Su Mo took a deep breath, pressed his restless heart due to the upheaval, and said in a low voice: "Dad, Mom, I'm not sick, I'm a traverser. ”

"Although I don't know why I crossed over, the world of Dawn is real, and I have my own life there."

"To be honest, I miss you very much in the world after I crossed over, and even thought about how nice it would be if I could travel back one day and see you again."

"But at least for now, it's fake, and you're all fake! You're just an illusion, not my parents. I've got to find a way to wake up. ”

When her son said this, Li Huishu cried even more sadly, and Su Xun also closed her eyes, choked up and couldn't speak, tears slid down their cheeks and dripped onto the placket.

Dr. Chen sighed heavily, and said earnestly: "Xiao Su, you can't do this, just rely on medication, and if you don't cooperate in your subjective consciousness, you will never get better." ”

Su Mo said calmly: "You don't need to say anything, I know what is going on now." You are fake, but the Dawn is real. ”

Dr. Chan looked rather helpless, simply shook his hands and said, "Okay, then let's talk about your hallucinations." It was the fall of the Rusty Wall, then the Nemesis virus, and then the Fatui incident. ”

"What's going on now? Beacon events? Tell me, where is the beacon incident, is it over? ”

Su Mo was stunned when he heard this, and the calm on his face was replaced by a blankness: "Why do you know these things I only talked about the crossing just now, and I didn't say such a detailed detail." ”

Looking at Su Mo in a daze, Dr. Chen didn't speak, just sighed and shook his head.

Dr. Chen untied a strap that bound Su Mo's wrist, lifted his sleeve, and showed him Su Mo's own arm.

I saw that Su Mo's arms were densely packed with needle eyes, some new and some old, not to mention dozens of places.

"Xiao Su, the things I said were all told to me by you in the previous treatment."

"You insist that you are a time-traveler, and one day you beat a game called Dawn, and you were the first person to get all the achievements, and then you fell asleep and suddenly crossed over."

"You said that you got to know a lot of NPCs in the game in the Dawning World, what Nuobai, is a girl with white hair and a Tang knife, and what KK, Dong Dong. also said that he killed the original protagonist, took a lot of clearance props, and wanted to set foot on the top of the dawn. ”

"I must admit that your mental disorder is very special, every time you have an attack, there will be new progress in the condition, new hallucinations will appear, and the front and back are actually coherent, all kinds of details can be matched, this situation is very rare in the world."

"But Xiao Su, you must keep in mind that you must use your will to fight those illusions, no matter how attractive they are, otherwise your mental disorder will never get better."

Listening to Dr. Chen's words, Su Mo was stunned and couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.

I don't know how long it took, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he squeezed out an ugly smile: "Oh, I understand that my physique is not as special as Ou Chenyu, and there is a situation that is different from the original plot." ”

"The anomalous wave signals emitted by the Black Spire can not only affect my mind to hallucinate, but also read my memories, so you know everything! You're trying to fool me with that! ”

Doctor Chen seemed to be accustomed to this kind of sarcasm, he motioned for Su Mo to stop, and said patiently, "That's it, Xiao Su, you might as well think back to your previous experience and see if you can remember something." ”

This sentence was like turning on some kind of switch, and Su Mo's head was in another tearing pain.

The chaotic scenes are constantly intertwined, and some very different memories emerge.

Countless images appeared in Su Mo's mind, and the scenes were played like a movie, becoming extremely clear, all of them were bits and pieces of his past life.

The earliest memory should be when I was three or four years old, I was playing with my friends next door, and there was Astro Boy on TV, and a few of them were chasing me with a model of the Iron Courage Train Man.

Then when I was in elementary school, I walked on the playground after school, it was an autumn afternoon, the weather was beautiful, the dusk sun was warm and warm, and "Golden Childhood" was still playing on the radio.

Scenes from junior high school, high school, university, and post-graduation work and life continue to emerge, and the original ethereal past has become real.

Later, I don't know what day it began, the life of a social animal made him feel bored and numb, so he began to look for a sense of existence in the virtual world and indulged in playing games every day.

Perhaps it is because of the long-term detachment from reality that affects the psyche, or perhaps because of some organic lesion of the brain, that terrible mental disorder appears.

At first, there were only occasional trances, some slight hallucinations, auditory hallucinations.

Later, it became more and more serious, and at the worst time, he could not even get out of bed, and his consciousness sometimes collapsed, and sometimes he became awake.

