If you are liked, you will have two good days, and if you are not liked, you can only be thrown away like garbage, you want to be free or not, and you have no sense of security.

It's the most painful life.

In her previous life, she was stupid and couldn't understand the underlying logic of the optimal solution in life planning, which led to the narrower and narrower path of life in the future, and sent herself to a dead end.

In this life, it is no longer possible.

She will no longer follow the path set for her by her adoptive mother, and she will never give up herself again because of the love between men and women.

She must find a path of her own, which can be bumpy and full of thorns, but it must be wider and wider.

Otherwise, there is no way to improve the quality of life, and what is the point of living a new life?

It's better to die.

Anyway, she is also familiar with the days when Ah Piao dies.

You don't have to think about the future, you don't have to set goals, you don't have to eat or sleep, you can reach where you want to go, it's much freer than being a human being.

Seeing the displeasure on An Ran's face, Shi Jian said softly, "You are very powerful." ”

He also played the piano since he was a child, and has a certain understanding of the competition of the piano profession.

Every year, there are many piano competitions around the world, and several piano competition winners are produced every month.

But this year, Enron, who was unanimously voted by the judges of the Chopin Piano Competition and won the runner-up glory without objection, can be called a genius in piano art.

She was only sixteen years old.

He doesn't know who the winner of this year's Warsaw Finals is, but he clearly remembers that the winner of last year's Shaw Finals is a young pianist who has long been internationally renowned.

"Thank you." An Ran thought about the achievements in Warsaw this time, and joy appeared in his eyes.

She was happy, not because she won the runner-up.

But because she was able to successfully arrive in Warsaw to participate in the finals of the Shaw Race, she began to rewrite her destiny in this life.

In her previous life, because she was addicted to Huazhan, she missed this game, and since then, her life is like being cursed, and bad luck comes one after another.

first waved her sleeves to her excellent teacher, and then she and Shi Jian watched a movie in the cinema, which was seen by several classmates in the class and spread out.

In the next few days, rumors quickly spread in the school that she and Shi Jian were in love.

In her previous life, she remembered that she was still unfamiliar with her classmates around her for more than a month after entering high school, and she didn't have any good friends.

No. 1 Middle School is not like the private school she attended before, the school style is extraordinarily rigorous, and early love is absolutely not allowed.

When the whole school was spreading the news about her and Shi Jian's early love, it was impossible for the teacher to ignore it.

Soon, she and Shi Jian were called into the head teacher's office together.

Lao Chen, this person, is conscientious and responsible in his work, rigorous in teaching, but he is stubborn and rigid in some aspects, and he can't see that students don't study seriously and fall in love, and they still eat soft and hard.

Originally, it was a matter of chasing after the wind and shadows, and she didn't have a puppy love with Shi Jian at all, so when she was interviewed by Lao Chen, she and Shi Jian denied it in unison.

Now that I think about it, at that time, I was also very angry because I couldn't let go of the matter of breaking the appointment with Hua Zhan, and I found out that someone had made rumors about himself and Shi Jian, so when I explained to Lao Chen, my tone was very bad and my temper was also very explosive.

not only scolded the classmates who spread rumors, but also scolded Lao Chen, who was very arrogant.

So much so that before Shi Jian could explain, Lao Chen was so angry with her that she knocked them both out of the office.

Then one by one, the family called and contacted their parents.

Later, Shi Jian's mother came to school, and An Ran didn't care so she didn't know.

The adoptive mother didn't come.

At that time, she was very resentful of herself because she didn't go to the finals of Xiao Sai.

After receiving a call from the school's homeroom teacher saying that she didn't study well in school and had early love at a young age, she was even more angry.

When she went home that night, she was not allowed to eat, so she was locked in the study by her and whipped her fiercely.

In a person's life, the most painful and happiest memories are always remembered deeply.

An Ran still remembers the scene at that time, no matter how she explained, her adoptive mother didn't listen, so she preconceived to believe the words of the head teacher, and scolded her in English, saying that she was young and didn't study well, didn't love herself, was a bitch, a slut, and so on.

To this day, she can't help but tremble when she thinks of her adoptive mother's cruel and cruel expression at that time, and the feeling of the whip on her body.

Because of this, she completely lost her autonomy in life, and her adoptive mother controlled her more tightly, and went to the school to tell the teacher, let the teacher watch her closely, and report to her as soon as she found anything wrong.

Therefore, under this series of blows in her previous life, she had no intention of studying at all, her grades were naturally not good, and because she hated the special care of the teacher, she was also very repulsive to the teacher and the teacher's lectures, so that after entering high school, her academic performance fell all the way, and she didn't even want to go to school later.

Later, she couldn't get used to Shi Jian even more, every time she saw Shi Jian at school, she would always deliberately ignore him, sometimes chatting with her classmates, and when she talked about him, she would sarcastically or unintentionally sarcastic him, so that the whole class would know how much she hated him, and how could she fall in love with him?

What is Shi Jian like?

It seems that in addition to talking less, it is better to go to school, what to do.

When the first semester of high school was divided, she and he were no longer in the same class.

After that, she didn't pay much attention to his news for a long time.

I don't know what university he went to and what work he did.

Until......

She was released from prison to find out that she had cancer and was dying.

She suddenly saw him at the door of Jincheng Cancer Hospital. 1314