Chapter 42 There is a kind of playfulness, called "cool skin"
A calm collapse called empty eyes.
When Jiang Xiaoliang appeared, she was like a light, and Miyawaki Sakira's nightmare ended.
Maybe it's the relationship between the divorce of her parents since she was a child, and the little Sakura who has lacked family affection since she was a child, what she cares about most is the indescribable "sense of security".
Why? It's weird.
Sakura Miyawaki cares that a person will be humbled to the dust, because he has been insecure since he was a child, and he wants to keep all the warmth that appears in his life.
The two of them sat against the wall together.
Miyawaki Sakura turned his head slightly, and his big eyes were all Jiang Xiaoliang's shadow.
I don't know why I feel so special about her, but she really felt this strange, but warm "sense of security" for the first time.
"Cold sauce?"
"h ai (in)."
"I know you don't understand, but can you be patient with me? Can I ask you? β
ββ¦β¦ ha i ha ha i ya! β
"Poof."
Sakura couldn't help but smile.
Li Jiaen didn't go in to disturb, but leaned outside the door.
She could understand some of the Sakura language, but she couldn't fully understand it.
It was only when I heard Sakura's laughter that I knew that the girl's mood had finally stabilized.
Sure enough, Brother Liang is "omnipotent", where do you need to throw it there.
It's just that Li Jiaen saw that this little villain was pretending to be stupid not to understand the "cherry blossom language", and when she thought of the future, these cherry blossom girls who had a good relationship with her, and then knew that Jiang Xiaoliang understood their language, she was probably ashamed to kill her!
But Brother Xiao Liang himself felt very wronged.
In her previous life, she really didn't know the language of cherry blossoms, and at first she thought she couldn't, but she found that she could understand it.
She has a young heartββ
At first, it was fun, but then I didn't want to play, but I found that I was overplaying.
I want to regret it, but I don't want to be beaten.
In the end, it can only be one day, and it will be one day to play.
"Haha."
Li Jiaen held back a smile, then turned around and left in a dashing manner, leaving space for the two "Lianghua" inside.
She had to go back and inform the writer's sister of the situation as soon as possible, after all, Sister Chocolate was in a hurry and was so worried that she couldn't do it.
Compared with the identity of "trainee", Li Jiaen is more like a "sister".
The two of them sat lazily against the wall.
But the most interesting point is that the different sitting postures show the difference in temperament between the two people.
Jiang Xiaoliang is hands propped up by his side, feet crossed, a classic "uncle-style" sitting posture.
The small cherry blossoms that are used to tatami mats are cute and cute when they sit.
"Huh? Nani? β
Sakura glanced at Jiang Xiaoliang strangely, then changed her sitting posture and sat on the ground with her knees crossed.
Leaned lightly on Brother Xiaoliang, his eyes were gentle.
Xiao Liang's body has a very good smell, a light fragrance between the hair, or maybe it is as sweet as a grapefruit.
βdai si kiβ¦β
Sakura Miyawaki is a person who doesn't want to collapse in front of others, so when she collapses, she has to secretly be sad.
I don't want others to see my most embarrassing side.
"I don't know what the hell I've been doing for those seven years, I'm angry with myself, about myself, and, you know? Jelmo-chan..."
"I just found out that last night, every minute and every second, when eating, practicing, and even sleeping, there were people who approached me and liked to make me happy, and I was really, really touched."
remembered that he was obviously a friend in the dormitory with him, but in the situation just now, he chose to watch indifferently.
When I think of it, Miyawaki Sakura's heart really hurts.
"So!" Sakura choked, her eyes reddened, and shouted loudly:
"I also try to smile back, and then they always smile lightly, I don't know if it's funny or funny, we opened up last night, and I'm not sure if it's true or not!"
"It wasn't until I was insulted by ugly words after the teacher's class just now, but those people were indifferent, that I realized how ridiculous my previous self was."
The overhead lamp couldn't hide the sadness in her eyes.
Lonely, gloomy hiding in the corner...
Sakura's emotions are gradual, and she quietly collapses in front of the people closest to her at the moment and vents!
"Xiaoliang, I'm so ridiculous..."
Whispering softly, repeating the phrase over and over again.
Xiao Sakura looked at Jiang Xiaoliang's eyes, and could feel the shadow buried in the depths, the heart-wrenching pain, and the heart-rending pain.
It's to yourself and to others.
As she spoke, Sakura's voice had become a cry.
"It's ridiculous, me!! Woooooo β
Jiang Xiaoliang leaned against the wall, stretched out his hand and gently patted the girl's little head, his eyes soft.
Don't speak, be a listener.
Listening quietly, listening to Sakura's eloquent talk with her eyes closed, let her pierce the dust in her heart over and over again, it hurts, but she learns to heal herself in the process of pain.
