Chapter 187: That's What I'm Really Worried About
"A change in your concept, abandoning some of the previous insistences, or being reserved, seems to be more convenient for me to take advantage of you or something."
"And you think that a nasty embryo like me must be happy about this, right?"
Jiang Li's gaze fell on his face, looked at him for two seconds, and asked, "So what does the misunderstanding you mean by . You're not nasty? ”
"No, I am."
A person's life is nothing more than a process of recognizing himself, Lin Luo not only recognized himself, he even went beyond a stage - to reconcile with himself.
He can now freely admit the fact that he is a nasty embryo.
And the next stage should be to replace calmness with pride, I step on a horse is a nasty embryo! (Hold your head high, be justified)
Of course, this is not the time to discuss this.
"But even if I'm nasty, I don't want this change from you"
"Isn't there a contradiction between you?"
"Contradictory?"
"Isn't it a contradiction?"
“.”
"Okay, contradictory, don't talk now, listen to me."
Stepping on a horse, one contradiction, Lin Luo felt that his train of thought was disrupted, and his memory even jumped to his teenage years inexplicably.
In the smoky Internet café, the sound of crackling keyboards sounded, and Dean on his side caressed and strengthened
Is the contradiction used to reinforce or amplify?
It was too long for him to remember, but it wasn't important, and now wasn't the time to think about it.
Lin Luo pulled back the deviant thinking, pondered for a while, and then slowly spoke: "You have been in modern times for so long, and you have been accepting new things, detaching yourself from your former identity little by little, and transforming into a modern person.
And the environment can change people the most, and the longer you stay and the more things you receive, one day you will completely jump out of your previous identity and become a real modern person, which is a good thing, but it is not a pure good thing. ”
Jiang Li frowned, feeling that these words were also very contradictory, "What do you mean?" ”
Lin Luo didn't answer, but just asked: "Is there anything you don't like about modern people?" ”
“.” Regarding this question, Jiang Li can only say, yes.
Not only that, but there are many of them, thanks to this era of information explosion, just half a year has already made her, a feudal emperor from an ancient dynasty, add countless things to see and hear, and countless places that she is not used to seeing.
"Yes, right?"
"Hmm."
"For example?"
"Etiquette collapses, and there are deficiencies in the five constants."
“.”
In just eight words, Lin Luo was silent, there is no need to explain anything, you can understand it, and there is no need to say it if you don't understand.
And the so-called Five Constants do not refer to the Five Hooligans, let alone the Five Constants of rice, but the five virtues that have lasted for thousands of years - benevolence, righteousness, propriety, wisdom and faith.
As for the deficiency, it is not that there is any missing, but that the whole is lacking.
Translate these eight words, etiquette and education, moral norms begin to collapse, and modern people no longer pay much attention to benevolence, righteousness, etiquette, wisdom and faith.
This is not used to it, this is clearly attacking the whole society, and throwing a heavy punch to the moral system of the whole society, every modern person should reflect on it.
Well, the topic has risen to a level where it shouldn't be.
"It's true that modern times have lost a lot of traditional virtues, that's why I said that being a modern person is not a pure good thing, and I don't want you to be one too."
Speaking of this, Lin Luo paused slightly, "The five permanent modern people are lacking. ”
"You think I'm going to be like this?"
"I don't think you will, but as the saying goes, the country is easy to change, and the nature is difficult to change, but the most fundamental thing in your personality has changed."
Hearing this most fundamental thing again, but unlike just now, Jiang Li already knew what he was referring to.
reserved
"Reserved."
Almost at the same time, Lin Luo also read these two words softly, and then hugged her hard.
Feeling the tightening of the hand covering his lower abdomen, the force was a little strong, Jiang Li felt a little uncomfortable, but he didn't struggle, and asked in the same soft voice: "You seem to be afraid?" ”
"I'm thinking, what if one day you leave?"
Jiang Li was silent for a moment: "Why are you also drilling the horns?" ”
"No, I said I had to leave, you left me."
Lin Luo looked sideways in the direction of the balcony, and the strength in his hand was also retracted, at this time, the sky outside was getting dark, and the room seemed a little dim.
Then his gaze fell, Fat Tiger may have just gone to the toilet and was slowly walking out of the balcony door.
Retracting his gaze, Lin Luo said: "Just like the fat tiger, it is an orange cat, it only eats, sleeps, sleeps and eats in its head, and other than that, it will not have any other ideas, besides, it is simple-minded, and it can't hold any complicated ideas." And you're different, you're a person, you're still a very assertive person, although you're very dependent on me now, but that's because you're limited by some things, such as ID cards."
"So you think I might leave you with my ID?"
"I'm worried."
Jiang Li then asked, "Why are you worried?" ”
"When you like it too much or care too much, you will become a loser."
"And the reason why you are suffering from gains and losses at this time is because you think I have lost my reserve?"
"Yes."
Lin Luo nodded and admitted, "It may be a bit embarrassing to say." Although you always arrogantly say that kissing and hugging is nothing, and at that time you also said that you will break up with me when you get tired of seeing me, but I actually know very well that you will never be.
For you, kissing and hugging is to lose your innocence, and to whom the innocence is given, then you have to start from the beginning, this is the concept engraved in your bones, and it is also your reserve and conservatism. ”
"But you seem to be starting to lose that reserve now, so I'm worried that one day you will become like a modern girl, let alone kissing and hugging, even if you sleep together, it doesn't matter, at that time, we may have a little friction, a little conflict, and then you will propose to break up, which is what I'm really worried about."
Lin Luo said a lot of words in one breath, Jiang Li listened silently and didn't bother, and finally understood what this person was worried about, and waited until the chatter slowly stopped, and after a while, she asked, "What about you?" ”
"What am I?"
"Will you start with the beginning?"
"I'm will."
As soon as he said two words, Lin Luo closed his mouth again and fell silent.
The silence had only lasted for a few seconds, and Jiang Li already felt that it was very long, and he couldn't help but look up at him, and his willow eyebrows were upside down: "What do you mean by this, won't you?" ”
"No, I sure am, I'm a person who is very emotional."
Jiang Li's brows were still furrowed, and he continued to question him: "Then what does it mean that you just said two words, and suddenly stopped saying them?" ”
Answer too quickly, and you might think I'm just lying to you."
“.”
Do you think that if you wait a few seconds to answer, you will have credibility in what you say?
Jiang Li wanted to ask him that, but his mouth opened and he gave up, because it seemed to be quite credible.
It's just that the source of credibility is not because Lin Luo waited for a few seconds, but because he replied too quickly, I'm afraid that you will think that I am just a brain to lie to you.
Whether it's a deception or not, at least this guy really cares about her.
I am worried and worried about even this kind of thing.
Jiang Li couldn't describe what he felt for a while, he just leaned against Lin Luo's chest, most of his body was lying in his arms, and then looked at him and asked, "When will I have my ID card?" ”
“?????”
A row of question marks popped up on Lin Luo's head, just now he was still saying that he would break up with an ID card or something, and now you are asking me this?
PS: The code is over, the code is over, and I stayed up all night, others are eating, drinking and having fun on New Year's Eve, I'm chatting on the codeword, others are holding their girlfriends for New Year's Eve, and I'm holding the keyboard for New Year's Eve.
Forget it, there's nothing good about my girlfriend, it's better to go to bed, I hope to wake up from a night's sleep, someone can see through my pretended strength and pry open my heart with two monthly passes.
When the time comes, I will tell you about my journey.
(End of chapter)