Chapter 182: Hesitation
After thinking about it for a long time, Fu Yunlai was still going to send a letter to Chen Guixi.
She didn't write too much speculation in her letter, but wrote down the facts she had learned.
But before this letter was sent, the good fortune came and hesitated!
Until noon the next day, she stepped on the bicycle she borrowed from Zuo Cuifang last night and rushed to the school gate, and Fu Yunlai couldn't figure out why she would do this.
Before that, the North District No. 2 Middle School had a more resounding name.
But in this day and age, no matter how loud the name is, it is useless.
So when they were not yet in junior high school, it was changed to this unpretentious name.
The junior high school of Fuyunlai also used to go to here, so naturally it is very familiar.
Put the bicycle away, and walk around the school with some nostalgia.
When she once tasted the warmth and coldness of people in society, she also missed her student days countless times.
But again, the student days were not as pure as imagined.
At that time, in addition to wanting to be farther away from those sports and sports people, she had to bury her head in learning.
Fu Yunlai once thought that she should not have too much nostalgia for such a heavy student era.
But when I really walked into this familiar campus again, even though it was only a few years apart, I was still quite emotional.
Before she knew it, Fu Yunlai walked through one corner of the school after another, and it was not until the bell rang that she suddenly came back to her senses.
Didn't she come to find Chen Guixiang?
When I came out, I was still calculating the time to ask for leave, and when I was ready to come to the school, I went directly to the class, and when the time came, I asked the teacher for a leave, and I should be able to have a good chat!
Who knows......
Fu Yunlai was annoyed as he ran quickly outside the school.
When Chen Guixiang was in junior high school, Chen Guixi was talking about her sister in her ear, and she was familiar with the school with good luck, so she naturally knew which direction would be the only way for Chen Guixiang to go after school.
Panting to arrive ahead of most of the students, Fu Yunlai struggled to find Chen Guixiang's figure in the crowd.
didn't find out that her factory uniform in the shoe factory aroused the envy of many younger students.
It wasn't until Chen Guixiang's familiar figure appeared in Fu Yunlai's eyes that Fu Yunlai hurriedly separated the increasingly dense flow of people.
It is estimated that the peak of class is coming, and she feels that she has stood for a while, and there are more and more students around her.
Chen Guixiang was still walking with her head hanging as always, and it was the classmates around her who heard that Fu Yun had called her and reminded her that she had been reminded, so she followed the voice and looked over.
Looking at the figure standing not far away, Chen Guixiang pursed her lips slightly.
But she actually breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, she always knew that the affairs of the family could not be hidden from her sister.
Because in addition to corresponding, her sister will definitely correspond with her neighbor's sister Fuyunlai.
And what she is doing now, her sister will definitely not approve.
What can I do?
Chen Guixiang also did not believe that they could change the situation between their sisters with their own strength.
Even, she felt from the bottom of her heart that as long as she could get out of this quagmire forever, she was willing to do anything.
It's just that Chen Guixiang only said this to her sister once, but after she got her sister's self-blame and sadness, she never mentioned it again.
My sister went to the countryside, for Chen Guixiang, it was a worrying and relieved thing.
She was worried that something bad would happen to her sister when she went to the countryside.
Compared with her sister, who still thinks that there are more good people in the world no matter how she struggles in their family, Chen Guixiang is actually much more pessimistic.
After the policy of going to the countryside became stricter and stricter, Chen Guixiang had the same consensus as her sister - their family would definitely not plan jobs for them.
Then going to the countryside may be the result they have to face.
So the sisters have been collecting information about the surrounding countryside through their own way.
But in general, going to the countryside ...... Nothing seemed to come of it.
This is the conclusion that Chen Guixiang summed up when he heard one news after another.
It's just that, after facing the hesitation, she tried to cheer up because of her existence, and then thought about it herself, thinking that this was the sister who had the opportunity to get out of this family, and she really didn't know what to say.
Say that she is afraid of hardship and tiredness in her bones?
Said that she felt that life at home was already very hard now, and she didn't want to go to another place that was even harder?
Said that she really couldn't do farm work and didn't want to go to the countryside?
Saying that she doesn't believe in the goodness of human nature, and even her family won't think about them, let alone gambling their conscience in a place full of strangers?
Chen Guixiang knew that every word she wanted to say would not be approved by her sister.
So, she chose not to say anything.
However, her sister still seemed to be sensitive to her amiss, and during that time, she always had too much to say to her.
Until she went to the countryside, her full of anxiety was all manifested in reaching a consensus with her parents.
But Chen Guixiang is unwilling, why can't her sister get rid of the parents even if they are thousands of miles away?
What did they give their sisters when they were young?
is obviously a biological child, but because he was born as a daughter, he doesn't even deserve to fill his belly?
Or are the clothes all them, or is the brother wearing them too bad to wear to meet people, or can't wear them?
All the work at home has been done, but they are even hesitant to let them go to school every year?
Even, they have never prepared pencils, notebooks and other necessary things for them, and even books are leftover from my brother!
However, their brother is different from the other brothers and sisters!
There is never a mind that thinks about them, so how can you keep books for them?
Missing pages and blurring are trivial, one one year is missing, and the next year is two missing, that's a common situation.
For this reason, how many classmates have they heard jokes?
How many ways did it take to make the tip of the pencil that I couldn't even hold in my hand look like it could write?
Even...... Even her brother didn't have enough pencil heads, so they had to pretend that they didn't bring a pen with them at school, and then go home to do their homework only to use a burning stick wrapped in dry grass!
The homework book was written by her brother, and the volume was rotten...... How many times have they stopped talking in the face of teachers and classmates, but they can only bow their heads in shame?
In order to pay for the sisters' tuition, the sisters have been doing housework on benches since they were a few years old, and they have to put on matchboxes!
But even so, all the money didn't fall into their hands.
And every time they found out they were hiding money, her sister would be starved all day.
In this way, under the Dongzang XZ, plus every time the school starts to beg the teacher and the school, they can barely insist on studying.
But after such a difficult walk, but because of her existence, her sister can't get out of this mud pit even if she goes to the countryside?
Even...... Her sister even thinks she can reach a consensus with them?
Was it the upcoming parting that softened her sister's heart?
Or is she too worried about her and ignorant of her sister's reason?
Otherwise, how can they think that people like their parents can also reach a consensus and become people who can be trusted?
(End of chapter)