In a 30-square-meter ward, there are only two beds, one of which is empty.

The hospital was unusually quiet, quiet, only the screen shone brightly, and the sound of a movie that was not particularly disturbing was quiet, echoing in a one-person ward.

Outside the window, it was pitch dark, and it wasn't really late, only seven o'clock in the evening, but in the hospital, it was as quiet as late at night.

Death and loneliness seem to open up another world here.

A black waterfall hair, because it has not been trimmed for a long time, it really grows to the waist, and it is padded under the body, and she is wearing a white hospital gown, even if it is the smallest size, it still looks loose on her.

The bare arms outside the quilt are pitifully thin.

Whether she was frozen or not, her arm couldn't move a bit, she was more miserable than any patient ......, even if she slept until her back was red, and she was paralyzed for many years, her hips hurt so much.

She couldn't move herself, even if it was just a change of body.

In this case, day after day, she felt like a living body in bed, but waiting for a decaying body, no, it was better to simply decay.

To be alive is sometimes better than to be dead.

The movie shows the panting Lin Yu, fleeing to the hall, giving orders there, his face pale, like a frightened treasure, "I don't go to get the instruments, everyone just rest here, there is a bit of evil here." ”

"Tomorrow morning, I'll look for it when it's dawn."

"Click."

The movie was abruptly stopped.

Su Qingtong was stunned, turned his head to look, and saw Miss Mu Rufeng standing quietly on the side, her eyes were red, and on her side, I don't know when, there was already an extra boy.

The boy had his head down, his head shaking, almost on the palm of her hand.

His two hands, very impolite, very indiscriminate holding a girl's palm, some hot and humid things, constantly dripping onto her palm.

Su Qingtong was stunned for a moment, but unfortunately she couldn't even have a "shock", this kind of subtle change, she could only try to look at his face, but her neck was stiff, and it was difficult to even change her perspective.

"Outside the long pavilion, ...... by the ancient road"

She heard the boy lying there, suddenly speaking in a voice full of crying and trembling.

This is a very nonsensical statement.

Half a sound, without any response, until the tearful Lin Yu raised his head and saw a strange girl who was also full of tears, Su Qingtong opened his mouth, and tried to respond several times, but found that there was no sound in his throat.

Seeing this familiar big boy, at night, during the day, in 1845 days, the person she had been thinking about for a long time finally appeared in front of her, and the voice that was about to come to her mouth was swallowed by her.

Su Qingtong wanted to lower his head and avoid his gaze, but he couldn't, so he could only whisper and say with low self-esteem, "You, who are you?" ”

"Why are you touching my hand?"

Hearing this familiar tone, Lin Yu could no longer control the collapse of his emotions, his voice trembled, and he choked up, "Because you said, we can only hold hands in college, and I'm already a sophomore." ”

"Wow!" Su Qingtong couldn't control it anymore, and cried bitterly, "Ah Yu, why did you come!" ”

At this moment, the two of them no longer need any code from their childhood, just the so-called two unreasonable poems, "Outside the long pavilion, by the ancient road, a line of egrets is in the sky; Red crisp hands, yellow vine wine, two yellow orioles singing green willows", a chance invention of the slag forest fish in the first year of high school, a little secret that only two people know.

The movement here attracted the attention of some nurses in the corridor, and I don't know how many people came to watch.

"What a handsome boy, who is this."

"It can't be her boyfriend, right?"

"It's impossible, she has a boyfriend and hasn't come to visit her for five years??"

……

On her side, Mu Rufeng bit her lower lip stubbornly, she was a little envious and a little trance.

Some people are paralyzed, but she owns the world.

Some people are able-bodied, and she loses everything.

Lin Yu couldn't control her tears at all, five years, 1845 days, in the days without herself, how did Su Qingtong live it?

The forest fish can't even think about it.

A girl paralyzed in bed can't even turn her neck to a finger.

For 1,800 days and nights, no one came to visit her, only a complete stranger "mother", who could not even take care of herself in the toilet, and had to call out to the nurse when needed.

The kind that tears apart self-esteem and sends it to be trampled under the feet of others.

And Su Qingtong has been so sensitive and cowardly since she was a child, and even the laughter of a few girls passing by sometimes makes her wonder if she is the one who is a joke.

She will be constantly and insecurely insecure for no reason, so much so that she will always babble and ask Lin Yu if she will not like her in the future.

Will there be other girls?

Even if there are other girls, can you not want her?

Sometimes she asks too much, and she herself will be afraid, afraid that Lin Yu will get tired of listening to it and get angry.

She's the one who doesn't like to trouble people.

It's been five years, do you know how long I've been looking for you?

I really thought you didn't want me anymore!

