6. Shame and decrepit boys

Chen Wenwen carefully arranged her forehead hair in front of the small round mirror, smoothed the wrinkles on her school uniform, and her little heart was beating non-stop, like a deer spreading joy.

In front of her is the office of the student union, Chu Zihan and Wang Shuang's matter is completely over, Chu Zihan is officially reinstated and becomes the student president, this position has been vacant for three years, and now it finally has its owner.

Chen Wenwen was fortunate to be the first person to be invited to the student president's office, and when she was doing eye exercises in the morning between classes, Chu Zihan passed by her seat and leaned over to say to her that she would come to her office during her lunch break.

If a teacher asks a student to go to their office, it's probably bad luck. In other words, Chu Zihan, Chen Wenwen's always calm heart suddenly couldn't hold back, the spring breeze outside the window was extraordinarily like a bath at this moment, the girl's long hair was like a movie scroll, and her surroundings were full of cherry blossoms in full bloom.

In her imagination, when Chu Zihan leaned over slightly to say that sentence to her, there were three points of gentleness and three points of expectation in her eyes, and three points of affection...... All in all, it's a beautiful thing.

Chu Zihan is such a particularly outstanding girl, not to mention that all the boys in Shilan Middle School are tied together, and there is no one who can be better than her, if one day she is willing to wear a male costume and pretend to be a deacon, she can kill the audience in an instant, Chen Wenwen has no reason not to care about her.

Confirming that there was no problem, Chen Wenwen closed the small mirror, put it in the skirt pocket of her school uniform, and knocked lightly on the door.

"Please come in." With a cold voice and an iceberg-like texture, many people say that Chu Zihan speaks like Nongfu Spring, which is not to belittle her, but it will make people feel like a stream gurgling and hitting a convex stone in the water.

Even the student offices are almost the same as the teachers' ones, with leather sofas, large oak bookshelves, a huge world map on the wall, and a half-human-tall potted plant in the corner. The student president of Shilan Middle School is a frequent figure on local television, and interviews are often set in this office.

Chu Zihan did not sit behind the desk, but on the sofa, because she felt that if she was behind the desk, it would give the person who came a sense of identity gap, and there would be no problem if it was a sofa. She gently placed her palm beside her and motioned for Chen Wenwen to sit here.

Facing the kindness of the idol at such a close distance, Chen Wenwen's breathing was a little short, and she repeatedly warned herself in her heart that she must be stable, which was manifested in her body as a shy pulse, and even her sitting posture was extraordinarily upright.

Chen Wenwen's heart went up and down, the moment she got the invitation, she was happy, and now she is puzzled, why did Chu Zihan look for herself alone? Could it be that her own heart was seen by her? Isn't it going to be a confession next? Thinking of this stubble, Chen Wenwen's knees were squeezed together and desperately closed.

"I heard that Lu Mingfei has a crush on you." Chu Zihan got straight to the point, her thoughts were like a knife many times, fast and straight, especially on the things she was interested in.

"Huh?" Chen Wenwen didn't expect that the topic at the beginning was actually this matter, she was a little dumbfounded for a while, and it took a few seconds to calm down, and she nodded quickly, "Yes." ”

"You already knew he had a crush on you?"

"I knew it when I was in the first year of junior high school, so I can see it." Chen Wenwen said, "There are some things that only I think are secrets. ”

It turns out that this is really the case, that decrepit boy thinks he is hiding it well, but even the parties concerned can see through it, not to mention the other people around him, everyone is laughing at his incompetence behind his back.

"Do you like him?" Chu Zihan continued to ask.

"I don't like it." Chen Wenwen shook her head.

"Then why not refuse? And let him do so much for you. ”

Chen Wenwen blinked, feeling that the direction of the topic was a little wrong, why did Chu Zihan call her to discuss Lu Mingfei's crush on her? Could it be that Lu Mingfei privately hugged Chu Zihan's thighs and got drunk and cried, saying that I love her so much, why doesn't she love me, Chu Zihan patted his chest and said that this matter is on the Bao sisters, I will ask you clearly?

Even if it's this kind of direction, it's not right, when did Lu Mingfei get so close to Chu Zihan? If the gap between him and Chen Wenwen is a toad and a white swan, then the gap between him and Chu Zihan is a grain of ash on the ground and a bright moonlight in the sky! Why does moonshine help the ash that can be seen everywhere?

Chen Wenwen will never tell anyone about the topic of love, because of the growth environment, she is too shy and introverted, only at this moment in the face of her favorite person, Chen Wenwen looked at the eyes of serious inquiry, and only then could she say it.

