Yan sniffed and smiled: "Yes, I didn't expect it either." ”

She really didn't expect that most of the palace maids who could stay by her side and persist silently for several years were arranged by her mother.

It seems that after going back this time, I have to talk to Xue Niang seriously.

Less than two hours after she was born, her mother was gone, and she didn't know anything about her old man's arrangements for her.

"It's okay, go back and ask the old man in Huazhang Palace."

Ying Zheng gently held his daughter's head with his big hand, and comforted him softly, "It's my fault that I didn't take care of your mother and daughter." ”

"Father, I don't blame you."

Xu Yan was lying on her father's lap, and her voice was muffled, "You were at the critical moment of the unification of China for the sake of the world, and it was normal to not take care of our mother and daughter." ”

It's just that I feel sorry for my mother.

At that time, my mother must have been very scared, she died so silently that even the burial place was not seen until today.

As an emperor, Yingzheng is undoubtedly qualified, but as a husband and father, he is too unqualified.

Although he comforted his father and didn't blame him, his distress for his mother was real.

The princess of the destroyed small country trembled in the harem of the Qin State, and she was afraid that the number of times she could see her man could be counted on one hand.

was able to give birth to her child, she did her best, how could she not make the best arrangements for her daughter at the end of her life, what kind of situation was that?

Just thinking about it makes my heart hurt so much that I can't breathe.

Thinking of this, Ying Zheng probably understood.

But at this point, all he can do is to give her the most decent identity, and also to give her the confidence to grow up for the ninth girl.

The father and daughter left Xianyang in this sadness, nostalgia and guilt, and drove northwest to the nearest mountain to Lishan.

Strictly speaking, this is a secondary mountain of Lishan, which is within the scope of sergeant's protection.

This mountain is the burial place of the harem lady who has no status.

Bleak and lonely.

After the perimeter guards, the identity was checked and released.

When she lifted the curtain and looked out, she saw that there were several tombs scattered on the slope of this small hill, and she didn't know which one belonged to her mother.

The emperor stopped at the foot of the mountain, and Yingzheng led his daughter to the ground, looking up at the tomb on the hillside, with a complicated expression.

He knew that this was the place where the women of his harem would be.

Thinking that these women were sent to the palace far from home, some did not even leave a son and a half daughter, and some left a son and a half daughter, but they did not live long.

Especially Xu'er's mother, who left this world after giving birth to a child and learning that King Qin named her daughter, is the most hard-working woman.

After a short silence, Ying Zheng ordered: "Come and lead the way." ”

"Yui."

Several men with solemn faces came out of the crowd and walked in the forefront, while Ying Zheng took Xu Yan's hand and followed the mountain step by step.

In front of a tomb closest to the foot of the mountain, everyone stopped: "Your Majesty, Your Highness, this is the tomb of Mrs. Liang, the mother of the princess." ”

Xuyan: "......" is really perfunctory.

Ying Zheng's pupils shrank sharply, looking at the location of several other tombs in the distance, and then looking at the shabby, tiny and overgrown tomb in front of him, his mood was extremely complicated.

I want to vent my inner anger, but I can't find the source of it.

All of this is caused by her own lack of attention, and she is to blame for not paying enough attention to these women.

What can he do with himself? Let people beat themselves up on the board?

Xu Yan let go of her father's big hand, and came to her mother's tomb with heavy steps and knelt down: "Mother, Xu'er has come to see you." ”