Because Jin Yuyan didn't say anything, Sang Li had to blow his hair in the living room.

Neither of them spoke again, and for a moment, the only sound in the living room was the hum of a hair dryer.

Jin Yuyan looked down at the computer, his eyes were focused, and his slender and good-looking fingers occasionally tapped a few times on the keyboard, and he didn't seem to be disturbed at all.

Sang Li was blowing her hair, but her heart was unexpectedly irritable.

What does Jin Yuyan mean?

Obviously, five years ago, she was so resolute in refusing her, and she didn't even have a good face when she left.

What's going on now?

Is it guilt or something else.

I don't know what's wrong, Sang Li felt a little panicked in her heart, as if something was blocked.

She couldn't help but glance up at the tall and straight back sitting on the couch.

Those dark and deep eyes were still staring intently at the computer screen.

The thin lips are pursed, and the eyebrows are full of calm and wisdom.

Although I don't know what Jin Yuyan has experienced abroad in the past few years, it seems that he should be doing very well now.

But after thinking about it, what does it have to do with her whether he is doing well or not.

Sang Li turned off the hair dryer, put it back in its place, and slowly approached Jin Yuyan.

A string of red lights on the computer, all kinds of data are dizzying.

Sang Li looked at Jin Yuyan and said softly, "Thank you today." ”

Jin Yuyan slowly turned his head sideways after hearing the voice, his eyes intertwined with her, "No." ”

It's still the same as before.

Although there has been no contact for five years, Sang Li is no stranger to the current Jin Yuyan.

Because now he is exactly the same as Jin Yuyan in his previous life.

Steady, noble, cold and detached.

Instead, it made her feel familiar.

After all, in her previous life, she lived with Jin Yuyan like this for three years.

But now in the first life, everything has changed, although their lives are getting better and better, but they are no longer the closest people to each other.

Sang Li didn't know whether to be happy or sad.

She sniffed, trying to control her emotions, "Then I'll go back, I have to go to work tomorrow." ”

Jin Yuyan didn't respond for a while, his fingers were still tapping on the keyboard, and only after two minutes did he raise his eyes and say something inconsequential, "Have you eaten?" ”

Sang Li was stunned, a little unsure of the meaning of Jin Yuyan's words.

"I just ordered takeout, let's stay and eat together." Jin Yuyan added.

Sang Li really wants to ask, are you really not afraid of your girlfriend getting angry when you treat other girls like this?

But the idea only swirled around in his mind before it was dismissed.

After all, she had nothing to do with him in the first place.

"Thanks, no need, I've already had dinner." Sang Li shook his head in refusal, then looked at the clock hanging on the wall, it was almost twelve o'clock, "I should go." ”

"Wait." Jin Yuyan suddenly called out to her.

Sang Li's footsteps stopped, and he turned around suspiciously, and saw Jin Yuyan pointing to the clothes that had fallen on the ground, and said lightly: "Your things have fallen." ”

It was her lingerie.

Sang Li was stunned for three seconds, bent down to pick up the underwear on the ground, put it in his bag, turned around and left, and even his back looked very hasty, as if he was fleeing for his life and leaving this place.

Until she closed the door of the house, Sang Li felt her heart beat faster.

How could she be so careless, she actually dropped her underwear, and was seen by Jin Yuyan.

Sang Li stood at the door and slapped his face a few times with his hand to sober himself up, but the more he did this, the more chaotic his mind became.

She scratched her long hair a little irritably, forget it, let's go to bed first.

***

After waiting for a long time, Jin Yuyan shook his head helplessly.

He rubbed the corners of his forehead, turned off the computer, took out the cigarette case from his coat pocket, took one out of his mouth, and lit it.

Nicotine stimulated his nerves and sense of smell, and he took a deep breath, slowly exhaling the smoke ring, his eyes misty, as if caught in some kind of memory

After he deliberately said those cruel words to Sang Li, he often fell into self-blame and chagrin, but there is no regret medicine to buy in this world, so no amount of regret will help.

So he could only secretly pay attention to her movements in a place where Sang Li couldn't see.

When she was in her third year of high school, she was found home, so she could only hide in the alley and hide her figure in the night.

Listening to her heart-rending screams, he was so distressed that he was almost suffocated, but he still had to pretend that nothing happened, and even treated her indifferently.

When he was in college, he tried not to think about her, but he couldn't help but ask Su Xinwan about her recent situation, and even often went to their college to see her on the pretext of participating in competitions.

Watch her focus on studying in the library, or lie on her desk and memorize words carefully; Or chat with others and smile like a flower

Every time, he always stood silently in the corner, staring at her side face from a distance, until she turned her head, he would quickly turn around, hiding the complex emotions that were surging from the bottom of her eyes.

But he never dared to come near.

Because he is not worthy.

Watching her get better and better, he gradually realized that his current speed is too slow, and success is not something that can be achieved by hard work, but more importantly, opportunity.

So he decided to study abroad.

Hopefully, after gaining enough capital and wealth, I will come back to her.

The so-called study abroad career is to let yourself integrate into this environment as much as possible, improve yourself, increase your knowledge, and learn new knowledge and skills.

When I first arrived abroad, I didn't fit anywhere, I had to rely on myself, and no one would help you.

You need to study and ponder the language by yourself, and you have to earn all the high tuition fees and living expenses by yourself.

So the first few months were simply torment for him, no matter how hard he tried to do it, he would still be beaten back to his original shape.

Whenever this time, all that comes to his mind is the appearance of Sang Li, and he misses her voice in his heart, and wants to see her, but he can only endure it.

It was also at this time that I became addicted to smoking, and it was difficult to fall asleep every night.

After smoking, he lay down on the bed, took out the photo he took with Sangli in the amusement park, carefully studied her cheek, and then stroked it gently.

Fortunately, he has survived now, and he has become an existence that everyone looks up to, and he has countless wealth.

He could finally stand by her side openly, holding the most beautiful thing in the world in front of her hands.

So after everything was taken care of, he returned home.

deliberately bought the house next door to her, and looked at the window in a daze every day, fantasizing about her sudden incoming.

However, waiting, waiting, he lost his patience after all, so he simply pulled the gate directly and designed today's play.

Recalling this, Jin Yuyan opened his eyes and took another deep puff of smoke, the smoke swirled around his fingertips, and then slowly dissipated. (End of chapter)