"What do I say...... I don't know how to reject others, and I can't say anything. Chen Wenwen looked down at her toes, her fingers stirring restlessly, "Actually, I know that there are many people who like me, but they won't take the initiative to come to me to confess, just by my side, do you want me to take the initiative to go to everyone to say I'm sorry, I don't like you, please stay away from me?" I really can't say that...... I can't do it, and I don't even have to be a friend when I say it. ”

Chu Zihan thought for a while and nodded, everyone's personality is indeed different, and they have different approaches to the same thing. For example, if this matter were changed to her own sister, she would dare to kick Lu Mingfei into the wall during the recess, saying that you kid dare to like me? How much should I be prepared in my heart? If Chen Wenwen came, she could only be silent, knowing but pretending not to know.

"What is Lu Mingfei to you?" Chu Zihan was a little curious.

"Friend, very reliable friend." Chen Wenwen said, "That's why I always ask him to help me do things that I can't do, and he will do everything seriously." It's not that I'm not good to him, he used to be always alone, so I invited him to the literary club, and when he was done, he would invite him to drink the juice smoothie that he was reluctant to drink, and he would tell me that the kind of thing that cost dozens of dollars a glass was really luxurious, but he was still very happy to drink it. ”

"You're going to go on like this?"

"yes...... He's going to grow up, go to a better university, meet more people, meet better girls, then he won't like me, he likes me now, just because I'm willing to be nice to him. Chen Wenwen raised her head and quietly looked at Chu Zihan, that kind of look was from the bottom up, full of admiration, "Senior sister, don't be angry, I mean if, if you appear in front of Lu Mingfei now and treat him better than me, then he will definitely like you, not me, and the current kind of liking is not really liking." ”

Recently, in order to learn some knowledge of love, Chu Zihan has made up so many romance novels, she thinks that those little boys and girls should be stupid and stupid, so their love is also sweet and sour, and occasionally it will be very bitter.

I didn't expect Chen Wenwen to see it so clearly, although she didn't dare to say it, she knew everything, pretending to be a little fool with those little fools, looking forward to the crush who liked her ending without a problem.

The crush when he was young was always like this, it started at an inadvertent time, Lu Mingfei's liking for Chen Wenwen began one afternoon, there were only two people in the classroom, he and Chen Wenwen, he was wiping the blackboard, Chen Wenwen was wearing a white cotton skirt, sneakers, white socks, sitting on the podium and humming a song in a low voice, and the oblique light of the setting sun was shining on the newly changed desk. Outside the window, the creeper hangs down, and the evening between spring and summer is exceptionally quiet.

Chen Wenwen suddenly turned her head and asked Lu Mingfei, will you join our literary club?

At that moment, Lu Mingfei felt as if he was petrified, only one heart was left beating suddenly, the flowers and plants outside the window grew wildly, the sunset fell, the sound of cicadas seemed to speed up a hundred times, time always slipped away, and the eyes between him and Chen Wenwen seemed to be eternal.

His liking started from that sentence, and he felt that someone was finally willing to pay attention to him, and it was a great happiness to take the initiative to invite him to join him. But on that day, Chen Wenwen just remembered that Lu Mingfei was always alone, and as soon as her heart moved, she said that sentence, thinking that if there were more people, Lu Mingfei should be happier, she never thought that Lu Mingfei would like herself.

The red face is ruthless, the declining boy is intentional, but the declining boy can't realize what is behind it at all, the girls at this age are too precocious than the boys, and those guys who like to smile in front of the girls are simply a group of fools who haven't grown up yet.

"Maybe it will take years for him to figure it out." Chu Zihan imagined Lu Mingfei many years later, at that time he was not a decrepit boy,

It's time for a mature man in a suit, but he still thinks of his first love in his heart, "In the past few years, he has always wanted to like you, a love that is destined to have no ending, and he always feels miserable." ”

"That'...... Senior sister, do you think it would be better to let him understand this matter now? Chen Wenwen said slowly, "Then he may not even dare to stay in the literary club, and the last place in the school willing to hold him is gone, and other clubs do not welcome him." ”

Chu Zihan stopped talking, yes, Chen Wenwen was right, if she refuses Lu Mingfei now and directly puts an end to this crush, it will be impossible for the declining boy to continue to appear in the literary club in the future and face a person who really rejected her. He has a thick skin, but not shameless, otherwise he wouldn't hide his crush so carefully.

Recently, Chu Zihan watched a story about a man who killed embryos with a paralyzed face, and met a quirky little demon girl, the little demon girl was the first person to enter the heart of the embryo-killing man, and the embryo-killing man felt that he should like her. But at the end of the story, the embryo-killing man went through a lot of hardships and finally found the person he wanted to kill, and under that mysterious veil was the face of the little demon girl, she was really a demon girl, and the world where the embryo-killing man was treated.

