"Huh? What are you afraid of? Xiao Chenyu's brain, which was about to fall asleep, was not yet awake, so he asked in a nasal voice.

After finishing speaking, he sobered up a little, thought about what Qin Xun had just said, and laughed at himself: "What are you afraid of, haven't I been afraid all along?" ”

"Ah, what are you afraid of?" In the same way, Qin Coriander was confused.

Is she bad for Xiao Chenyu? He's had a smooth journey, so what else is there to fear?

Xiao Chenyu was completely sober, a little embarrassed and speechless, so he said: "It's nothing, what about you, why are you talking about me again?" ”

It seems that this is indeed the case, how did things unconsciously go off topic?

The husband and wife looked at each other and smiled in unison.

After laughing, Xiao Chenyu hugged Qin Coriander tighter again, and gently rubbed his cheeks on the top of Qin Coward's head a few times, Qin Coriander's hair was very silky and had an excellent touch, even the finest silk could not reach it.

"You tell me, too, that I can't help but wonder what it is? Thinking too much, I'm afraid that I will end up in a dead end, and in this way, it will not be good for the relationship between us. ”

Xiao Chenyu said slowly, his voice was unprecedentedly gentle.

"Since I was a child, I was a little naughty, but my father and mother never interfered with me, and in my eyes, my mother was very gentle and loving, and very beautiful. At that time, I knew that my sister-in-law didn't like me, but I didn't care, because I had the love of my father. ”

"In my memory, the eldest brother rarely appears, he is always working outside, and when he comes back, he sits in the yard with his father and talks, talking about all the things outside. I don't understand, and I don't need to. ”

"At that time, I took my nephews Xiao Hanyang and Liu Ximan to recruit chickens and dogs, but no one in the village would scold me, and they would give me some food."

"The elder smiled and said that I will have a great future in the future, let me study hard, and bring glory to the Xiao family in the future, so I patted my chest and promised that I would glorify my ancestors in the future."

As long as they heard him say this, the elders would laugh from ear to ear, and then take the uneaten wild fruits from their grandson's hands and hand them all to Xiao Chenyu.

Xiao Chenyu felt that he was having a good time.

Later, he went to school, as he himself promised countless people, he studied hard, and was born with an excellent memory, such a student, how can Mr. not like it?

"I had a too smooth life when I was a child, probably, God couldn't see it, so I took away everything I had and beat me back to my original shape, it turned out that without my father's protection, I Xiao Chenyu was nothing!"

Qin Xun suddenly understood why Xiao Chenyu said that he was afraid.

What he was afraid of was that his family would be scattered now, and he was afraid that when he was happy again, it suddenly came to an abrupt end, and he was once again hit into a cold trough, and countless people laughed at his incompetence openly and secretly.

He is even more afraid that he will only die alone in his fate.

It turns out that everyone has something to be afraid of, even if it looks like he is strong enough.

Qin Xun also hugged Xiao Chenyu's waist tightly, and the last bit of hesitation and jealousy was also lost.

Just thinking about how to mention his unbelievable rebirth in his heart, Xiao Chenyu opened his mouth with a little grievance.

"Xiao Hanyang once said, you are very good at musical instruments, but I have never heard you play any musical instrument, and our family has never even had a flute. When I think about it sometimes, it's still a little uncomfortable. ”

Qin Xun was stunned for a long time before he suddenly realized, raised his head to look at Xiao Chenyu's side face, frowned, and asked hesitantly: "Are you eating Xiao Hanyang's vinegar?" ”

Xiao Chenyu didn't speak, but the tips of his ears were a little red.

Qin Xun rolled his eyes, lay down again, and said, "That was when I was a child, Xiao Hanyang was like those pianos, completely forgotten by me, and I didn't want to mention it at all." ”

"What were you like when you were a kid?" Xiao Chenyu still couldn't let go of his jealousy of Xiao Hanyang, after all, he occupied all of Qin Xun's childhood.

"When I was a kid, it was very boring. The people I see every day, except for my mother and Aunt Sang, are only Mr. and Uncle Qi. Of course, my father would come sometimes, and when he came, our house would be as lively as a holiday. ”

Qin Xun rarely mentioned Qin Xiongfei, and even if he mentioned it at that time, it was against him, full of calculations, and hatred that could not be concealed.

But when the person died, her hatred seemed to slowly disappear, and now when she mentioned her childhood, she found that at that time, she and her mother were also full of joy.

"When my father comes, he will bring me all kinds of fashionable clothes, some fashionable hairpins from Dancheng, and all kinds of books."

"My husband said that I was intelligent and spiritual, and my father was very happy, and he found music and various spices one after another."

"In order to make my father happier, I studied hard. I worked even harder than the men who needed to do the research. ”

"During my father's casual conversation, he would say that the ladies of large families did not leave the house, so I regarded those words and phrases that my father talked about as 'holy decrees', strictly followed them, and set no restrictions for myself. Even if my husband wanted to take me out, I refused. ”

"I thought that I would be my father's favorite daughter, and he would bring my mother back to the Qin family because of me and give her an upright name."

"It's just that I'm too lonely and unheard of, I don't know about concubines, and it's difficult, I think that my father loves me, as long as we are well-behaved and obedient, we can get a place to live in the Qin family."

"It's a pity that I later learned that my father's love is so thin. He has too many children, and he can't love them, so why do you care about me, the daughter of the outer room? ”

"After all, it's still naïve!" Qin Xun laughed at himself and sighed, but after speaking, he felt a sense of relief.

After listening to this, Xiao Chenyu felt that he was much better off than Qin Xun, at least, before he was fourteen years old, he grew up carefree under the love of thousands of people.

And Qin Xun's body was trapped in the small back house in the town, and her heart was also locked in that small world by herself. At a young age, she has learned to please her father and protect her mother, but she never seems to think about herself.

Therefore, Xiao Hanyang is her only friend.

"Siu Hanyang would sometimes come to my house and ask me about the teachings, and he would bring me some new things. It was the only thing I could get in touch with, and from those strange little things, I seemed to be able to see the vast world outside. ”

"Xiao Hanyang would tell me that Granny Liu's pancakes were very fragrant because they had sesame seeds on them, and he would buy one after school to satisfy his hunger."

There is also the old man who sells candy, he can make beautiful dragons, phoenixes, tigers, flowers, people and other sugar people.

"The only time I ever ate a candy man was given to me by Xiao Hanyang, I was reluctant to eat it, and finally turned into a mess of sugar water, and I was sad for a while."

Xiao Chenyu understands that Su loves Qin Qian very much, but she doesn't know her daughter's thoughts, not to mention, Su herself doesn't like to go out, I'm afraid, she has never eaten a sugar man, and she doesn't understand that Qin Xun wants a sugar man.