Memories also began to become fragmented from this time, the solemn face of the attending doctor, the messy and complicated examination report, the various medicine bottles scattered on the ground, the parents who secretly sobbed, and the cold hospital ward. All kinds of pictures are mixed together.

Seeing that Su Mo's eyes were in a trance, Dr. Chen asked with concern, "Xiao Su, do you remember something?" It's a good thing to wake up so quickly! In the past, you had to be in a trance for a long time every time, but it seems that the latest medicine is still working! ”

Dawn, reality.

Two distinct memories intertwined in Su Mo's mind, constantly pounding into his consciousness.

"Not true. That's not true. I'm not sick. I'm not crazy." A cold sweat broke out on Su Mo's forehead, and he stared at Dr. Chen, his eyes wide, and said, "Your construct's skills are really amazing. The illusion is so real that it's hard to tell."

He threw his head up to the ceiling and shouted hoarsely, "Future! Activate the emergency plan! Wake me up! Future!!! ”

There was no response.

Only his own voice echoed in the hospital room, and his mother Lee Hye-sook's even more sad cry.

"Son. Mom told you a long time ago that you can't play games every day, and you have to say it's okay. This computer game is really harmful!! ”

Su Mo yelled at Li Huishu: "Don't say it! Don't try to lie to me! This is a fake, Dawn is a real place, I am a traverser, and my companions are still waiting for me to go back! ”

Dr. Chan held his forehead and sighed helplessly, obviously very distressed by the situation.

Suddenly, he seemed to think of something, and he felt left and right in his pocket and said, "Oh yes, speaking of this "Dawn". I don't usually play games, but then you keep talking about this, so I went to the Internet and searched for it. ”

He took out his phone, tapped it on the screen a few times, and then handed it over: "The "Dawn" you are talking about, it should be this, right?" ”

I saw a game industry news displayed on Dr. Chen's mobile phone:

[The internal beta of the domestic 3A masterpiece "Dawn" has ended, and the official version has exceeded 8 million copies in one week after it was released on Steam, and the number of online users has exceeded 2 million, becoming one of the most popular buyout pay-to-play games in recent times! 】

Just as Su Mo was staring blankly at the familiar picture and logo, Dr. Chen swiped his finger and clicked on a live video.

This is a big anchor with more than 10 million fans, who is playing "Dawn" live broadcast, controlling the protagonist to fight with a white-haired and red-eyed female boss.

"Pour a cappuccino for Dabai and start your second stage show. I still have 17 blocks of blood, can you kill me in seconds? You can beat me with 17 bars of blood today, me! While! Field! Just eat this handle! ”

I saw a flash of red light on the screen, and Nuobai, who had entered the second stage, used his signature supersonic slash to directly empty the protagonist's health bar with one sword.

A large [Death] appears on the screen.

In the end, what was left for the audience was the anchor's sluggish, confused expression.

Dr. Chan swiped his finger to switch to the next live broadcast room.

The female anchor is going through the plot at this time, and in the picture, a delicate-looking and delicate young man is blowing water with the protagonist.

The female anchor covered her crimson face and let out a nymphomaniac smile: "K Bao is so cute!" Hee-hee-hee, fragrant and soft little boy~ Can you tackle this role later? This game has been cultivated by me to play in love, and I have been harmed by a boy in my life~"

Dr. Chen swiped his finger again and switched to the third live broadcast room.

The anchor is also in the plot, and the picture is a devastated and dilapidated scene, and the ruins of the city are everywhere as far as the eye can see.

A pink-haired Lori covered in bruises fell to the ground and smiled dismally at the protagonist: "The thing I regret the most in my life is that I followed you"

As soon as the protagonist's hand is raised, the long knife stabs Dongdong in the throat, ending her life.

The anchor in the small window in the lower right corner was holding his forehead at this time, his eyes were red, and he said hoarsely: "Brothers, this world-destroying ending of the evil line is too miserable. I really can't stand it.,Let's broadcast it here today.,I'm going to see some healing."

Dr. Chen took back his mobile phone and said earnestly: "Xiao Su, I heard your parents say that you also liked to play games and become addicted to the Internet before, and there is no recognized standard at present, and it is generally not recognized in clinical practice. ”

"But there are still many blind spots in the medical field now, and I can't assert that your mental disorder has nothing to do with playing games, especially since you have developed hysteria with such a clear predisposition."

