Jin Yuyan's voice was cold, his speed was not fast, and his words revealed frankness and sincerity.

Sang Li lowered her eyes slightly, "Why are you telling me this?" ”

"Since you want to chase people, you should always make people feel at ease, right?"

Jin Yuyan's gaze was fixed on her, there seemed to be stars shining in her deep eyes, a light smile rose at the corner of her mouth, and she seemed to shake her head helplessly, "If you don't even have a word of explanation, wouldn't it seem too perfunctory?" ”

Hearing this, Sang Li slowly raised his eyelids and met his deep black pupils.

"You want to chase me?"

"Hmm." Jin Yuyan admitted, his expression gentle and indifferent.

Sang Li pursed her lips, her expression a little complicated, "Jin Yuyan, when I walked towards you five years ago, you tried your best to push me away, but now, you said you wanted to chase me?" ”

Her voice was hoarse and a little shaky.

Hearing her mention what happened five years ago, Jin Yuyan's handsome eyebrows moved slightly, "I have no choice, I didn't have anything at that time, and I didn't deserve such a good you at all. I'm also afraid that you're just being so kind to me because you pity me. ”

He paused, as if thinking of something, and a trace of loneliness flashed in his dark eyes.

On the night he came back from the hotel, Pei Cheng actually came to look for him.

What he said was nothing more than those words, and his ears were calloused, and he still chose to ignore them.

Until he mentioned mulberry pear.

At first he was just talking to himself.

said that Sang Li fell in love with him, how could he like someone like him, and even did not hesitate to go against him and make him the laughing stock of the class.

Then he asked him not to daydream, Sangli was just because he saw him pitiful, so his sympathy was overflowing.

In fact, these words didn't hurt him at all.

But then Pei Cheng said that Sang Li was just playing with him now, and when she felt bored, she would kick him away, and then he knew how pathetic it was, and he couldn't even listen to a word of comfort.

Pei Cheng said that the reason why he hasn't touched Sangli for so long is not because she is a woman, but because there is a very powerful bamboo horse behind her to escort her.

It was also from then that he became more determined to let Sangli leave him.

If you don't become stronger, what will you do to protect your beloved girl?

So, he studied hard, worked hard, worked hard to earn money, and wanted to get out of poor living conditions as soon as possible and own his own company and property.

He didn't know how many years he would need to achieve this, so he could only make Sangli die to himself.

Because he knew that if he told her, she would definitely choose to fight with him.

But the most precious thing for a girl is youth, her beautiful life has not yet begun, how can he let her suffer with him.

Sang Li stared at Jin Yuyan quietly, his eyes revealed a little doubt, but it was more sad and helpless, "You really didn't have anything at that time, but I never looked down on you because of this, instead. I still feel sorry for you, and I feel sorry for you who are under pressure, pain and suffering alone. ”

"I know, but Sangli, you grew up with a golden key in your mouth, lived in a villa, wore famous brands, and lived an elegant and noble life every day.

"At that time, I really didn't want to be a stumbling block in your life, I would rather do nothing for the rest of my life than let you lower your quality of life because of me."

There was a sudden deathly silence between the two men.

After a moment, Sangli broke the silence, "Then have you ever regretted it?" ”

Do you regret giving up on her in the first place?

Regret that they missed each other for so many years because of these?

Jin Yuyan's expression precipitated into pitch black, as if he could gain insight into her inner thoughts, and he said lightly: "Yes." ”

For countless nights, he tossed and turned in his dreams many times, all of which were Sang Li crying with red eyes: "Why do you treat me like this, I am so good to you." ”

Nightmares haunt him, making him constantly reminisce about the past.

Regret, immense regret.

However, it is better to regret than to gain and lose again.

He couldn't be so selfish.

Sang Li was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't expect that he would answer himself directly.

Then, Jin Yuyan said again: "Sangli, I'm sorry for the previous things, can you give me another chance?" I want to compensate you well. ”

Although this sentence is simple and easy to understand, it contains too many complex and profound meanings.

Let me spend my whole life making up for the regrets I owe you all these years.

Let me pamper you with the most precious time and energy.

Let's move back towards a happy and happy future.

Sang Li lowered his eyes, his eyes were a little sour, and it took a long time to calm down, "Although you have a hard time, but you treated me so much at the beginning, why should you let me forgive you if you apologize." ”

"Yes, you shouldn't have forgiven me so easily, you should have made me suffer too."

At this moment, Jin Yuyan looked very sincere, and even his tone was soft, so gentle that he almost dripped water.

"So if you want to beat me or scold me, you can take it."

After that, he took the initiative to stretch out his hand and move a few inches closer to her.

This is still the cold and indifferent Jin Yuyan before.

If he hadn't heard it with his own ears, Sang Li couldn't believe that it was Jin Yuyan who was sitting in front of him now.

His demeanor and demeanor were too cautious, as if he was afraid that a little heavier would scare her, or even that he would suddenly leave and disappear.

It was clear that he had never seen such a gesture before, but today he suddenly appeared, and without warning...... It was unexpected.

At the same time, Jin Yuyan like this cannot be refused.

Sang Li looked away, raised his hand and patted off his outstretched palm, and stopped continuing the topic, "I'm going to eat, and the porridge is cold." ”

Jin Yuyan chuckled, and was no longer embarrassed by Sang Li.

"Okay, eat more." His voice was low, with a hint of lingering compassion.

Sang Li stopped talking, bowed his head and drank the bowl of porridge silently.

It's a little subtle to sit down and eat together for the first time in many years.

But Sangli quickly adapted to the feeling.

After all, when Jin Yuyan came to her house to make up for her class, the two ate together every day.

Jin Yuyan's cooking skills have not fallen in recent years, and the food he makes is even more delicious than before.

It's no wonder that early in the morning she woke up immediately after smelling the fragrance.

After eating, Jin Yuyan cleaned up the table.

Sang Li was about to go home, but she heard Jin Yuyan's voice behind her, "Can I add a WeChat?" ”

She paused and turned her head to look at Jin Yuyan.

Jin Yuyan looked serious, with a look of expectation in his eyes, as long as she said yes, then he would give her the WeChat account.

"No, you can't." Sang Li refused without thinking about it.

It's sent in advance, go to bed, good night to all the babies.

(End of chapter)