It's good to cry, it's good to cry...
If you have ears, you will bear the noise of the world, if you have eyes, you will see the ugliness of this world, and if you have awareness, you will have the pain of being hurt.
In a short lesson, Sakura Miyawaki has experienced so much.
Sakura cried and spoke in a cute nasal voice.
"My mother said that no matter how beautiful a flower is, it is not as beautiful as a tree that can bear fruit, so she told me that everything must bear fruit."
What Sakura needs, in fact, is not comfort at all.
It's someone who is willing to listen to what she has to say.
Those who understand dare not speak.
People who don't understand, don't want to say.
"Mother wants to be like that, so she wants me to be surrounded by crowds, so she wants the path I walk to be full of flowers and people..."
"But in the end, there are many charming flowers in the world, but my mother's favorite is still fruitless, but when it blooms, it is the most beautiful cherry blossom tree, which is also my name - Sakura."
Jiang Xiaoliang nodded.
Then she suddenly reacted, and she remembered Sister Pei.
Sister Xiaoxian, who is traditional in her bones, told her that she must be polite in the South Peninsula, and when she hears other people's self-introductions, she must introduce herself well.
So she slowed down for half a beat, suddenly turned around, and said to Sakura in a strange way:
"Deduct you to send flowers, I started my life as a trainee at Produce 48 at the age of 14, until now I stand in front of everyone as Jiang Xiaoliang, these are all my life, my name is Jiang Xiaoliang, for Pei Xiaoyan."
"Huh?" Sakura has big innocent eyes, as if she understands or not-in fact, she can't understand anything else except for your chicken flower~
Jiang Xiaoliang suddenly realized that he was funny with himself.
She hurriedly changed her words:
"Soga Soga (yes), you drop, Sakura, I drop, Brother Xiaoliang, we Friend, Yo Xi."
There is a kind of cute little playfulness called "cool skin".
"Poof, nasty! Don't make me laugh! Don't speak, listen to me~"
Sakura laughed and cried, angry and annoyed.
At this moment, the girl with tears on her face was very delicate and moving.
"I worked really hard, so hard to make everyone like me, and then I was ridiculous enough to find out that I couldn't even make a friend who came with me to a foreign country like me! I hate and fear myself for being so useless! Cold sauce. β
"Ahh
But Jiang Xiaoliang really doesn't like the sound of crying.
She still prefers Sakura-chan's laughter to her weakness when she cries.
It's so innocent that people want to touch their heads, and when they laugh, they are full of girlish vitality.
Brother Xiaoliang recalled Bae Joo-hyun last night, what did he do to himself?
Thinking about it...
Jiang Xiaoliang's eyes suddenly became cold.
In an instant, his temperament looked like Pei Xiaoxian.
She tilted her head slightly, holding up Miyawaki Sakira's face with both hands, her eyes impatient and domineering.
"Huh?" Sakura, whose face was full of tears, was startled, and subconsciously forgot to cry.
Then she heard the voice of the cold sauce:
"Look at me..."
"People have a mouth, and they know that they are ghosts, and people live for themselves in this life, and no matter how good they do, some people will look at you unpleasantly, but they have no way to take you except for a few words, because - the achievements are yours, the glory is yours, and you are your little cherry blossom step by step!
"The ridiculous past is not funny, know how to shake hands with your past self, and spend your time on progress instead of complaining."
"If you lose someone you originally liked, don't be too disappointed in life, is it difficult? Ani (no), the loss is mutual, no one else is afraid, what are you afraid of? β
"There are so many beautiful things in this world, why bother with whether a woman likes herself..."
I don't understand it though.
But Jiang Xiaoliang's sincere eyes, gentle tone, and powerful voice.
The printed silk headband, the gray blouse with the "F" printed on it, the canvas shoes, and the clean and pure smile.
A sense of belief and a sense of security can be fused and transmitted, how can a little girl resist this special charm?
At this moment, the little cherry blossom in Jiang Xiaoliang's eyes panicked.
However, Jiang Xiaoliang in Sakura's eyes was even more panicked!!
"Huh?!"
Jiang Xiaoliang's eyes changed, and he held down the little cherry blossom who was inexplicably shy and wanted to break free because of the weird feeling.
"Jelka-chan, strange~"
"West, don't move!! Let me see clearly! Did I just read it wrong? Strange~"
The right hand supports the face, and the left hand touches the eyebrows.
Brother Liang and Sakura looked at each other.
staring at the girl's quietly dodging, slowly shy eyes, those shy eyes reflected - Jiang Xiaoliang herself!
"Ale is going to Xiba, Mo?! How do I wear this thing on my head?!! β