I looked up at the light snow, under the warm sun, I didn't feel a trace of warmth in my body, only an inexplicable cold. That feeling, too real, not like a dream, not like a dream at all.

I didn't seem to have experienced any process of waking up, from that terrifying scene of the apocalypse, when I opened my eyes, I cut back in an instant, so that for a moment, I had doubts and trance about the world...

In addition to the feeling of physical contact with the chair, I kind of realized that I might be asleep...

But did I really sleep? Was that really a dream? Still is...

Especially those god-like girls, those Nvs messy ones will exist. Is my world real? Or is it a dream? Or, what is a dream?

What is the reality?!

I thought about that "dream" in my heart, and with the knowledge I knew, I naturally subconsciously marked it with a dream... Or rather, the idea of "parallel worlds". That me, is that me?

I don't know why, but I always had a bad feeling...

At this time, Xiaoxue patted me and said, "What do you think, so obsessed?" I came back to my senses in an instant and realized that Xiaoxue was still in front of me, and I smiled at her awkwardly, "It's nothing, it seems like a dream..."

When I thought of Xiaoxue in that dream, and her boyfriend, I suddenly felt jealous, but I felt funny when I thought about it, but that dream gave me a feeling, except that it was very real. Compared to now when I look at Xiaoxue, it feels more real than I feel now, and I still think it's weird. Just looking at Xiaoxue looking at me with a little tilted head and confusion, I could only say with a wry smile, "It's just a nightmare..."

At this time, Xiaoxue suddenly smiled, stroked my hair with her hand, and said with a smile, "Don't be afraid of anything, there is still me." What is there, we can all face it together! ”。 Looking at Xiaoxue's serious appearance, she is quite handsome. To paraphrase the words on the Internet, at that moment, Xiaoxue was quite boyfriendly.

I laughed lightly, such a comparison made me look like a little daughter-in-law, I smiled, stood up from the chair, looked down at Xiaoxue and said, "It's too... It's nothing, I'm so scared...", I said, only to find that my left and right feet were still standing up and down the steps at the entrance of the health center, and I was still holding a small beige bucket in my right hand, which contained a pair of small pink slippers and a bag, which should be clothes.

When Xiaoxue saw me watching her put her right hand on the bucket, she instantly blushed and stuttered a little when she spoke..."You... You don't... Don't get me wrong, I am, I thought I might come and help my uncle and aunt once in a while... Or, ah... Ah, go back at night... I'm afraid, I'm afraid it's inconvenient, I'll put a bucket... Can... It may be more convenient. Last night I, I used Auntie's, and made Auntie have... It's not convenient, it's not good...", Xiaoxue said, her face was crimson, her head was lowered, and she was too shy to say it.

I couldn't help but smile, looking at Xiaoxue like a newlywed daughter-in-law, I couldn't help but sneer, but I didn't seem to find out what bucket Xiaoxue used last night, and I knew that I would accompany her to buy something today. I thought, or accompany her to get it, alas, it's my injury, I want to have an electric car, I'm still thinking nonsense.

Xiaoxue looked up at me who was smiling evilly, and her face turned even redder, "Ah Xian...", she deliberately dragged her tone.

"Alright, alright... I don't laugh anymore", I said, "I just think that the big beauty takes a bucket, like a little daughter-in-law who is going to marry, hehe", I said..., and suddenly I felt that I had said it again, would it seem too frivolous, alas, why did I suddenly say this sentence without going through my head, I wiped it.

"Really... Yes", Xiaoxue was stunned for a moment, and smiled inexplicably, "Okay, Ah Xian, you are really still laughing at me, am I so much like a housewife now?!" ", Xiaoxue suddenly pouted.

"That's there, it's obviously the little daughter-in-law of the family...", I said this, I don't feel like I'm brainless, my brain is stunned, rub, is this a sense of love?! Nothing to say? I regretted saying it, and I could only say, "Ah... No... Yes..."