"You must realize that Dawn is just a game, there is nothing to cross, everything is just a fantasy under your mental barrier, if you don't understand this, you will never get better."

Su Mo's breathing became heavy, trembling, and his words trembled and he couldn't speak clearly: "Impossible, absolutely impossible."

He looked around with his eyes wide open, and suddenly his gaze was certain.

One of his hands, which had just been released by Dr. Chen, suddenly grabbed the vase on the bedside table and smashed it his head amid the screams of several people.

"Bang-" The vase shattered and scattered.

There was a chill in his head, then it became hotter and hotter, and a sharp pain erupted.

Warm blood flowed down his head, and a little into his eyes, making his vision scarlet.

"Hurry up, tie his hands! Ay. The condition is unstable, and I still can't let go easily"

"Son. Mom, please, don't do this again."

Dr. Chan cooperated with the nurse to hold Su Mo's hand and tie him back to the bed.

Su Mo blinked vigorously, squeezing the blood flowing into his eyes, and looked at the ceiling in a trance.

Even with such intense pain, the surrounding scenery still showed no signs of distortion, only bloody reality.

"No way, I'm just crossing into the dawn. I'm a traverser. Here's a fake. It's all fake."

Just when Su Mo was chattering, Su Xun pounced on him with red eyes, pulled those restraint belts hard, and scolded in his mouth: "Dawn, every time you wake up, it's dawn, cross. You love crossing so much, I'll let you take a good look! ”

Dr. Chen came up and dissuaded, "Daddy Sumo, don't get excited. ”

Su Xun rubbed his eyes vigorously and continued to untie the restraint belt: "It's okay, doctor, I don't do anything, I'll let him see what he looks like." ”

Su Xun untied the restraint belts of Su Mo's hands, dragged him to sit up, and then tore his hospital gown shirt hard, and said heavily: "Look at yourself!" Take a look! ”

Su Mo looked down and saw that there were many wounds on his arms, some new and some old, some of which looked like scratches, and some of which were cut by some kind of sharp weapon.

Su Xun grabbed Su Mo's shoulder hard, choked with tears in his eyes: "Every time you wake up, you don't believe that this is reality, you have to say that we are fake, what kind of dawn world do you want to go back, you didn't say a few words and started to harm yourself like just now!" ”

"It's been so long, son, you've been like this every time, and you've hurt yourself every time, and Dad is distressed! Dad is distressed."

The old father seemed to have his backbone removed, and curled up there with his head down, tears rinsing and whimpering.

Dr. Chen gently hugged Su Xun's shoulders and comforted him softly: "Father Su Mo, you go out with Su Mo's mother first, and I will say a few words to the child." ”

The two husbands and wives wiped each other's tears and helped each other out of the ward, leaving only Su Mo's lonely and lonely back.

Dr. Chen sat beside the bed, looked at the sluggish Su Mo and smiled bitterly: "Xiao Su, you have also seen it, your parents are very sad. ”

"To be honest, they love you very much. I have been working here for decades and have seen too many patients abandoned by their families. ”

"But your mom and dad never wanted to abandon you because you were their only child. In order to treat you, they are now selling cars and houses. ”

"Your mother was originally a housewife, and her life was very leisurely, but now in order to treat you, she goes to work as a cleaner for others, and she has to endure the stench every day to clear the garbage and wash the toilet."

"Your dad is also a handful of old people, in order to make more money, in addition to working in the unit during the day, he has to deliver food after work, every day to one or two o'clock in the morning, and he was hit by a car a few days ago, fortunately, people are fine."

Speaking of this, Dr. Chen sat closer to Su Mo, took the iodophor and cotton in the nurse's hand, and patiently helped Su Mo wipe the blood on his head.

"About that dawning world, you used to tell me every time you woke up, and I listened very carefully, I remember all the things you said, the people who accompanied you."

"Wonderful, really, very wonderful. I sometimes even think that if one day I have hysteria and see such a wonderful world, then I am afraid that I will not want to go back to reality. ”

"However, Xiao Su, you have to understand a truth after all, no matter how wonderful the illusion is, it is also fake."

"Your world is here, here are your parents, there are your classmates and friends, this is your real world."

"For your own sake, for your parents' sake, you have to fight against it, and you can't be indistinguishable between the two sides."

"That Dawn World, if it's a game, it's time for it to end. If it's one, it's over. ”

"Let the journey that shouldn't exist end here." (End of chapter)

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