Lu Jingyao entered the dormitory sadly, alarming Liu Muhan, who was about to fall asleep on the upper bunk,

She said in a daze: "Lu Jingyao, with your letter, I will put it under the quilt for you." ”

"Oh, thank you!"

Lu Jingyao sobered up a little and hid in her bed, she didn't want her weakness to be seen.

But Liu Muhan sensed something, leaned out of half of his body from the quilt, and his head stretched down along the edge of the bed on the top bunk, like a cat probe.

"What's wrong with you, Sister Jing Yao? Not feeling well? ”

"Nope,"

Lu Jingyao quickly wiped away the tears on her face with the quilt so as not to be seen by Liu Muhan.

But just when Liu Muhan's head was about to retract, Lu Jingyao suddenly thought of something.

"Mu Han, can you lend me twenty yuan?"

"Twenty bucks?"

Liu Muhan was stunned for a moment, sat up from the bed, took his coat and began to take out his wallet.

While digging, she asked, "Sister Jing Yao, what do you want twenty yuan for?" Need money for an urgent matter at home? ”

"No....... It's a dinner party for our literary club....... I want to return the money to Qian Shun as soon as possible. ”

Lu Jingyao hesitated, but still told Liu Muhan the truth, but hid the part where Qian Shun went crazy after drinking.

Liu Muhan paused as he took out his wallet, then took out twenty yuan and handed it to Lu Jingyao.

"Thank you Mu Han, I will return this money to you as soon as possible."

"You don't have to rush to pay me back the money, but there are a few things I have to say to you."

Liu Muhan said seriously: "Sister Jing Yao, we have entered the world of adults, and we can no longer trust others as easily as young people.

This society is very complicated, some people seem to be good to you, but they may not have any good intentions, and some people seem to be bad to you, but they may not have any malicious intentions. ”

Lu Jingyao didn't quite understand, and asked curtly: "Mu Han, you said this...... What do you mean. ”

Liu Muhan shook his head helplessly and said, "Sister Jing Yao, do you think about He Xue and the others, did they give you any substantial help in the end?" Think about what kind of support your former boyfriend gave you?

Any hypocrisy, in fact, can't resist the measurement of material, for the sake of a few so-called "care" of a few confidant friends who can only play tricks, to belittle the people who have paid for you......"

"Do you know that He Xue and the others just want to see your jokes!"

After Liu Muhan finished speaking, he retracted into his quilt and warmed up.

But Lu Jingyao's mood couldn't calm down for a long time.

"Look at my jokes? Today's me....... Isn't it just a joke? ”

Lu Jingyao felt a little uncomfortable, today she wanted to quietly borrow money from He Xue and others to pay the bill, in order to maintain her most important self-esteem.

As a result, He Xue was shocked and leaked the news, letting everyone know about her Lu Jingyao's embarrassment and poverty.

Although He Xue later told Lu Jingyao that it was unintentional, but it seemed unintentional, was it really unintentional?

Thinking back to what happened when everyone first entered the university a few months ago, Lu Jingyao actually had the answer in her heart.

At that time, everyone had just arrived at the university, and they were very close to each other, and they were like sisters.

But it wasn't long before a faint gap arose.

Liu Muhan's family background is superior, not to mention the complete range of daily necessities, many of them are still authentic "high-end goods".

Lu Jingyao is sensitive and self-reliant, and rarely touches other people's belongings, but He Xue and others are very arrogant and often use them casually.

At first, Liu Muhan didn't care much about it, but when He Xue took Liu Muhan's soap, shampoo, and alabaster in a row and gave them to the senior sisters of the student union in the bathhouse, Liu Muhan was not happy.

The Jiangnan girl who seems to be delicate and weak, in fact, has a very good idea, and it is okay for you to use a dormitory, you use my things to give face, do you want face?

But He Xue didn't care, and quarreled with Liu Muhan, saying that she was "stingy", "petty bourgeoisie", etc., etc., and swore to double the compensation to Liu Muhan.

But it's been a few months, and Lu Jingyao hasn't seen He Xue pay Liu Muhan anything.

No matter how expensive a piece of soap is, it's only one or two yuan, can't He Xue squeeze it out?

And today, the stingy Liu Muhan lent Lu Jingyao twenty yuan at once, He Xueming knew that Lu Jingyao's family was poor, but he wanted to pull her and ask her for a treat........

"Ah~~"

Lu Jingyao sighed and took out her letter from under the quilt.

