"I don't understand." Yang Xianrong shook his head, "If it is good for me, I will definitely return it a thousand times and a hundred times, even if love is not reciprocal, but if I want to give, doesn't it prove that I can still love." ”

"But have you ever thought that love and hate go hand in hand?"

"Mother, do you love your father?" Yang Xianrong suddenly changed the topic.

"I don't love it." Sun Ying replied very simply, which made Yang Xianrong stunned. "I want a man who matches my status. Your father just happened to be yes. If I love him, I will devote my whole heart to him, to pay attention to him, to defend him, and even to do everything for him. I don't want to be without myself, I have to have my own life. Because of this, this is also why your grandmother chose me to be Yang Xuanzhi's wife among so many women. ”

Yang Xianrong nodded, she knew that her mother was an extremely strong woman, and even before marrying her father, she was a substitute practitioner in the nunnery. Aunt Miao Ying is her best friend, and she has even traveled to many places together.

Perhaps, it is precisely because her mother is such a woman that Yang Xianrong is not confined to the reserved and shy nature of ordinary family women, and she has not even seen the world. She grew up in a happy and free environment, which is even more different.

"Rong'er, I know you have someone in your heart, but you have to remember that you always have to be yourself, and others can't help you, and they can't make decisions for you." Sun Ying was very solemn, with both worry and expectation in her eyes, "My mother knows that you have had your own ideas since you were a child, so your mother has never interfered with any of your things and ideas, but my mother just wants you to know that to survive in this troubled world, you have to trust someone too much." ”

Does Sun Ying mean something?

Yang Xianrong pursed his lips, just nodded, and did not continue to ask.

"There's one more thing." Sun Ying's voice was lowered, "If it is said that behind Huizhu is Liu Yao, then this Liu Yao is very likely to have a lot to do with General Ning Shuo and Liu Yuan, who supervised the military of the Fifth Division. Liu Yuan is the son of Liu Bao, the Zuoxian King of the Southern Xiongnu, and the eldest princess of the Huyan family, and her mother is not an ordinary woman. ”

"What does that mean?" Yang Xianrong's hand quietly touched the bead necklace that she had been wearing on her arm and left her before she died, and her heart hurt again.

"Your eldest brother said that this Liu Yao is very likely to be Liu Yuan's subordinate Liu Yongming, but he is not an ordinary man." Sun Ying glanced at the doors and windows of the dormitory, fortunately, they were all closed very tightly, Cui Xi and Lan Xiang were waiting outside the door, and no one would overhear.

"Slave?" Yang Xianrong frowned again.

"There is a rumor that it was Liu Yuan's first woman, the eldest princess of the Xianbei clan, Yuwen clan, but she died after giving birth to her son. Therefore, Liu Yuan held this son as a treasure and kept him by his side to raise him personally. However, because he has not had a matchmaker marriage with this Yuwen family, this child does not have an official name, but is only called a slave. Let's not talk about this slave, just talk about Liu Yuan, listen to your eldest brother, I'm afraid this Liu Yuan is about to turn around......"

"What?" Yang Xianrong's head was already starting to hurt. These people from the Sima family went in and out of Luoyang one by one, treating the emperor Sima Zhen as an ornament, and doing whatever they wanted. Now there is another great general who wants to rebel?

"This person has the strong strength of the five Xiongnu tribes, is he willing to serve the Sima family?" Sun Ying sneered, "Sooner or later, it will be reversed, so your father rushed to get the people of the Yang family back to Tai'an County first." As for you, it's safe for the time being, at least no one dares to touch Sima Xin, he has the jade seal of the country in his hand, and he still has to maintain the supremacy of the imperial power. ”

"That'...... What if it comes? Yang Xianrong was also a little scared.

"Run!" Sun Ying said with a smile, "We are not uncommon to this imperial throne, if you see that the situation is not right, run quickly." Don't look ahead and backward like last time, for too many people to delay. ”

"Okay." Yang Xianrong nodded solemnly this time, "Then I'd better pack a package that can run at any time." ”

“…… There's no such hurry, you wait for me to come back. If you want to run, I will run with you. Sun Ying stuffed the little puppet back into her hand, "I talked to you and forgot about Liu Yao." If he is really Liu Yuan's servant, then his purpose in coming to Luoyang is also obvious, that is, to find out the news, and also to clean up Liu Yuan's belongings in Luoyang. Liu Yuan has lived in Luoyang for a long time and has his own mansion, so he should have put a lot of things. They quietly packed up and left, and later reversed ......"

"Okay." This time, it can really only be a sigh. But thinking about it, Liu Yao didn't feel sorry for her, and even treated her quite well, maintained her, protected her, and never even said a word "no" to her.

Hye-joo should be the person he left for her, the purpose is to protect her. Huizhu refused to say it at first, but told her in this way before she died.

That's why she felt more pain.

Because she didn't protect the people Liu Yao sent to her, she lost her life.

According to Yang Xuanzhi's judgment, Luoyang will be able to be stable for at least one year. After all, the conquest outside didn't have much to do with the emperor and queen in the imperial city. They are puppet-like beings, pulled out and spun around when necessary. For example, Sima Yi actually pulled the emperor Sima Cheng to discuss military and political affairs, and even proposed that Sima Cheng should go to the battlefield to see the excitement.

Sima Zhen actually agreed, and went to Tianyuan Palace to talk to Yang Xianrong about this matter. Yang Xianrong looked at him with Princess Sima Jing in his arms and asked, "Are you planning to do without our mother and daughter?" ”

"What do you mean, baa? I'm only saying hello to you now, and I haven't seen any other concubines and beauties. ”

"That's not what the concubine meant, does it mean that you are going to the battlefield and can you come back?"

"Bah, I am the true Son of the Dragon, how can there be something? The sixth brother has said that as long as I get out of the horse, there will be no time for defeat. I'm very powerful, and I've learned the art of war. ”

This time, Yang Xianrong really looked at him like he was looking at a fool, and his heart was full of boredom. "If you want to go, you can go, the concubine will definitely not stop you. But if you are defeated and killed, the concubine will take her daughter back to her hometown in Tai'an County. ”

"Sheep baa, I will follow you too." Sima Zhen was not happy, "Where you go, where I go." ”

"The concubine wants to go to Guanshui Mountain, and I heard that Xu Zhenren is there." Yang Xianrong took Sima Xin's hand, "Li'er should change a pair of medicine to eat, after the concubine gave birth, her health has been bad, and it is difficult to accept happy things, and I also want to go to Xu Zhenren to ask for a prescription......"