22. Sunlight

That night, I just sat on the edge of the bed, sat all night, and sat until dawn, until the glimmer of light passed through the crack in the door, I opened the curtains, opened the door, and sat back on the edge of the bed. Children alike.

It's heart-wrenching! I thought to myself, it hurts so much, this girl, this girl I met, this angelic girl, entered my life like a dream, and sooner or later, it will leave my life like a dream...

I was in a panic, why let a girl bear all this? If I could, I would bear it all for her. If... OK...

Alas, I sighed lightly and looked out the door, from the dark, to the beginning of the sun, to the edge of the sky, slowly, I don't know what I was thinking, I sat stupidly like this, occasionally looked back at the dream-like girl, covered her with the quilt, slowly, the sun came out completely, the sun was hot, the grand light came from the east, through the door, the window, on the door, in the room, it shone on me, and the light snow on the bed, and I looked back at her, she in the sun, she was so lovely, as warm as an angel.

But I only have heartache, a heartache from gritting my teeth.

At this time, my mother also came up, probably to call us, she came over, but found that the door was not closed, walked to the door, she found me sitting on the edge of the bed, I was the girl on the bed, wrapped in a thin quilt asleep, I looked back at the girl, and put my index finger to my lips to signal to my mother, don't make a sound, she is still sleeping, my mother understands, just whispered, breakfast noodles are ready...

After my mom went down, I took my phone and looked at the time, it was 8:45, the night was over, I was bitter in my heart, always, so fast...

Always... So short...

I looked at Xiaoxue, she hadn't woken up yet, in her sleep, she pursed her lips, her fair face was a strand of hair, so beautiful, and so, pitiful, distressing... I brushed her hair and helped her cover the quilt, after all, it was almost autumn, the season was cold and hot, and now, it was still slightly cool.

Alas, I sighed, took out my phone, flipped through it, and looked back at Xiaoxue, only to realize that I didn't have a photo of her... Looking at her asleep, I smiled bitterly and shook my head, yes, yes, I found that I, indeed, there was something wrong.

I turned down the volume of my phone, and put the song downloaded in my phone, and I looped it many times, many times, Hemingway's, The Old Man and the Sea...

The autumn night withers in the fallen leaves

Little by little, the yellowing world fades away with the wind

Winter snow, white for you and my Valentine's Day

Missing the fragments of love

Flip through the dusty photos

Remembered and you have seen it

of those old silent films

The plot of the old man and the sea

In the picture, you are vaguely emerging

Yet the other side of the globe

The plane took away my thoughts

A man's seaside

The tidal cycle remains unchanged

Empty world

There was less breathing between us

The old man smoked a cigarette in silence

Insomnia with me

Intuitive presentation

The love of the sea is too deep and the time is too shallow

How can the heart that loves you run aground

The old man's thread clings to the faith of love

The sails of the years are drifting away

The autumn night withers in the fallen leaves

Little by little, the yellowing world fades away with the wind

The snow of winter is white for you and my Valentine's Day

Missing the fragments of love

The second page of the dusty movement

I haven't practiced for a long time

Write the Psalms quietly

Waiting from the other side of the sea

But it was changed by the monsoon

ow

The lifeblood of love

Swaying in the wind and waves

I'm still holding on to it

The old man silently held the line

Choke with me

Maybe tomorrow maybe far, far away

The love of the sea is too deep and the time is too shallow

How can the heart that loves you run aground

The old man's thread clings to the faith of love

The sails of the years are drifting away

The end of winter, the day when pure white finally disappeared

Little by little, the promise of the sea is going to sleep

The old man waited for his wish on the eve of tranquility

On the other side of the sea are you and me

… Listen, listen, I was wrong, I thought too much, too contradictory, too ... Stupid, resting on one's laurels, being slow to choose, hesitating, thinking too much, thinking so much, what's the point? I regret it, I regret it, although I am not qualified to let Xiaoxue forget the hatred, but, I shouldn't, shouldn't let Xiaoxue, fall into this trap...

If it were me, if it was me, how nice it would be, I am willing to avenge her! What if you are willing to sacrifice yourself for her? I just like her, I like her, and I'm willing to give everything for her, even if it's in her future... No... My position.

Yes, like, at some times, it doesn't necessarily need to be relative...

In this world, it is very happy to be able to really, like someone.

Is... I smiled wryly.

But it also seems that at this moment, I made my final decision, is that? So be it...

“… The end of winter..., the day when pure white finally disappears..."At the end of the music...

"Now...", a gentle female voice sounded behind her.

I turned back, and behind me the sun was magnificent, and I smiled and looked at the girl, "Good morning, snow." I looked at her, talking and smiling, smiling, no bitterness, no helplessness, only, sunny... Warm.

I'm the one to protect... All.