"Hee-hee...", Xiaoxue suddenly took two steps back, stood at the bottom of the steps, and grinned. His face was a little crimson, "Mainly, it's convenient... Maybe...", Xiaoxue said and looked at it again, before she remembered the matter and said, "Has the medicine been changed?" ”

"Alright." I said, turned my head to look at the female doctor again, I found that on the other side of the door, the female doctor and the aunt were sitting together, all looking at me and smiling, with a smile on their faces, as if they were watching a little couple bickering, seeing me looking at her, she also understood, and said directly, "The medicine has been changed, all of them are skin injuries, and the rest assured that the injuries are not deep and have scabbed." However, there are many wounds after all, so it is better not to touch the water. Avoid infection. Yesterday I prescribed you two days of medicine, and remember to take it on time. The bandage will be removed tomorrow. It's best to come back and check it out then. ”

The doctor said, I asked for the money again, and the doctor said that I paid the money yesterday, so I don't need to continue to pay, just come over in time to check if there is anything, and I didn't say anything. Xiaoxue remembered and told me, saying that my mother told her in the morning, the money was paid yesterday, and she confirmed with the doctor when she came, but she forgot to say goodbye to me, and I didn't say anything We said goodbye to the doctor, uncle and aunt, and walked along the country road together.

I took a look at my phone and found that it was 4:42 p.m., and it seemed that I had indeed slept for a while. Looking sideways at Xiaoxue carrying the bucket, I took the bucket from Xiaoxue's hand again, saying that this is what a boy should be, Xiaoxue looked at me and smiled and let me take the bucket, but I glanced at the bag in the bucket, there seemed to be underwear in it... Or purple... Inadvertently, my old face also turned red. But I shook my head vigorously in my heart, and I didn't think much about it, and on the way home, we didn't say a word.

There seems to be an endless list of words.

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I walked a long way uphill on the country road, almost to my house, turned left and went down the trail, when I passed by the big fish pond, the breeze blew from the water, stirring Xiaoxue's skirt, Xiaoxue pressed the skirt, as if she remembered something, turned out 22 yuan from the bag, handed it to me, and said that she had borrowed it before. I originally wanted to shirk it, but seeing Xiaoxue's serious appearance, I still took it.

Xiaoxue looked at me, then looked ahead and said with a smile, sometimes it's very difficult, and there is really no way, but she actually doesn't like to owe anything to people at all. I just want to be alone. If she would take the initiative to ask for help, that person, except for her relatives... That's... She...... Target... Wife...

As she spoke, her face seemed to turn red again, and her side face seemed to reflect the light of the water, she snorted, smiled and said to me, "That bun... I won't pay it back if I eat it! ”

I looked at her, she looked at me, and we both looked at each other and smiled.

We talked a lot on the way. She said that she actually went back to Tianning County, except for the house where she used to live or rent, she usually lived in a student apartment with her sister, and she was very familiar with the female teacher, in fact, if she didn't need to earn money to send her sister to study, she would have thought about coming in to study. The female teacher is also very good, and she also said that if she wants, she can be used for Xiaoxue and even Xiaoxue's sisters to study together, after all, with Xiaoxue's learning ability, it is definitely not a big problem to take a 985 and 211 exam, Xiaoxue said what the teacher said to her. It's just that Xiaoxue still refused, although she also thought about hesitating, but she has a stronger personality and is more independent, so she still declined the female teacher, but it was also with the help of the female teacher that Xiaoxue's sister was able to successfully enter the school, which is why she is very grateful to the female teacher.

Xiaoxue said, and said to me with a smile. With the help of that female teacher, Xiaoxue used to be a part-time assistant teacher in the verification school, helping the teacher who was not there to watch the class management and self-study, or taking biology classes, she read books every day when she was free, and learned a lot of things. But after all, there is no certificate. There is no salary either. But at least with the help of the female teacher, she can rest on the empty bed in her sister's dormitory, which can be regarded as a place to rest.

But now that her sister is about to be reassigned to a new class and is about to graduate, it is not convenient for her to live in school again, so she sells her extra suitcases and clothes. Let's look for a job in the future. If... If there's still a chance...

As she spoke, she suddenly looked lonely, lowered her head, looked at me again, grinned, and the imperceptible look on her face flashed, she said, saying that staying by my side is a rare calm for her in the past ten years... It's rare to have such a sense of peace in your heart! It feels like a spring breeze...

I was stunned and looked at Xiaoxue. I found out that she actually said what I felt. Me too, with you by my side, even if I don't speak. The heart is also sweet and contented, like... Like a spring breeze.

I suddenly laughed, thinking about this world, this kind of life, it seems to be very good...

It's just that when I want to subconsciously ignore the existence of those things...

All this, how I wish ...

All of that, all of that, it's... Hallucinations, how nice it would be...

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