[There are three letters? 】

Lu Jingyao took a look, there was a younger brother, Xia Yue, and Li Ye.

After a moment's thought, she opened her brother's letter first.

After reading Lu Zixue's letter in one go, Lu Jingyao was worried.

Even if she is thousands of miles away, she can feel the resentment and grievances in her brother's heart at the moment, but Lu Jingyao feels powerless for this resentment and grievance.

This matter is easy to say, as long as you buy a bicycle for Lu Zixue, you can immediately solve your brother's dilemma.

But who can give her a bike? And it's still a phoenix?

There is no one else except Li Ye.

Last time, Lu Jingyao wrote to Li Ye and asked Li Ye to return the phoenix car to Lu Zixue first, and she would pay back the car money slowly.

At that time, I felt that there was no problem with this method, but after today's incident, Lu Jingyao's heart was shaken.

It's only thirty yuan, and Qian Shun is going to pull her to "walk together" while it is dark.

How much is Li Ye's 26 Phoenix car?

There are more than 160 tickets, and you can't buy 200 tickets without tickets.

Two hundred yuan is not an astronomical amount for the Lu family.

Why are you given?

Did you let Li Ye hug his waist? Peek-a-boo in the quilt with someone?

Li Ye doesn't owe you.

"Alas~"

Lu Jingyao sighed again and opened Xia Yue's letter.

Lu Jingyao is still very close to this former best friend, the two of them have similar personalities, they are both from a humble background, they are both confident and self-reliant, and they are full of yearning for freedom in the future.

In the past days, the two encouraged and supported each other ideologically, and went through the most difficult days.

But when Lu Jingyao finished reading Xia Yue's letter, she couldn't help but be stunned for a long time.

[Li Ye's related household went through the back door and entered the fast class. 】

[Li Ye's related household sued me for black, which made me lose the squad leader,]

[Li Ye, the dog landlord secretly made up for his English, and it is estimated that he will still chase him to the capital to harm you in the future.......]

In the four-page letterhead, Lu Jingyao did not feel any "self-improvement" and "self-confidence", but all of them were "resentment" and "grievances" like her younger brother.

It's just that what Lu Jingyao cares about is not Xia Yue's resentment and grievances, but Li Ye's rapid improvement in English.

"His English has surpassed Xia Yue, so will he really be admitted to the foreign language college next year?"

"If Li Ye can be admitted to the foreign language college, then his father's original promise ....... Should I accept it, should I fulfill it? ”

At the beginning, Lu Jingyao's father, but in front of his neighbors, promised Li Ye, "If you can be admitted to university, I won't stop you two".

At that time, Lu Jingyao was very angry and felt that his father was forced to compromise and retreat.

But now it seems that my father is the master of everything in the world and the best of the best.

If Li Ye is admitted to the Foreign Language Institute next year, will the relationship between the two be restored logically?

Thinking of this, Lu Jingyao suddenly felt ashamed and felt a little ....... Shameless.

But faintly, there is some expectation.

If Li Ye is by his side, how can someone like Qian Shun dare to treat himself like he did just now?

Although Li Ye is simple, his fists are not ordinary hard.

And with Li Ye's handsomeness alone, countless suitors can gradually become filthy and discouraged.

Li Ye doesn't understand literature or poetry, but he's a college student!

The light of a college student is enough to cover up countless shortcomings and match yourself equally.

。。。。

"Huh?"

With anticipation, Lu Jingyao opened Li Ye's letter, only to find that it contained the original letter she had written to Li Ye a few days ago.

After looking through it carefully, Lu Jingyao saw Li Ye's reply written on the back of the letter.

Then, Lu Jingyao was completely stunned.

Li Ye's fierce words and resolute questioning caught Lu Jingyao off guard and was at a loss.

And Li Ye's last sentence was like a basin of cold water, pouring Lu Jingyao on his head.

If you have chosen to pursue your freedom, why should you interfere in my life? Why should I be generous and let me give my bike to my brother? 】

[Don't contact again in the future, the swan that flies into the sky, please don't harass the frog at the bottom of the well, even if he becomes a prince one day, it has nothing to do with you. 】

After a long time, Lu Jingyao muttered to herself: "He actually ...... Hate me so much......"

And a strong sense of loss grew from the depths of her heart and quickly spread throughout her body.

If you lose it, you will know how to cherish it, and once you miss it, you will never come back.