The embryo killer sent his knife into the chest of the little demon girl, he killed the one he loved, and since then there is no one who can love him, and the little demon girl really likes him.

When she saw this scene, Chu Zihan had mixed feelings in her heart, she wanted to kill the embryo man and put down the knife and hug the little demon girl, the little demon girl loved him so much, the two of them would definitely be together.

But in that case, they will become enemies of the forces behind them, and there may be many people who will die for them, and many people will resent them for this, and they may end up being besieged by many people, killed in some unknown reed, and the ten fingers when they died are still connected and cannot be separated for a long time.

Some stories are destined to have no solution, not all love in the world has a solution, whether it is Lu Mingfei or the embryo killer, there is no perfect ending in their stories.

Life is like this, so there are so many stories throughout the ages, and they all love to write a perfect ending, but they are always rarely handed down, only Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai are so miserable and miserable, they will be sung for so many years, and damn tragedies are always easier to penetrate into the hearts of the people.

"Can you do me a favor?" Chu Zihan said softly.

"Absolutely." Chen Wenwen didn't even ask, being able to help Chu Zihan do things was like an idol for her, and it was an honor, even if she said that I was not interested in tonight, but I needed a concubine to sleep, Chen Wenwen would resolutely nod her head!

"Let's be picky with Lu Ming."

Chen Wenwen was dumbfounded: "Senior sister...... Are you serious...... Would he be sad then? I think he's already living a pretty miserable life, his parents don't care about him, he lives with relatives every day, I really don't know what will happen to him if I give him another knife, I'd rather pretend that I don't know anything, than go up and give him a knife myself. And it's really hard for me to say ......"

"It's okay, just help me." Chu Zihan smiled faintly, "He likes you, many people are laughing at him behind his back, but he doesn't know, I think he is even worse in this way, the whole world is laughing at his incompetence, but he is still smiling at you stupidly, and you don't like him." It is better to be decisive and directly pick out this matter and end it than to keep going like this, otherwise more and more people will look down on him, then he will only become more and more declining, and he will not be able to raise his head for the rest of his life. ”

"That's what I said......" Chen Wenwen lowered her head and thought, of course she wanted to hear Chu Zihan's words, but it was really a big challenge for her to reject Lu Mingfei in person.

"I'll treat you to dinner when I'm done." Chu Zihan added casually.

"Okay, senior sister, I will definitely do it!" Chen Wenwen immediately agreed, there is nothing more worth paying than a candlelight dinner with Chu Zihan! "But I don't dare to say how Lu Mingfei will react."

"I'm not going to jump off a building to kill myself, if that's the case, I'll get him off the rooftop."

The verb she used was to get, but when she thought of yesterday's duel, maybe it would be a spanking with a bamboo knife, and Lu Mingfei was thrown all over the world on the rooftop, Chen Wenwen thought for no reason, Chu Zihan's way of doing things was like that.

Huh? There seemed to be something wrong, she suddenly realized that today's conversation seemed to have been revolving around someone, why did Chu Zihan care so much about Lu Mingfei? What does it have to do with her whether the decrepit boy will decline for the rest of her life? No matter how enthusiastic you are, there should be a limit!

"Senior sister......" Chen Wenwen asked very hesitantly, and the delicate and soft glutinous in her bones ran out again, "You are not ...... to Lu Mingfei Seems to care? Have pity on him? ”

"No, I just think he's a lot like someone I know." Chu Zihan said softly.

Lu Mingfei and Chen Wenwen, it was a wrong love, and Chu Zihan knew that there was not only one wrong love, it was also a mistake for that man to like his mother, Chu Zihan's birth was in a sense, it was simply an accident that they misfired and did not take defensive measures, and the two of them were not ready at all to welcome the arrival of this new life. So in the early days, there was always a hurry, so that later the economic contradictions became deeper and deeper, and finally they were completely separated.

Some love shouldn't exist, although it may hurt a little if you cut it with a knife, but a short pain is better than a long pain, if that decrepit boy really hurts badly, Chu Zihan doesn't mind giving him a Band-Aid, glue the broken heart well, and put it back into his chest, so that one day in the future, when this heart meets another girl, it can be manic and happy.

"Have you figured out how to do it, if you really can't do it, I won't force you." Chu Zihan also said that this conversation gave her a very deep understanding of Chen Wenwen, this kind of literary girl is the type that only understands in her heart and lacks the ability to express.

"Don't worry, senior sister, I have my way, I promise you something, and I will definitely do it." Chen Wenwen's life is unprecedentedly serious and firm, and there seems to be a small universe burning in her eyes, "It's set for this weekend." ”

"Okay, I'll go too."