Chapter 56: It's Not Your Fault
Although he was answered, Lin Luo opened his mouth and was speechless for a while.
Jiang Li said such palace secrets, even if he has been a eunuch for more than ten years, he doesn't know about the power.
The only words that flowed out of the palace were that the emperor was seriously ill, and Concubine Li Shu, that is, Jiang Li's biological mother, served before the collapse, never leaving an inch, and unfortunately contracted the wind and cold when she was worried every day, and the medicine was difficult to treat, and she died first.
When the emperor was dying, he issued a special edict to posthumously crown Concubine Li Shu as the queen, and he was buried with him and buried in the same coffin.
I remember that many palace maids talked about this matter in a whisper, expressing envy for the life and death between the former emperor and Concubine Li Shu.
One was seriously ill and lingering on the sickbed, and the other served before the collapse, not moving an inch, and then followed and was buried with the coffin.
Sleeping in the same place in life and in the same coffin in death is more touching than dying in the same cave.
Unfortunately, this is not the truth, and the truth is often cruel.
And this touching story of living and dying together is probably deliberately spread by the first emperor before his death.
After all, the tighter the cover, the easier it is to attract snoops, so it is better to release a fake news and let the people in the palace chew their tongues to confuse the public.
This first emperor really did his best calculations.
But..... This is not incomprehensible.
The prince of a country, the future emperor, is a daughter, needless to say how important this secret is.
In order to keep this secret, no matter how big the price is, it is not hesitant to pay.
When he was seriously ill, the old emperor knew that his limit was approaching and that he would never have a chance to have a son again, and seeing that his daughter was about to ascend the throne, he put to death all those who knew the secret.
There are not many people killed, after all, there are not too many people who can know such an important secret, but everyone must be someone close to her.
These lives one by one have become a blood debt that weighs on her heart.
She would think that her mother, and the people who were killed, died because of her.
"She has some kind of psychological stress trauma with long-term depression.....
Faintly, Lin Luo's ears seemed to ring the words of Dr. Wang when he was in the mental hospital a few days ago.
This incident is the so-called psychological stress trauma.
At that time, Jiang Li had just ascended the throne, and it was the most painful time in her heart, even if she was resentful of the imperial examination as she said, but with her intelligence, she was not unable to understand the painstaking efforts of the emperor, and she could know the severity of the matter.
The person killed by the old emperor was telling her that no matter what, she must keep this secret, and if anyone knows this secret, she must not be tolerated or merciless, and she must be executed.
At this time, faced with a little eunuch who knew her secret, the choice she should make was to kill it to prevent future troubles.
After all, in order to keep secrets and stabilize the throne, many people have already died, so why not add another one? Besides, if he leaks secrets, won't those people die in vain?
But in this case, she made a decision that defied common sense - to leave one of her lives, choose not to create killing karma, and add a blood debt.
Don't look at her cold nature, facial paralysis, like an emotionless big ice mound, but she is actually a kind and good girl.
And under her cold appearance, I don't know how much pain and self-blame are implied, but she has been silently bearing it and never showing it, only showing it plainly.
Thinking of this, the pity in Lin Luo's heart finally reached its peak, and he couldn't help but reach out and touch Jiang Li's head, and comforted him warmly: "Although the emperor killed a lot of people to keep secrets, you don't have to feel guilty and apologize for this, let alone blame yourself, it's not your fault." ”
“.......”
“.......”
An arrogant dog's paws caress wantonly on top of his head, Jiang Li raised his head to look at him, his brows gradually furrowed.
"Ahem." Lin Luo coughed, quietly withdrew his hand, and seeing that he had arrived at the entrance of the community, he pointed to the breakfast shop on the side, "Let's go, go early." ”
...........
Two bowls of soy milk, two fried dough sticks, a drawer of xiaolongbao, and free pickles.
I found an empty table outside and sat down, the morning sun shone warmly on my body, the traffic on the road gradually increased, and the whole city began to wake up in the morning light.
Although he was touched by someone's presumptuous hand, Jiang Li can only choose to swallow his anger and not care about him.
At this time, she also seemed to have come out of her previous depression, and returned to her usual expressionless appearance.
She scooped a spoonful of soy milk into her mouth, looked up at the traffic on the street, and turned back to look at the diners.
The heat is filling, and the voices are boiling...
She remembered that the people in the city she had seen standing on the corner tower of Miyagi were different from here, but they didn't seem to be any different, they were all lively after all.
"You have no soul to eat like this. Come on, give me the spoon, you see, stir it like this, stir the sugar in the soy milk well, and then soak the fritters in it..."
Lin Luo took the spoon from her hand, stirred and stirred, and tore the fritters into sections and soaked them in, then put the spoon in the bowl and raised his chin, "Come, you can taste it again now." ”
Jiang Li frowned again, just now Lin Luo snatched the spoon from her hand in an almost robbery manner, and before she could react, her bowl of soy milk was soaked with fritters.
It was originally a white piece of frost and snow, but now it has become unsightly....
She raised her head, only to see that Lin Luo's eyes were full of expectation, and she almost wrote these four words on her face.
It was difficult to resist the enthusiasm, Jiang Li pursed his lips, lifted the spoon and scooped a small piece of fried dough sticks soaked in soy milk, and put it in his mouth.
"How's it going, isn't it?"
Jiang Li chewed the fritters in his mouth, kept his food silent, ignored him, and just nodded.
Although it is unsightly... But it does get a lot more delicious.
"This fritter has to be soaked in soy milk, which is the right way to eat."
Jiang Li saw the joyful expression on his eyebrows, and she didn't understand a little, she asked, "Lin Banban seems to be very happy?" ”
"Ang, this is called Amway in today's words, planting grass, you accept my recommended way to eat, and express your approval, this will bring people a sense of satisfaction."
This may seem like a no-brainer, as Lin Luo said: "This feeling is like... For example, if something happens to the DPRK and China, and a certain minister proposes a solution, which is adopted by you and expressed your approval, he will also be very satisfied, very happy, understand? ”
"How can the two be confused?"
"Why not? Although one is insignificant eating, and the other is a national event, the satisfaction it brings to people is the same. ”
"There is no distinction between high and low emotional stimulation, just like if you eat a dollar of candy, it is very sweet, and you feel very happy; You eat a 5,000 piece of candy, it's very sweet, and you feel very happy, although the value is thousands of times worse, but it's all the same happiness, right? ”
Jiang Li shook his head, "I think you're sophistry. Besides, I don't have anything to eat, you can only pay for what you want to eat, 5,000 yuan of sugar, so expensive, Lin Banban will not buy it for me. ”
Lin Luo thought about it, and nodded his head shortly: "It's also ha..."