous life. Sow until this life and bear fruit.

That...... is not represented. Once again, she hindered his marriage in this life.

Hook the corners of your mouth. Wu Ling smiled helplessly......

It turned out. Everything is her childishness. Everything is her obsession.

She actually ...... wanted to ruin his relationship again......

Even if there is no Fang Ruonan. He is in this life. There will also be a wife he has ordained. A married wife.

What about Lian'er. Lian'er even survived. Be with him. That's the end of this relationship. Or ruined another fate for him.

"You...... Do you still love Lian'er? ”

Wu Ling's questioning voice. As low as a mosquito. She couldn't imagine it. If things really turned out to be what she imagined. So. What qualifications does she have to continue to exist.

She suddenly felt that she was too naΓ―ve. Now that I've figured it out, I've found out. It's really himself who has been hindering him from finding true love.

Lian'er in a previous life. If it weren't for myself. and will not be killed by those sent by the Queen Mother.

Present...... He was involved in one ordeal after another because of her. It's clear that it's still because of her.

Time is as silent as silence. I didn't hear Chu Yi speak for a long time. Wu Ling sighed helplessly. How could she not know. Chu Yi to Lian'er. What kind of feelings are it.

It's been a thousand years. Even if it's love. It also fades away in reincarnation. Millennial time. Enough to erase any deep memory of a soul.

Even if the Soul Seal Spell is still there. Memories returned. But his feelings for Lian'er. It's not necessarily still there......

But...... If it's true love. Or do you say that if you forget, you will forget? She was in pain for a thousand years. Stubborn for a thousand years. But he never escaped the memories.

chuckle again...... It's no wonder that he would rather tear his soul apart and profess himself in the Heavenly Fire Illusion for a thousand years than be reincarnated.

I knew it at that time. Once reincarnated. Everything is subject to change. All the memories. Regardless of the pain, the joy. will all be gone.

That's why Chu Yi is struggling. The marriage of this life meets the fate of the previous life. She was the one who brought him all this confusion. So. It's up to her to solve it.

"That being the case. To get. Must be lost first. Please think about cause and effect. ”

Wu Ling got up and left. Long sleeves sway in the wind. The heart also swayed with the wind. It turned out. Soul. You can also feel the wind......

Chu Yi smiled dumbly. Good one to get. Must be lost first. Seemingly. He still has a lot to work out.

A lonely shadow under the moon. Sit alone in the grate. That's how it feels.

Looking at Wu Ling's thin and faint back. Chu Yi was thinking. I was never a sentimental person. But after meeting Wu Ling. Gradually. Enter a strange mystery.

What was she thinking? How did she decide? The relationship between her heart and herself. What is it, exactly.

Same as in previous lives. Chu Yi couldn't think of Wu Ling's emotions clearly. It was even more difficult to see any strange thoughts on the face of the ancient well.

Wu Ling is not a person who can hide her emotions deeply. But caring is messy. Chu Yi will carefully study Wu Ling's every movement and every look.

The more you can look at it. The more I feel that something is wrong. He didn't know exactly how things were supposed to be.

Again. There are still many things he has not solved. For example, something a thousand years ago.

He wants to continue to live as Chu Yi. And not Shuo.

He is basically Chu Yi. For that memory of Shuo. Maybe it's just a little deeper than watching a TV series.

Some people may empathize with the plot in the TV series. Or maybe you will shed tears. But no one takes it too seriously.

After all, life is still like this. The only thing that can be done. You can only live well now.

Sort out this self at the moment. After that, it's the right thing to think about. The past is in the past. If it can be solved, it will be solved. He just wants to see what is in front of him.

But. Chu Yi was indeed shaken. in his heart. What exactly do you want.

Is it Lian'er?

Since Lian'er said it. Dragon Qi is capable of breaking seals. If only she could come back. She's long since returned.

But...... If Lian'er really comes back. His heart. Will it still be Lian'er's.

Apparently not. Chu Yi felt that he was right to Lian'er at this time. There is transcendence and affection. The emotion that is equivalent to love.

Chu Yi admitted that he was in his previous life. I really love Lian'er. But that kind of love. I really can't tell. To dig deeper. It's just a bond.

He was half a party. Actually, I don't really understand what is going on.

Between Lian'er and Shuo. There is an invisible fetters that bind it tightly. Don't want to lose. Didn't want to leave.

If bonding counts as love. Then he loves Len'er.

Chu Yi sighed. Love. Shuo is a thing of the past. In this life, he is already Chu Yi. Yes. Is it still Lian'er?

Last time I met Lian'er in my dream. Chu Yi involuntarily stepped forward to hug her. But. Stiffness all over the body. There is no escapability.

Even if it's in love. Even if I miss it. But there was no love. The bonds are gone. All that remains is a stiff barrier.

Love. What exactly.

Chu Yi didn't understand. Does he love.

Wu Ling in a previous life. Calculate carefully. She was a righteous daughter picked up by the queen. It's also his sister. Even the self in a past life. I want to protect her again. I want to shelter her from the wind and rain again. But. At all costs. Unable to open his arms to her.

Because it's a brother and sister. Although it doesn't matter at all. But the dogma of the mundane world is like that. Even if it's a brother or sister. It is also deviant and reviled.

Shake your head. Chu Yi chuckled at his stupidity. Seemingly. own past life. I was left with a big problem.

Wu Ling stood in the corridor and looked at Chu Yi, who was bowing his head at the moment. I have mixed feelings in my heart. Past. She often looked at him under the moon like this.

The moon is in the sky. Poetry to the moon. He was at that time. Dressed in white, reflecting the moon. I don't know if he was looking at the moon. The moon is still looking at him. All. It's all perfect.

"The wind lives in the dust, and the fragrant flowers are gone. Tired of combing your hair day and night. Things are people, not everything. Tears flowed first. ”

"I heard that Sungai Spring is good. It is also intended to be a light boat. I'm only afraid of the Sungai boats. I can't carry a lot of sorrows. ”

Wu Ling looked up. Looking at the bright moon in the sky. Hide the sadness on your face. Change it to a smile.

。。 My name is Shuo. Crescent moon. It also refers to the name of the beginning of the month.

If you are the month. So. In this life I only look at the moon.