Lin Yu clenched Su Qingtong's hand, and the joy that was lost and regained in his heart overpowered everything, and in the end, there was only so much distress left that words could not describe.

Lin Yu raised his head and looked at Su Qingtong, who had already cried into a fool, she was still the same as before, and there was always only herself in her bright eyes.

Just this one look, that's enough.

What else is needed to confirm your identity, my little fool!

"Don't cry, don't cry, I'm not going to leave." Lin Yu leaned down and gently rubbed Su Qingtong's cheek with the back of his hand, just like five years ago, he always accidentally bullied Su Qingtong and cried, and he gently coaxed her.

"It's not good to cry again, Qingtong is a little fool."

But this time, the little fool's eyes were like a small water pump, and he couldn't wipe them all out, and when he got up, he even squeezed a small bubble out of his nose.

Su Qingtong cried loudly again, looking at Lin Yu with his eyes, he became panicked, "I'm not Su Qingtong, I'm not Su Qingtong, the current Ah Yu doesn't want me now." ”

Yes, I'm just a paralyzed person who can't take care of himself in life.

I was so ashamed that I needed help even going to the toilet.

If this side is seen by Ah Yu, then it is better to ask me to die now!

And Ah Yu, he is so good-looking now, he is tall and white, he is a hundred times better looking than before, there must be a lot of girls who like him.

Wow, I heard Miss Mu Rufeng say it last time, that's it!

He still likes me just because of his previous impression of me, but this impression will fade.

He will find that I am just a paralyzed person who can't cook for him, can't sit in the audience and applaud him, can't bring him a baby, can't even cooperate with him to complete a wedding, can only collapse in bed, and can't even take care of himself.

You really damn it, you're so ashamed, Su Qingtong.

Sooner or later, you'll run out of the last hope that Ah Yu has for you, and then be abandoned by him.

Don't, I don't.

So, I'm not Su Qingtong!

The forest fish has lifted the quilt.

"What are you doing... Su Qingtong said in a little panic, she couldn't help but look down, I don't have anything to be ashamed of.

Lin Yu leaned over, very, very hard, and picked her up from the bed.

"Hey, Ah Yu, why are you going?" Su Qingtong whispered.

There are a lot of people watching outside.

Shame on the face.

Lin Yu glared angrily and was caught off guard, Mu Rufeng, who was a little at a loss, hugged Su Qingtong in his arms, and walked away without a trace of nostalgia.

At the door, the nurses stared at each other.

"Hey, sir, what are you doing, you can't take the patient away!"

Lin Yu glared at the past, frightened these people, and said in a calm tone, "I'm her man, now, I'll discharge her, and the people behind me will do it, dodge." ”

In his arms, Su Qingtong's face was flushed, as if he was drunk, his head was gently leaning on Lin Yu's arms, and he was so ashamed that he could barely raise his head.

What are you talking nonsense, big fool of the forest fish!

"Ahh Seeing Lin Yuzhen carrying her out of the hospital, Su Qingtong panicked, and the whole person was at a loss, she was really eager to leave this hospital, but the confusion about the future was like the dark world in front of her.

Her sense of security is gone.

"Qingtong, look." Standing at the door of the hospital, Lin Yu tilted his head and said softly, "How long has it been since you looked at the stars like this?" ”

Su Qingtong, who was trying to raise his head and was "slaughtered" by the forest fish, tried hard to raise his little neck,...... She has always listened to Ah Yu's words very much.

Ah Yu told her to wait, she must have waited.

Looking at it, the little pearl in the corner of his eye fell uncontrollably.

"I've finally found you, Qingtong."

"I'm never going to let go."

"But ......"

"Don't you miss your mother?"

Su Qingtong, "......"

"Mom doesn't recognize me anymore." Su Qingtong was very quiet, his head hiding in Lin Yu's arms, "I miss my mother's cooking." ”

"So, ......, let's go home."

"Qingtong also said that he would give birth to a baby for me in the future."

Oops, what are you talking nonsense?

A big fool!

Su Qingtong's heart was pounding very hard, her whole head was buried in Lin Yu's arms, rubbing hard, and the whole person was only uneasy.

"Don't worry." Lin Yu said softly, "Mu Rufeng said that she found a cure for you, and I will definitely cure you." ”

"There's always a way to get you healed."

"Even if it doesn't work...... this time, I really can't leave you."

Su Qingtong in his arms raised his head, only confusion was left in his eyes, Ah Yu was always like this, he could only listen to him to do it, he could run away when he was unhappy before, and he could lose his temper and not talk to the villains for an hour.

But now, he can go wherever he wants.

He's impulsive now, but what about later?

Su Qingtong's eyes were full of panic.

“……”

(End of chapter)